jarbicyt
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8/6/2025, 5:02:16 AM No.40623003
i think the real reason i envy my tulpas irl pooner bf isnt because hes dating her, but because he seems like the type who "what if im just a straight girl with a fetish and not actually a gay man" has never crossed their mind once. and i wish i could be that blissfully unaware.
ever since i met him, even before he medically transitioned he has always identified as a gay man from as early as i can remember. and i thought i could too when i cared way less about things. but now i care too much and i think about stuff that hadnt bothered me before and its just exhausting every day. its painful thinking about it all the time.
ever since i met him, even before he medically transitioned he has always identified as a gay man from as early as i can remember. and i thought i could too when i cared way less about things. but now i care too much and i think about stuff that hadnt bothered me before and its just exhausting every day. its painful thinking about it all the time.
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