So like I tried making a peanut butter sandwich for breakfast

That looked like cat vomit

I took one bite and was legitimately disgusted and threw it up

How do you eat this, I’m trying to quell my tendencies like you all said but anything that doesn’t bleed is so disgusting

>>40608853 (OP)
Eat yourself if you want something that bleeds.

>>40608853 (OP)
it's easy to get fat eating aminals.

>>40608869
That’s called self harm
And I used to do that, quite regularly; the issue is that that wouldn’t solve anything, I’m trying not to be obsessed with eating people

>>40608905
>I’m trying not to be obsessed with eating people
never deny yourself your deepest desires

>>40608905
>self harm
And eating animals is just regular harm, what's your point? Little limey faggot can't handle a fucking bean so he has to buy shrink wrapped death with his wobbly little hands. Pussy.

>>40608934
No, it’s an endless craving. Whenever I sit next to someone, I have to fight the urge and saliva in my maw to take a bite out of them. When I see a scene with any violence and bloodshed, I pray upon a star that such a thing could be me. Whenever I taste the sweet smell of blood and supple, buttery flesh in the air, i.e. whenever I am around ANYONE, I have to fight not to break down and start tearing myself apart to taste that sanguine ecstasy.
So I basically live off raw pork; the blood tastes too different though, so it’s kinda meh. But it does a *little bit* (more than any other food that isn’t people) to stave off the thirst.
So yes, I do need to learn to stave off my desires.

>>40608853 (OP)
lesbian gay bisexual transgender?

>>40608853 (OP)
dont be pressured into eating something you cant deal with

theres nothing wrong with that

its gross to me too; i had a severe peanut allergy growing up so i never developed a taste for them

they wont kill me anymore but its still not something id ever really choose to eat

maybe in a candybar

>>40609106
Have you read the stuff I’ve been posting
The only stuff that I can deal with and enjoy are people, fresh and bleeding, which is what I’m trying to break away from

Thanks though nona

>>40609014
you're not special

>>40609132
Well it sure as shit isn’t normal

>>40609175
there is a thriving cannibal community here on /lgbt/

>>40608853 (OP)
are you trying to go vegan? if you dont like peanut butter you can just eat something else
if ur trying to just gain weight theres other ways to

>>40609241
No, I’m trying not to be a cannibal

>>40608853 (OP)
H U H
U
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HOW CAN U NOT LIKE A PEANUT BOODER SANDIE?


U R A FUCKING CRAAAAAAAAAZZZZZZZZZZYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

>>40609267
oh! well you have a lot of options then. have you tried a nice rare steak
i dont have experience with cannibalism im just guessing at the appeal

>>40609400
The closest thing is literally raw pork which is what I live off; rare meat is better than cooked meat, but it still doesn’t have the same butteriness and a slightly different taste; the blood is the best bit, and radically changes between cows, pigs and people (cow blood doesn’t taste as good to me, pig blood also isn’t amazing but tolerable, but human blood is stellar)

>>40609400
i'll add that a ribeye is pretty fucking good

>>40609419
why the fuck is everyone that comes on this board all mentally ill and has some form of sever autism?

>>40609455
The entire point is that I’m trying to get better

>>40609479
good luck

>>40609419
>The closest thing is literally raw pork which is what I live off
I'm worried u have parasites with all the raw piggys you are eating

>>40609419
youre gonna get gigatrichinosis

>>40608853 (OP)
almond butter is a little easier for me to eat

>>40609518
I’ve worried about that before, have a lot of medication stocked incase that happens

>>40609552
but ur not worried about worms wriggling inside of you?

>>40609419
i see. i cant say i know a lot about different blood tastes but it seems like u have it figured out. there's this vsauce video called "what does human taste like?" where i think he says based off the testimonial of cannibals that it's the most like veal(?) so you could always try that. veal parmigiana is one of my fav italian dishes

>>40609419
There's no blood in meat, larp detected

>>40611225
If you bite someone, they will *highly likely* bleed
A lot of the best muscles have veins close to them (arms and thighs)

just eat peanut butter off a spoon. mad tasty

>>40609014
ok trannibal

>>40608965

>>40609663
Thanks for the suggestion! I might try some raw veal first though, because isn’t it extremely expensive? There also wouldn’t be much fluid with it; I get my stuff from a local butcher, who’s really nice and sells me the meat cheaper for faster and sloppier cuts, i.e. with still part of the animal attached to it, allowing for me to get stuff with more flavour (blood really is everything) as well as getting it cheap; he doesntdo veal though, and as I said, blood is everything (for both sateity and taste) (obv he doesn’t know I wanna chow down on him)