the more i browse this more the more i get obsessed with the idea of being a girl and the more dysphoric i feel and the more i wanna kill myself. this board can't be good for anybody.
>pic unrel

>>40601995 (OP)
so start hrt? cis men don't randomly acquire gender dysphoria from being around trans people

>>40601995 (OP)
is it this board actually giving you those feelings, or just you uncovering the feelings that already lied beneath the surface
two very different scenarios

>>40602051
but i can't...
>>40602059
uhm idk... how would i know?

>>40602072
why can't you?

>>40602072
>uhm idk... how would i know?
personal introspection

>>40602085
it would take at least a few years for me to be able to legally start it, which would be kinda late and the DIY options are very very limited here, it practically wouldn't be possible.

>>40602102
Try to start the legal process now maybe. Where are you from? Are there trans people in your country who you could ask for help with sourcing diy?

>>40602118
even if i started it you can't possibly get prescribed any hormones until 21 and i'm 19. and even if i did get it it would be tiny hon dose and i would never pass.

>>40601995 (OP)
That's why I only started coming here after I was ready, it always spilled onto other boards and it was nice knowing more, talking about the topic, unwinding for a while, but I knew fully diving into this whole thing would be too much to handle if I was still repressing.

>>40601995 (OP)
You are a trender. If it was genetic for you, you would felt like a girl since you were a young child. 0% of late onset gender dysphoric mtfs have a genetic condition, you are simply a trender pervert

>>40602139
better than nothing. again, is it at all possible to source diy?

>>40602156
i haven't looked much into it but i guess? it would be really hard though. and i don't think i could get anything too good.

>>40602164
You're fairly young. You should at least try

>>40602148
What are you talking about?

>>40602051
Yes they do. Adult cis men get these thoughts because they have a fetish and it socially contagious. Its disgusting that something that is a genetic intersex condition to some is a fucking larp for others. Because of you, real trans people suffer. Nobody likes adult males who pretend to be girls.

>>40602177
He is not trans you idiot

>>40601995 (OP)
rogd? or just a repper

>>40602178
I don't think your knowledge of trans people is reliable

>>40602181
I interpreted the "more" as an increase on the feeling to the point it became unbearable, guess I am projecting too much and assuming he always felt like that.

>>40601995 (OP)
you know what to do...

>>40602148
>>40602178
may be true, but repping won't work either

all this is so confusing :((((( do i troon out or rep it's so scary i can't even reply to you guys idk wat do???

>>40602233
don't rep unless you want to end up like john, 50

>>40602233
Obviously troon out. It will only make your life better

>>40602290
will it still be worth it if i end up not passing?

>>40602357
yes

>>40602357
No

>>40602357
even if you only pass as a cis woman some of the time, it's way better than being a man

>>40602164
I dont think itd be that hard. You have PO boxes?