Anonymous
8/5/2025, 10:49:54 PM No.40618711
was anyone else oblivious what puberty was doing to their body?
like i noticed my voice get deeper and i got taller and hairier but i didnt really notice or realize how immalleably masculine my body structure had become until my early 20s.
and im 25 now and feel like im just now becoming lucid about how dimorphic mens and womens structure are. like i always knew "men have broader shoulders" and "women have bigger hips" but i had a hard time understanding what these were referring to until the past few recent years. i feel like i struggled to notice or see it for myself.
when i was a teen i guess i was oblivious and didnt pay much attention to my body, i just saw myself as this androgynously shaped blob. and i wasnt concerned about starting young because i was stupid and i thought HRT could reverse the dimorphic effects of puberty. it didnt even occur to me that it's better to start young.
before i was 18 i didnt know how to get HRT and i knew was so afraid to tell literally anyone i wanted to be a girl. i had forseen how my bad my family and my peers would react. i figured it was unrealistic to start at the time and that it would be better to wait until adulthood. and yet waiting until i was an adult didnt save me from any of that, it just made it worse when it all blew up in my face. somehow i didnt realize how immalleably fucked i was letting my body become until i started HRT when i was 18/19. and even then i didnt fully realize puberty was already over and my body had this dimorphically male structure.
its silly really. and all the way back when i was 10 years old i would spend hours reading about transsexuality and i would go on fucking susans place. i had so much time, why didnt i transition then? fuck..
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like i noticed my voice get deeper and i got taller and hairier but i didnt really notice or realize how immalleably masculine my body structure had become until my early 20s.
and im 25 now and feel like im just now becoming lucid about how dimorphic mens and womens structure are. like i always knew "men have broader shoulders" and "women have bigger hips" but i had a hard time understanding what these were referring to until the past few recent years. i feel like i struggled to notice or see it for myself.
when i was a teen i guess i was oblivious and didnt pay much attention to my body, i just saw myself as this androgynously shaped blob. and i wasnt concerned about starting young because i was stupid and i thought HRT could reverse the dimorphic effects of puberty. it didnt even occur to me that it's better to start young.
before i was 18 i didnt know how to get HRT and i knew was so afraid to tell literally anyone i wanted to be a girl. i had forseen how my bad my family and my peers would react. i figured it was unrealistic to start at the time and that it would be better to wait until adulthood. and yet waiting until i was an adult didnt save me from any of that, it just made it worse when it all blew up in my face. somehow i didnt realize how immalleably fucked i was letting my body become until i started HRT when i was 18/19. and even then i didnt fully realize puberty was already over and my body had this dimorphically male structure.
its silly really. and all the way back when i was 10 years old i would spend hours reading about transsexuality and i would go on fucking susans place. i had so much time, why didnt i transition then? fuck..
blogpost over
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