Anonymous
8/3/2025, 9:30:14 PM No.40595301
I come from a line of very masculine men. I do not wish to be one of those men. I want to be cute. Someone's damn loving boywife or something. I've never been in a single relationship and I long for it SOO bad. It's made my depression god awful.
Firstly, all the cross-dress shit I buy barely fits. Thigh-highs are like the equivalent of barely-knee high. Crop tops look awful because I'm just a bit too chubby for them. And the hair. Oh god, the hair.
See, back when I entered middle school I was told my body would be going through changes. Temporary changes. I'd get acne, I'd grow hair in new places, but eventually, it would slow down and I'd be able to control how I look.
To this day, it doesn't matter what my skincare routine is, it doesn't matter how often I shave, how much lotion I use, my body grows hair like a forest. It's so fucking tiring. I want to get rid of it all. I want to have silky smooth skin, not curls in every cranny. Don't even get me started on all that "temporary" acne bullshit. Never went away. My skin stayed bumps forever.
What the fuck do I even do? Can I do something that's not 4 billion dollar laser surgery to fix my issues? IS there a skincare routine that works? Why couldn't some trans dude be blessed with my body? They'd fucking appreciate it a lot more than I do.
I wish I woke up one day and I wouldn't look the way I do. Everyday, I still look the same. Is it over?
Firstly, all the cross-dress shit I buy barely fits. Thigh-highs are like the equivalent of barely-knee high. Crop tops look awful because I'm just a bit too chubby for them. And the hair. Oh god, the hair.
See, back when I entered middle school I was told my body would be going through changes. Temporary changes. I'd get acne, I'd grow hair in new places, but eventually, it would slow down and I'd be able to control how I look.
To this day, it doesn't matter what my skincare routine is, it doesn't matter how often I shave, how much lotion I use, my body grows hair like a forest. It's so fucking tiring. I want to get rid of it all. I want to have silky smooth skin, not curls in every cranny. Don't even get me started on all that "temporary" acne bullshit. Never went away. My skin stayed bumps forever.
What the fuck do I even do? Can I do something that's not 4 billion dollar laser surgery to fix my issues? IS there a skincare routine that works? Why couldn't some trans dude be blessed with my body? They'd fucking appreciate it a lot more than I do.
I wish I woke up one day and I wouldn't look the way I do. Everyday, I still look the same. Is it over?
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