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I feel stuck in therapy because on one hand I want to tell my therapist that I am bi and that I actually used to be trans in the past and have since detransitioned, but I also don't really want to talk about that because it's not really a huge part of my life and I feel as though admitting those things would forever color therapy in a way going forward that I wouldn't want because I dont want to work through trans feelings and issues of identity, I've already done that for years and years, and I dont want to be asked questions related to that, when I want help with other issues that I feel are more important. It reminded me of the only person I ever told anything, my friend, who I only told I was bi. She was amazingly supportive and there was nothing bad about that interaction and in some ways I felt relief that I got get it off my chest, but really ultimately I regret telling her because I just dont want people to know that about me. I want to control people's perceptions of me and am uncomfortable not being able to completely control a deeply held secret. I want to approach therapy in way that I seem like a straight cis man and want help related to being that identity and I dont want talk about being bi or detransitioned. Can someone give advice if I should tell my T or not?

>>41043940 (OP)
my thread was gonna be better it had picrel and was called moid misery gen

>>41043940 (OP)
this fucks
>>41043977
this sucks

>>41043984
suck my fuck

>>41043940 (OP)
I don't drive

>>41043990
I'd rather not tyvm

>>41044015
same

is it so hard for people to not be obese on tinder

>>41044133
that’s YOUR algorithm

>>41044190
damn. i should've BEEN loving a fat nigga

>>41044222
fat nigga season is coming up, get u one

>>41043940 (OP)
qott: the bliccy

can't wait until laser in 2 weeks

i need to get fatter

thats disgusting bro

>>41044370
EW DUDE EW

yea sorry instead of having curves and looking like a woman should try looking like a starving teenage boy so i can fulfill some cis moid latent pedophilic fantasies, my bad

not saying i wouldnt its just disgusting
neuron activation and all that

fucking catamite

trying to get that thiel monet

that money comes at a price

>>41044440
agreed being skinny is ugly and bad for your health

hrt should be gatekept for faggots, like what's the point of taking hrt if you don't even like the female body. just be a gay man you ought to be

if jaffrey dahmer was alive it's possible that there would be protestors asking for his release saying it was homophobic to even arrest him
>b-but he killed and raped teenagers
erm thats just gay culture sweaty

homophobia is gay, cut it out

>>41039750
'people' on this board are perpetually stuck in the 50s

took the bait award

>>41044897
>homophobia
>look inside
>describing normal things gay men do
?

i hate faggots they are disgusting and inherently repulsive to interact with

i don't understand "bait" on a conceptual level because i'm a literal angel and i can't even imagine ever lying to or antagonizing people

trip on murph

i think one of the biggest problems with humanity is that we still interact with men like theyre people

undortunately i have the largest ribcage anyone has ever had

men are evil and disgusting and scary
which is why i thoroughly enjoy splitting their assholes open

should i order more syringes now or should i wait like 1-2 years
i'm worried ordering too many would look weird but if i have to order them in 1-2 years what if they become illegal

>>41045279
they can't make syringes illegal
i know it's popular to speculate about worst case scenarios here but that one isn't gonna happen

what do i do if hrt isnt helping my dysphoria

>>41045327
not illegal but they might see i'm ordering one without a prescription

>>41045279
>would you rather have $1 or -$99999999 dollars?

>>41045360
i'm dumb can you explain this analogy for me and tell me what you would do

its been a year does it ever get better

>>41045384
if there's a chance, like you say that syringes are outlawed wouldn't you rather have them in hand and work with dealing around their newfound status rather than desperately needing them?

hence positive equity vs debt that will rape you

>>41045356
they're not rx only and EVEN IF they made them so, it still wouldn't be illegal to posses them and law enforcement/mail carriers wouldn't have any legal grounds to confiscate them. it would be the same technicality that lets you buy estrogen legally online online even tho a US based pharmacy can't give it to you without a script

passgen makes me want to cry why do they get to look like that
its actually so fucking cosmically unfair that i was kept from transitioning as a teenager
my existence was fucking annihilated and i will be nothing for the rest of my life
i wish i was dead so fucking bad what a fucking unbelievable joke
what a joke

>>41045770
whats ur name ill carve it into my thigh

>>41045781
anonymous

>>41044995
Ty
I got a lot of schizo reels on instagram about palantir and all the surveillance and stuff and now i cant sleep
Guys i hope my file says low risk and they don’t take me out :(((((
I refuse to cover my cameras haha the niggas can watch me scratch my nose idgaf
It makes me feel like a schizo even thinking about these things, i didnt even know the surveillance system was a thing until recently

i'm an HIV carrier
need an HIV barrier

If they send the agent to get me i hope i am wearing a nice outfit at least
Maybe i will start dressing better before war breaks loose
Damn the deep state is evil for making kamala the democrat option…. they knew nobody would want to vote for her hokey pokey facade

>>41045813
same
id ask to add u on there but then our feeds would merge and thennnn

i love manmoding

>>41045397
not outlawed but will it be weird that i ordered 2 boxes of syringes back to back

>>41046175
no one cares
if they’re zeroing it down to that you’ll have a lot more to worry about atp

iwnbaw

>>41046703
this

>>41046723
I should be though im dysphoric since childhood so it’s not fair and i dont deserve manmoding

>>41046730
you deserve it

>>41046742
i know

hello

>>41046742
stop being an ass.

im so ugly

>>41046829
are you a passoid

>>41046847
no im 5’8 17.5” bideltoid 32” underbust 29” waist 37” hips with an ugly face

>>41046857
it's not great but it's not horrifying

>>41046869
im aware, im still ugly and mannish and i will never look or be treated the way i want to be

i would have passed if i transitioned at 18 (i came out of the closet then desisted) i would have passed at 15,16,17 (i told multiple people i was dysphoric) i would have passed at 11,12,13 (i was out and then desisted) but i could NOT pass at 21 i failed

i was raped by a hon at 18 and went deep into radfem LOL

i ruined my life and all i have to show for it is an understanding of insane bitter hags and their ideology which i suppose makes sense so it’s okay

>>41046958
you are a bitter hag now
none of you look like men

>>41046967
you would laugh and screenshot me if i posted a picture

i wish i lived in an earlier era when a life of unfulfilled longing and sadness was an accepted, even mythologized, existence

>>41046972
I promise I wouldn't

>>41046989
i know who you are

this thread is like the home of the empty black husks who's screaming howl's fill the air. Never satisfied, never happy, and never content. As manmoders, hons, and reppers, we go through life with 1000 sharp knives in our backs.

>>41047001
mocking me, i understand though

>>41046996
I never cursed you

>>41047009
>implying there are others who have

>>41047006
how? I'm just venting.

>>41046857
can I suck your gock please

idk why but penises on women are cute and hot, I want to get topped by trans women

im an insane gay man and the only reason i tried to transition was because my loml was straight and the second man i loved was also straight

how do i get over my internalized homophobia???

i ghosted two men over 6 ft on bumble in a huuuge win for skinnyfat manmoders

>>41047101
exposure therapy

anybody else buying (OPEN) the moment the markets unlock?

>>41047186
yeah I'm buying meth from there. I <3 being a meth head.

>>41047192
>>41047192
youre making fun of me

bi men are the best idc if they're eventual troon cases

no trvemoders to match my freak

>>41043940 (OP)
took out a 5k loan to furnish my new apartment...
this is gonna end badly

reddit keeps showing me images of balding men shaving their heads

>>41048852
me if wasn't retarded and a tranny

>>41049110
at least we're not bald

>>41049340
i might as well be

i am sorry.

it's over

>>41043984
i suck AND fuck

stop being fat
how to not be fat
how to lose weight no effort
how to use ADHD meds meal replacement
how to stop food craving for a week
how to eat raw potato

i actually did the snake diet meme and lost 80lbs 5 years ago

>>41049656
the snake diet guy rocks and i love extended fasting but snake juice is a meme. just drink regular water bro

>>41049728
shit was nasty but i was rolling 72s and my head would be pounding bad if didn't have at least some salt with it

ive stopped brushing my teeth and eating right im getting bad again

>>41050034
me for the past ten years

another day of monstermoding

i want to be in a small mean gay guy for large dog like gay guy relationship where i cook for and top the airheaded six five faggot i keep wrapped around my finger also i want it to be 2d

>>41047962
Antique stores and second hand are the best!!!! will find better quality for cheaper price than ikea lots of the time

aaannd it's all over the screen

am i allowed to say i shoot blanks as in nothing comes out or is that dangeorus in the current climate

make sure its not anywhere that can be taken outta context

we're ruined bro say what u like

wish someone would ruin me

u dont actually want that u just idealize the situation where someone validates the knife u twist in urself everyday

i wish i had the couragd and mental fortitude to detransition but did you know unfortunately my biggest enemy is mu own madvulinity

>trying my hardest to make it to my appointment walking very fast
>appointment is actually tomorrow
im a dummy

I gained so much weight
I’m prolly Losing scalp hair too
Grim

facial hair makes me want to kms but if i get lasered ill probably get lynched for looking like even more of a massive faggot

I’m getting more facial laser soon
I need to start shaving my body again

white transgenders might be the stupidest fucking population of people on earth

it's fuck a femboy friday i guess

actually it's molest a manmoder monday

>>41051585
giwtwm

I'm on the internet, I get to choose just what I wanna

it's manhandle a moid monday

biting down on pudgy manmoder lovehandles and drawing blood
punching a manmoder in the beergut until he vomits
spitting in a manmoder's mouth as you fuck his manhole

ok

Hello ladies and gentlemen,
I hope we are having a pleasant day.

wrong thread lul

im a coward
i need to detransition but i did my injection anyway because i couldnt handle it
im such an unbelievable coward and my life will never improve because of the decisions i actively make

Made 28 cents

>>41052084
why bother? Doesn’t it feel better this way?

>>41051419
seriously

>>41047039
You’re gay

when do i get to have a boyfriend? i have many opportunities but i feel as though 1, im fat and 2, i ghost them all the time because texting is too much work and i usually hate them. so basically im too autistic and pure for the internet

>>41052115
after a year of hrt i have never felt worse about myself
id rather be dissociated again than be conscious enough to witness my horrifically twisted male body and skull

THE ONLY MAN I CAN LOVE IS JESUS CHRIST SON OF GOD

4 “Haven’t you read,” he replied, “that at the beginning the Creator ‘made them male and female,’[a] 5 and said, ‘For this reason a man will leave his father and mother and be united to his wife, and the two will become one flesh’[b]? 6 So they are no longer two, but one flesh. Therefore what God has joined together, let no one separate.”

7 “Why then,” they asked, “did Moses command that a man give his wife a certificate of divorce and send her away?”

8 Jesus replied, “Moses permitted you to divorce your wives because your hearts were hard. But it was not this way from the beginning. 9 I tell you that anyone who divorces his wife, except for sexual immorality, and marries another woman commits adultery.”

10 The disciples said to him, “If this is the situation between a husband and wife, it is better not to marry.”

11 Jesus replied, “Not everyone can accept this word, but only those to whom it has been given. 12 For there are eunuchs who were born that way, and there are eunuchs who have been made eunuchs by others—and there are those who choose to live like eunuchs for the sake of the kingdom of heaven. The one who can accept this should accept it.”

hey chuddy crush this guy's head

I LOVE YOU JESUS CHRIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIST

>i will never pass
shouldacouldawoulda LOL