Thread 40948826

>had strange fascination with passing drag queens and trans women when I was really young
>made me feel a certain way
>told no one
>AGP/AGAMP thoughts
>tried to repress them
>tried to date women
>had some relationships but never lasted because AGP/AGAMP thoughts always came back
>lived life straight (tried) into early adulthood
>AGAMP thoughts back in full force
>zero attraction to women now
>can only get off to imagining I’m a passing trans girl in a scenario with a cis man

What did I do to myself? No porn on a regular basis. In fact porn never did much vs my imagination which was much more powerful. How do I undo this? Is there a normal amount of cis het guys like this?

Do you think its wrong for men to date other men?

>>40948994
No. I just don’t like the idea of someone liking me presenting as a man.

>>40948826 (OP)
>can only get off to imagining I’m a passing trans girl in a scenario with a cis man
I have questions. What kind of scenarios? And how do you feel about passing trans women you see dating cis men?

>>40949210
Scenarios where I’m top and bottom. Getting fucked in the car in the parking lot before we go to dinner.
>how do you feel about passing trans women you see dating cis men
Looks nice.

take your pills

>>40949246
So you only think about sex in this dynamic. Interesting.
>Looks nice.
What do you like about it exactly? Do you get envious?

>>40949303
I haven’t had a long term relationship with a guy before. But there are non sexual stuff things I like with one. Just every day stuff. The feeling of protection. It’s just because of my experience or lack there of and knowing my deepest urges sex comes to mind.

>>40949286
I was thinking this might be the case

>>40948826 (OP)
Your mom brainwashed you with the drag shows. Just trust your own original thought and figure out the lies from the objective truth. Assume women and homosexuals are lying and manipulating you all the time and you will eventually break the illusion on your own.

there were no passing anything when i was young, just scary men in dresses

no wonder the woke mind virus is out of control

i remember being in a discord watch party with some friends and they put on drag race and while everyone else was laughing and enjoying it i was just getting horny and could barely keep attention

>>40953550
When was that? I think even back in the 90s there were girls who semi passed. And while they did not completely pass I thought they were beautiful and wanted to be one

>>40953749
I'm sure there were girls who semi-passed in 1000 BC too but that doesn't mean most people knew about it

>>40954146
Ok you fucking sperg