coming to terms - /lgbt/ (#40610748) [Archived: 286 hours ago]

Anonymous
8/5/2025, 4:33:42 AM No.40610748
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i remember now why i didn't retransition earlier. my ocd had a compulsion that i couldn't take medicine. i remember thinking if i took any pills at all it would kill me. and, i remember feeling this sense of longing and grief that it might stop me from starting hrt, and, then it did. i can't believe i forgot

it really was the ocd in the end. the knife in my throat that i never healed from. it wasn't me or my parents or the detransitioning or the pedophile groomers that stopped me being a woman in the end. i think i just have a brain that works wrong. a brain that wasn't made right for this body and the world
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Anonymous
8/5/2025, 4:36:38 AM No.40610776
>>40610748 (OP)
luckily you dont have to take pills with injections
Anonymous
8/5/2025, 4:37:48 AM No.40610790
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life is overwhelming
Anonymous
8/5/2025, 4:40:18 AM No.40610812
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>>40610748 (OP)
im sorry it had to be this way
you deserve so much more
Anonymous
8/5/2025, 4:52:32 AM No.40610911
>>40610748 (OP)
take clomipramine for ocd
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Anonymous
8/5/2025, 4:56:17 AM No.40610952
>>40610911
i could never take meds for the ocd for the same reason i couldn't take hrt. it was no substances at all. the ocd stopped itself getting fixed
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8/5/2025, 5:48:37 AM No.40611447
i hated taking meds but they dont make me take meds anymore