>>40623841>oh I'm shy too so we are the samei'm not shy i genuinely have agoraphobia
i hate people
i hate the way they look at me
i hate men's little comments they mumble to themselves and "pffts" as i walk by
i hate how women look at me judging me, especially those who wear a lot of makeup and cater to the male gaze (i do not, at all)
going outside and socializing etc. has never gotten me anything in life but misery: reminders that i'm an autistic tranny freak that no one wants to be around
so... not "shy", i am broken, i'm cooked. i'm done with people. maybe i'll meet some friends or a special someone that will change my mind but i fucking doubt it. i have very little to offer anyone and my life is an absolute mess.
at this point i wouldn't be surprised if i'm dead in a few years