reminder to please readd the bpd tranny in yr life even if she said she hates u she doesn’t mean it is sorry and took it back quickly and she doesn’t have anyone and she is sorry about transparency about her death wish pls just readd her :) i hate myself

>BPDemon
>love myself
>never say sorry for hurting others because there's no crying in baseball
>likely already have you blocked so I can't be readded
>doesn't have friends because they make you retarded and soft
Don't be such a a wuss op. Niggas ain't shit. There's more lonely, single men out there to drain of their energy.

>>40610561
this isn't BPD then this is literally the opposite of BPD symptoms

>>40610561
mine was transbian u wouldn’t understand anon

manipulators must be alone

>>40610569
I was diagnosed years ago but have evolved

>>40610572
everyone else did this to me why should i have to suffer alone

>>40610569
what is opposite of bpd?

>>40610572
i promise im not trying to manipulate anyone i just really want to have what we had idk she seemed to like it till i went crazy which most the time im not crazy but am rn i hate makyswelfb

>>40610607
npd, aspd

>>40610666
what specifically did you do, girl

>>40610484 (OP)
I only have my gf in my life, literally not anyone else and i got so depressed she has other girlfriends and hookups whenever she wants and i had a jealous bpd blowup and said some really bad stuff and idk what to do idk if shes gonna leave me or if well ever be ok again. Idk what im gonna do

>>40610707
hmmm too much but none of my actions were manipulation not intentionally idk i told her to block me again when i knew i was incapable of being normal even though i just want to be unblocked by her idk she just added me from pity because of dreams where i would kill myslef i did let myslef be known im suicidal and should have kept it to myself but i just want to die now

>>40610484 (OP)
ive never been diagnosed w/ anything but struggle with these sorts of mood swings. little things make me so angry over nothing, or make me feel so fucking depressed i wanna die. and then im ok again, rinse and repeat. sometimes I could scream and sob and lose my goddamn mind but im just, sitting there chilling. i never ever tell anyone how i feel because nobody gives a fuck. Oh, how was my day? Great. I sat here living my neet life lamenting how worthless, useless, and totally alone i am. living this nothing tranny existence. i HATE myself so much it makes me want to vomit. i hate being so so alone. but im so suspicious in relationships that someone is going to hurt me or has some unspoken alterior motive to harm me. its a struggle to figure out what is real and what is in my head with whether someone wants to fuck me over or secretly hates me

is this some sort of personality disorder or am i just depressed and insecure?

>>40610484 (OP)
im sorry anon, ive been there. it feels all consuming and the constant stomach and chest pains are unbearable. i hope she readds you soon

>>40610930
i’m not positive fren but i’m really sorry. it kinda sounds like bpd maybe about the ppl having ulterior motives. the girl who blocked me was currently neeting. admittedly i am jealous because i could never have that despite being so truly nonfunctional but it does seem really hard too. i really care about her nona i know there is someone out there for you and hope you find them and don’t block them lol

>>40611060
i don’t think it’s going to happen

>>40611261
ive thought that so many times just for it to happen, have hope

>>40610484 (OP)
nah shes added and unadded me 4 times already!!!

>>40610484 (OP)
ppl with cluster B personality disorders make the WORST partners.
cluster a or c only for me, thanks. would never a cluster b.

>>40611227
thank you anon, i hope your girl unblocks you soon ;-;

>>40611475
i did this to the person who blocked me i was evil and am evil im sry anon :((
>>40611514
ty ty nona good luck

>>40610484 (OP)
op, i talk to a few neuro divergent people and imma keep it real. no. there needs to be consequences for actions.

>>40611793
i agree too but also forgiveness is important too but it just depends i do understand logically ditching me forever over what happened but i feel so much intense despair also was willing to give person everything i could idk. idk how into me she was but she seemed to feel strongly about me idk i love her i think i rly do idk it sucks how everything is but for me not try at all is such a waste even if just shots in the dark idk

>>40611820
forgiveness is a virtue, not a requirement. just like mental illness is not your fault but IT IS your responsibility. take action to get better

>>40611836
i agree with this?

>>40611836
also like the only reason i stopped therapy was bc i was breaking out in rashes and hyper arrousal from ptsd also the emotional dysregulation is i think what led to me blocking her then readding which led to her blocking me and which made me spiral so much to do the crazy stuff i did i really need some level of emotional numbness back i really am trying to take action i wish i was brave enough to just end myself though

>>40610484 (OP)
if he doesn't FUCKING readd me i'm ACTUALLY GOING TO KILL MYSELF !!!!!!!
i REALLY can't take this anymore !!!!!!!!!!! ^-^ ^-^
i miss you
please come back i'm sorry i didn't mean it
i know i always do this there was just so much going on please talk to me again

>>40611952
idk if this is parodying me but i do genuinely wish i could die

>>40612055
it's not a parody i lost everything but he was still there for me now that he's gone i'm actually going to kms

How do we get rid of the bpdemon menace, anons?

>>40610561
So based anon. We're twins

>>40610607
>>40610705
the opposite of bpd would be schizoid
bpd have strong emotions and inability to control them leading to externalization, schizoids have little emotions and those they do have they usually internalize

>>40610572
TRVKE
bpd people make their bed and must lay in it

>>40610484 (OP)
i wish this was about my ex, i miss her so much

>>40613896
sour grapes
>>40613928
tough luck, if non-bpd people were better people we wouldn't leave you

>>40610561
trve trvke normie lives dont matter

>>40612341
>the opposite of bpd would be schizoid
so I would eat a bpd? I think I am a schizoid

>>40610484 (OP)
i've BPD'd too hard and now people avoid me irl and online, how do I deal with this? I'm struggling with DBT and kicking my weed addiction, weed has become such s chronic source of cope that without it I freak out too heavily.

All I want in my life right now is just one friend who cares about me and will try to be compassionate when setting any boundaries or calling me out on my shit.

People hate BPDemons but believe me, nobody can hate someone with BPD more than they hate themselves.