Worst thing about being friends with someone who has passoid friends is knowing you will always be inferior. You’re the ugly friend, and if you’re mentally ill it makes you the annoying friend too.

How do I even befriend people as a hon when the only people in this city willing to accept me are gigarapehons? The last time I accepted one as a friend it ended in me getting molested, and because I’m a gigahon myself, I always get lumped in with that stereotype. Literally no one wants to be around me.

>>40611908 (OP)
The solution is friends that aren’t hons or passoids but inbetween I think they are more normal. Passoid friends make me sad so I get it but also if they aren’t shallow it will be okay

>>40612248
There are literally no trannies in my city that aren’t gigapassoids or gigarapehons. There’s no inbetween.

>>40611908 (OP)
easy, you simply become the rapehon

>>40612274
a city without the beauty of the ethereal twinkhon? sounds hellish.

>>40612274
I would say move to melb but then it’s full of male brained bpdemons (like myself) or worse lots of rich shitheads

Like I think the solution is to find cis people or passoids that aren’t shitty and pity you but it will be hard

>>40612287
Ew. Never doing that.

>>40612288
I’ve met literally one here, but that was the most awkward experience of my life and I can guarantee she does not want to interact with me.

>>40612305
I wish I could move to Melbourne. Meeting people here is so hard. And I understand 95% of my problem is my attitude. I know that. I’m depressing to be around and pity party people are never fun to have as friends. I’m not so stupid I don’t get that. But, I’m trying to be better, and some people like being around me. The fact that I have two close friends means there are people out there who can tolerate me, it’s just hard. One of those people is the one I talked about in the OP and the other is halfway across the world. I’m too much of a spergy loser for this shit.

>>40611908 (OP)
r u actually a gigahon? i pass n i would maybe be ur friend

>>40612388
I’m a gigahon but I’m too scared to post pics to prove it. I swear though, I’m not BDD. I get that a lot.

I’m self aware enough to know that I have a decent body card. Hell, better than decent, I’ve been told. My face though, it’s really bad. I’m literal proof that someone can be a gigahon through face alone.

>>40612427
hmmmm i get hella bdd accusations. idk who to really talk to about dat. ur face probably isnt bad

>>40612427
have you had FFS? if you have a good body though that's better than nothing, an ugly face is easier to fix through surgery than an ugly linebacker body.

>>40612436
I have been told that my face is “Way too ugly for an attitude so rotten.”

>>40612442
People always bring up getting ffs but I’ve been lower class all my life and it’s unlikely I’ll ever have near enough money to get ffs. A tranny I’ve been talking to wants to crunch the numbers and help me plan out on how to save for it, but I worry she’s just obsessing over me because she knows I’m so touch starved I’m an easy catch. When she actually meets me she’s gonna be so fucking disgusted with how my face looks, I know she will.

>>40612467
sounds like something an awful person would say tbdesu. it doesnt even make sense

>>40612525
Maybe but it was in a thread where I was having a drunkicidal meltdown and complaining about being a hon. They did also say in the same breath that what I have isn’t unworkable and could be fixed with slightly better skincare and FFS.

Skincare defs wasn’t the problem though because I was washing very diligently with a solid routine. It was just that I wasn’t on enough cypro lmfao. FFS would be nice but like I said, never affording it in my lifetime.

>>40612467
if you're american consider moving to a state where ffs is covered by insurance like WA/OR/CA.

>>40612587
I’m an unfortunately stuck in Australia (AKA Hell).

>>40612367
That’s good you’re getting better I’m glad and meeting people is quite hard. Like I am far too male brained and bpd to keep anyone I meet either and I’m down to one close friend though I’m bad at judging who is close I suppose but I think you will do well in melbourne if you do want to move see if there is anyone in melb that can help

>>40612427
I doubt your face is that bad and I think you are around arseholes that want to put you down though this is coming from someone that did actually just have bad bdd but I think you will be okay
>>40612467
I hope you can save for it but most people pushing it are rich shitheads and will push it even for where it’s not really needed. Also whoever said that was just evil

>>40612607
Melbourne would be so good oooughhh. Maybe one day.

My face card is pretty bad, but I also can’t reliably tell. I’ve been told everything from “You already look an androgynous woman” to “You look just like Lily Tino,”(that second one I have heard multiple times from the same person who realistically has no motivation to hurt me unless he for some sick reason finds it amusing to do so). For the sake of my own self-preservation it’s better to assume that what I see in the mirror is in fact an accurate representation of myself and that I am very ugly. I can never let myself get too uppity. For there is no crime as a tranny that carries a harsher sentence than honfidence.

This. This this this this this this this this this. The people who need FFS the least are the ones getting it.

>>40612540
if u move to oregon or washington or california u can get ffs for freee in a year

>>40612665
I do not have the money to pack up my entire life and move to another country. I barely have the money to eat at the moment.

>>40612671
easier to move than it is to save for ffs. i think that kinda makes it within ur reach whenever u can get out

>>40612671
nvm u dont live in the us damn

>>40612678
Moving to another country is extremely hard shut the fuck up privileged seppo

>>40612690
that isnt very nice nona i didnt know

>>40612678
Okay I know I’ve said FFS would make me happier and I’m not trying to discredit your point here. Moving for free FFS, assuming I could get the money to do so, would probably be a neat idea (this is completely ignoring the fact that it would be incredibly difficult to do so, financials aside).

But I want friends now. I want people who can look me in the eye without being so repulsed they ditch me as a friend the moment a prettier, cooler tranny comes along. Am I asking for too much? Is it a lot to expect someone to tolerate me?

>>40612681
Yeah. It’s rough.

>>40612690
just marry another tranny or chaser for the green card, easy

>>40612705
“Marry a chaser.”

Idk how to tell you this but chasers want passoids or trans girls who are just a little clocky. They don’t want someone with a moid face and agp curls.

>>40612704
>incredibly difficult
nta but transitioning is incredibly difficult and you gotta get on board with doing hard things or give up and stop making us look bad

>>40612778
“Give up and stop making us look bad.”

If you pass already (which I assume you do) why would you care about optics? You can go stealth and 90% of the negative repercussions to come from poor optics won’t affect you.

That said, this is without even mentioning that I am willing to do hard things for my transition. I literally lived homeless for a couple months to make this work. I’m not complaining about what’s hard, I’m complaining about what's achievable. Moving countries entirely takes so much money and effort I'm not sure I can even do it with where my life is at right now.

>>40612778
holy based

>>40612813
i pass-ish, like i can go my whole day w/o being clocked to strangers but i dont think i could keep it from the people in my life due to some clocky features. currently working on getting FFS myself after i finish moving
>was homeless
genuinely sorry to hear that, doesnt change that FFS is in reach for western trannies. save money or retrain for a better job or find a job that covers FFS or