i can't experience sex as a gay man. i abhorr gay sex, it makes me vomit... i don't like a man who wants dick. biggest turnoff ever. no matter how attractive a guy seems, the minute i find out he wants to suck dick, touch dick, or even look at the dick, it turns me off. so i transitioned and guys are attracted to cock which makes no sense to me because how can i have sex with a man who wants cock? i'm considering srs but then nobody would be attracted to the srs vagina and for the life of me i cannot, i simply cannot have sex with a man who wants cock and balls. i feel so angry because sex is the strongest impetus of humans, it's what makes existence bearable. sex is everything, and yet i was deprived of this basic human need. and even if i had srs and turned out great, who the fuck am i gonna attract? and how can i achieve that perfect fusion that only men and women can achieve? their parts are meant to merge seamlessly. i hate anal sex. it is gross. shit is there. yuck

>>40600962 (OP)
Most people outside this hellhole don't want a "woman" with a dick. Or much worse, a butchered man with no dick.

allosexuals are batshit i cant comprehend wanting sex this badly

>>40600962 (OP)
Why can't you date a chaser and just accept that he's a homosexual who will want your dick inside of him?

>>40601006
i know all of that, and so what is the solution? I can't help what I'm attracted to. I guess the only solution is to have the surgery and sleep with men without disclosing.

>>40601040
why don't you have sex with poop and just accept that poop is natural and is an integral part of the person you love? And if you truly love that person, you will love their poop too?

>>40601158
I mean you're a man pretending to be a woman. Which class of men did you expect to attract?

>>40601040
you don't understand... i don't like having a dick, let alone being a man that wants my cock... is it so hard to comprehend?

>>40601222
you're basically confirming what one of my best friends has been doing for years: LIE LIE LIE. If you punish the truth, you're asking to be lied to. My friend sleeps with men without disclosing because this is the only way to attract a sexual partner. You must be delusional to think that this is something we chose.

>>40601225
Yes. Simply put, it doesn't make sense to start life as a straight male and somehow mentally pivot towards wanting to become a straight female.

>>40600962 (OP)
Sounds like a you problem
You could have had fun time exploring sexuality but you chose brainworms instead

>>40601241
I have never started life as a straight male. Are you an idiot? Where the fuck did you read that? You must be stupid. I was never attracted to women

>>40601328
you don't understand, I tried it and it ended up in disaster.

>>40600962 (OP)
Gay sex is absolutely nasty, shit comes from there so it makes no sense to fuck an asshole when you can have thigh fucking and frotting as alternatives. However I don't understand what's the problem with a guy liking the parts you have without doing anything with them beside stimulating you until orgasm.

>>40600962 (OP)
well maybe srs would be a good idea

>>40601441
srs is fucking disgusting and no man would desire an inverted penis over a regular penis or pussy

>>40601444
I'm talking to op, go back to chasergen

>>40600962 (OP)
i tell people all the time i am castrated and barely have a sex drive and then they have all sorts of wild requests and cant seem to put it together no matter how many times i tell them

this is how i feel botched post op theres nothing left for me anymore. i might be able to do what could technically look a little like sex but ill never get to actually have real sex i can enjoy ever again in my lifetime. i just wish i was a cis woman and could enjoy sex normally.

>>40601647
Are you still in the healing stages or are you really cooked? I've heard that most girls have some complications after srs but they'll correct themselves.

>>40601455
in what kind of situations does this come up? how do the conversations go?
>they have all sorts of wild requests
what do you mean by that? examples? im intrigued

>>40601151
>I can't help what I'm attracted to.
Guess what, neither can they.