>Hrt girlmoding for years
>Get bottom surgery
>Finally will not want to fucking rope in the bedroom
>Years later I have not tried anything because I'm afraid of sex

Am I fucking stupid?

>>40606250 (OP)
idk from my pov not having srs is the only thing stopping me from having sex
why are you afraid of it?

>>40606250 (OP)
at least a little

>>40606269

For literally all the non sexual reasons to do it I've been over the moon the whole time but for whatever reason Ive given myself a straight up fear response

I keep stumbling into wanting to try something and having a panic attack when it gets remotely close to that point.
Im more comfortorable than I ever was with a tumor but I still find excuses to chicken out

>>40606250 (OP)
Took me about 4 years to have sex after I got srs, and even then it was still pretty scary and I was not very good at it

IMO the best way to do it is to find a partner that's rly kind and caring and makes you feel safe and is willing to work on getting you more comfy

Regular sex is also nice bc then you don't have to dilate much at all and you'll eventually get to fit them perfectly