>>40602280I didnt know what truma was, i thought being angry and sad and upset constantly was just part of life, thats what everyone told me when i was 13, pull myself together. My family didnt show me any love and never have.
I now know why i feel sick being sexually close to someone, why my brain screams at me to run away, why i want to be alone constantly and why i love silence and the dark, if i cant be seen or heard, im safe, im safe, im safe.
Im safe. Yeah i do my skincare and drink my water lol. People say im pretty but if i heard it 50 times an hour id begin to believe it, as it stands i love the dark and being alone