Im talking to a guy and I feel like I’m too disgusting and worthless for someone like him. I feel fake and performative even though Im not trying to be. Sometimes I observe things from the 3rd person and realize its a gross tranny who just looks like a guy and doesnt go outside talking to a guy who likes her but doesnt know how disgusting she actually is. I can barely say anything at all out of shame when I get like this

That voice in your head saying you’re disgusting isn’t the truth, it’s just shame talking. You’re not fake for feeling like this, you’re just human.

He’s into you, not whatever version your brain is trying to convince you he’d hate. You don’t have to put on anything or be perfect to deserve that.

Feeling this way and still letting someone close is actually brave. You’re not worthless, you’re just carrying a lot, and that doesn’t make you any less worth being loved.

>>40594564
chatgpt ahh reply thanks though

idk its tough cause there is some validity to my concerns— Im a failure and have nothing cool or impressive and in the women role the only thing I have to offer is something falsely representative of myself in the first place! He would surely be disgusted at the truth of my being! But in the first place too many deer have given it their all through suffering and death and too many glaciers have melted forming various macrostructures and too many people have died from the black plague for me to be worrying so hard over this! How ridiculous!

>>40594537 (OP)
same

>>40594537 (OP)
If you're happy around him then don't overthink it. If you were ugly or unloveable you'd know it, trust me.

>>40594759
he not know wat I lok like

meanwhile the dude is just happy to be talking to this sweet girl he likes and hopes likes him back

>>40594847
most fabricated news Ive ever heard