I had to give my dad my phone cuz he wanted to check something and I got finicky as usual cuz I like boundaries and hate it when people look through my stuff, which made him reallyyy angry and suspicious. He knows I want to troon and was on e (he took it away when he found out). He yelled at me and said he was going to tear apart my phone and look through everything because of how I was acting
I’m so so so so scared of my parents. I don’t know what little thing I’ll do will set him off next. I’m halfway to 23 and it’s still like this. It’ll be like this forever too, won’t it?
Tbh I don’t think I’ll be able to transition in this life. This situation feels so hopeless :(

>>40616608 (OP)
Oh well just be normal nigger

>>40616608 (OP)
lets move out together i also need to get away from my parents

>>40616658
Yah that’d be nice
I know nothing I’m doing or have rn will work out so I just want to escape from it all but i know that won’t work either :(

I wanted to get back on e after going back to uni in a month but now I don’t think it’ll be safe to do that
No matter where I go I’m always being watched. My stuff, my phone, my internet usage, everything is always being monitored. By family at home and friends/peers at school. I’m not allowed to have privacy or be my own person
All I want is long hair :(
I wish I could rope