Thread 40798664

Man, life is way better when you're not browsing this board constantly. I quit entirely when 4chan went down and this is my first time back since then. Highly recommend just quitting cold turkey, this place does nothing but drag people down and make their lives worse.

>>40798664 (OP)
but i get happy when people are nice to me here

>>40798664 (OP)
i will when someone hires me and i can sleep again

>>40798664 (OP)
I don't really have any other connection to trans people outside of this place and having a little bit of community is nice.

>>40798667
I'm glad that people are nice to you :) unfortunately not the norm that I've seen here

>>40798664 (OP)
nowhere else is tolerant of me randomly posting about how much i want to killfuckrape my own skull

>>40798678
/r/asktransgender is pretty much the only place I see kind of well-adjusted trans people. I've pretty much totally disconnected in general

>>40798671
I'm in the same boat sister. You'll find something soon.

>>40798664 (OP)
fuck it sure

>>40798714
why do you want to do that?

>>40798726
i hope so its not even the money thats causing me worry its my rapidly declining mental health.

>>40798733
do you think its some sort of choice i make
i just get possessed and i want to scream and hurt
i can't control being delirium all i can do is cope

>>40798749
I didn't mean to imply that, I apologize. I'm sorry that you're going through that, that must be really difficult

>>40798770
its fine lol
i'm glad you got out i really am
you deserve to be out and you deserve to be happy
but for some of us its a choice between this, pretending to be fine and not talking to anyone at all
its just not that easy

>>40798741
Exactly. I'm fine financially. My mental health just takes a fucking nosedive when I'm not being productive and social in society. It's a nasty fucking job market too. We'll get through. This too shall pass. Stay strong stranger

>>40798776
Anecdotally, therapy really helped me a lot. Psychiatry and antidepressants didn't, but I do know people who it helped.

>>40798796
if i could afford therapy i'd love it anon

>>40798664 (OP)
4chan is bottom tier internet. Unfortunately for me it is a kind of addiction. Boredom, and also being able to vent my frustrations without censorship

>>40798832
Addiction was my relationship with it, and the lack of censorship is refreshing in opposed to the toxic positivity of some other places. Long term it was a negative though.
>>40798821
Understandable yeah, it's fucked out there. Wish you the best and hope that things get better <3

>>40798664 (OP)
That's odd. My life hasn't gotten worse since I've came to this place, but maybe it hasn't fucked me over yet. It feels good to rant my feelings out on here and occasionally get an uplifting reply.

>>40798741
I haven't done anything in months or worked(for a salary) in years, but I guess being insane helps with accepting neetdom, hope you at least find a hobby.

>>40798851
applying for jobs, long walks, crying and posting pics of myself on the internet for people to call me ugly.

>>40798923
Well you shouldn't listen to them, crying is not that bad desu, I cry almost everyday and it's calming, I don't really take long walks, the sun is super intense in here, I'd turn golden brown and I've been applying for jobs for years but I guess it's just a game of seeing how fast they can reject me.

I think you are pretty cute actually, and I couldn't believe when I got to know your age, keep it up ^^