Anonymous
8/5/2025, 1:13:20 AM No.40608914
Whenever I'm at a gay bar or with a lot of gay guys I feel like an outcast because their bonding stories about being gay are totally alien to me. They're nice to me but clearly they're just being nice because I'm obviously not fitting in. Like I never had furtive hookups with other dudes in high school or get caught with high heels, my family was never like "oh he's totally a homo". I never had a "coming out". I don't like Elton John either. I don't hate him, I'm just indifferent. Same goes with the Drag Queen TV show, I forget the name.
So I clearly am not gay. I don't think I'm even bisexual, I just like males telling me they want to fuck me. I'll take it as far as I can take it without actually getting a load of sperm in my ass because I don't want AIDS (if not for AIDS I'd probably do it though). I don't really like kissing but I'll put up with it because that's what they want.
Ideally I would be a female, and I'd have sex with other females, but that wasn't in the cards for me. Is that what they call AGP? I just think women have great bodies. So I use homosexual males to boost my self esteem just enough to endure the way females behave towards males. They're using me too, so it's ok.
I know you armchair psychiatrists will be like "oh, you're just in denial" but it's very rare that I even see a guy I'd consider attractive. It's more like I see guys who look masc enough where if they wanted to fuck me I'd feel like it was a compliment. Believe me if I could be genuinely into guys that would make life a lot easier because I get way more attention from guys.
So I clearly am not gay. I don't think I'm even bisexual, I just like males telling me they want to fuck me. I'll take it as far as I can take it without actually getting a load of sperm in my ass because I don't want AIDS (if not for AIDS I'd probably do it though). I don't really like kissing but I'll put up with it because that's what they want.
Ideally I would be a female, and I'd have sex with other females, but that wasn't in the cards for me. Is that what they call AGP? I just think women have great bodies. So I use homosexual males to boost my self esteem just enough to endure the way females behave towards males. They're using me too, so it's ok.
I know you armchair psychiatrists will be like "oh, you're just in denial" but it's very rare that I even see a guy I'd consider attractive. It's more like I see guys who look masc enough where if they wanted to fuck me I'd feel like it was a compliment. Believe me if I could be genuinely into guys that would make life a lot easier because I get way more attention from guys.
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