Thread 41065368

Can someone explain to my tranny ass why I'm into this? I really hate rightiods like no tomorrow, I don't know why I keep having fantasies of them degrading me.

Please give me an explanation. this isn't right.

>>41065368 (OP)
buck status?

>>41065368 (OP)
Hatred > forbidden > fetishisation
Don't feel toooo bad about it, right wingers get it pretty bad with tran porn.

>>41065368 (OP)
aint nary a buck that I aint been able to break with this here BWC

>>41065378
>>41065389
not op but what does "buck" mean? I'm a boomer.

>>41065368 (OP)
I have a rightoid fetish but all internet fetish stuff is hideously tasteless to me so I just use my own imagination

>>41065368 (OP)
Self harm scars are a nice touch

>>41065368 (OP)
curbstomp fascists

>>41065445
you should draw or write fanfiction. it's a good, safe outlet.

>>41065467
yeah, it's accurate too. I have a bunch of them and suffer from this rightiod fetish.

>>41065415
Notorious black race huckster Tariq Nasheed produced a revisionist history "documentary" called Buck Breaking, where he asserted it was commonplace for white slave owners to forcefem and rape black men in the south, and that it all ties into a modern conspiracy to turn black men gay. He included several pieces of custom commissioned art that just look like fetish material
It was a funny time

>>41065368 (OP)
i can fulfill that fantasy of yours and more beyond your wildest dreams.

>>41065473
yeah I write stories sometimes, hard to wrap em up though

>>41065513
You need a hug? You sound potentially sweet as long as you aren’t ’cordia. I come here to bait because it’s easy as fuck and it’s been a gold mine of mental illness recently

>>41065368 (OP)
come here.

>>41065368 (OP)
coonery. you should work on your self esteem.

>>41065378
I'm not really sure. I'm not COMPLETELY broken I guess.

>>41065387
This makes sense I guess. But where does the degradation come from? I don't get it

>>41065561
I don't really feel safe around rightiods, sorry.

>>41065717
im not a rightiod. i just know how to push your buttons in juust the right way to make you feel real good.

>>41065753
dont worry about it, they think im a nazi and i hang out with rastas and reggaes and hipppies and jews and like everyone lmfao
like the only people i dont hang out with are nazis.

>>41065540
he said the rapes caused a "hereditary trauma" that turns black men gay and before that blacks were never gay

>>41065778
i wouldnt know if ur a nazi or not. but id still want to get to know you.

>>41065581
>"you need a hug?"

I'm not opposed to it. a hug would be nice :(

>>41065873
you're so fucking pathetic holy shit.

>>41065368 (OP)
It’s because you lack self esteem and think you deserve the humilation of having sex with a lesser being. It’s kind of like how racists often have the fetish of being dominated by black men, but this is more based in reality since rightists actually are subhuman.

Ethnic minorities are all pining for their own palingenetic cleansing of whites so I really don't feel bad hating them, even if they're often pretty. They will basically always be threats so long as they exist within the homelands. White leftists are just gullible traitors who support butchering their own people.

>>41065568
Post em

>>41066219
you hate me for being brown. I can't control how I was born.

>>41066250
I don't hate you. But I'm not stupid. I know you favor your own, which means the more of you the more threat you are. I just know what you're trying to do. Make us outnumbered and alienated so you can purge us. The more i talked to leftists and minorities the more it confirmed this. That the nationalists were right all along
>I can't control how I was born.
Colonialism isn't my fault either but I get blamed for that. Oh well. Everyone believes in revenge between intergenerational racial spirits at the end of the day so there's no reason not to choose your own blood. Nothing is a punishment for actions because nobody deserves anything.

>>41066344
I love white people though. I don't want whites to be erased, and I'm not calling you a colonizer. I just wish you saw some of us as more than just a "threat", I can't even procreate not that it matters.
Imagine how I must feel being in primarily white spaces, you see me as inferior

>>41066414
>I love white people though
Any white person who said this about their particular ethnicity instead of bland civic nationalism would be called cringe. You're only saying it because you're scared. The machinery of atomization and "deconstruction" has been relentless, and asymmetrical, so really, for those younger generations, nationalism is the only path to self-love as a people. I wish them luck in a sane form of it.
>Imagine how I must feel being in primarily white spaces, you see me as inferior
No, you wouldn't be a threat if you were truly inferior. But you don't need to be. Being different is enough. Humans show ingroup preference over even tiny tribalisms like ice cream preference in studies. Blood is much deeper than that.

weeeeeeeeeellll sometimes you get a buck that's just downright peculiar....

>>41065368 (OP)
idk it's hard to indulge in those fantasies because i know in reality they would rather just kill me or force me to detransition but-
>bite marks
ok giwtwm i'm a self hating mutt and deep down i want this

>>41066525
I'm ashamed to admit that I don't feel welcome by other browns. So I don't really have any preference towards races, no one wants me around so whatever. White people are really fun to be around when they're not being dicks. I'm not scared, I genuinely don't really have disdain for whites at all.

>>41066574
me too, I'm a nigbean who really wants a cute white bf.

>>41066574
>>41066604
im going to bite you everywhere and turn you into a vampire

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cLupeDNMauk

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DrJ7grCnwUc

>>41066595
dumb monkey. you missed the point she was trying to make.

>>41066595
>I'm ashamed to admit that I don't feel welcome by other browns
That's not my problem. You're the people with "communities".
>I'm not scared, I genuinely don't really have disdain for whites at all.
I don't hate you.
Am I horrified? Absolutely. But whatever. Things can't stay like they've been.

>>41065873
Love and pats
>>41066344
This is a trvth nuke, even though I don’t actually hate all niggers myself I’m more to a casual racist not necessarily competitive,

>>41066574
>>41066604
What would you want us to do/say to you?

>>41066574
Self hating mutts are really cute often, what type of mutt

>>41066842
basil would never.

Degredation is the most common fetish in the universe. Is what it is. And fascists definitely love their trannie porn too

https://lawsuit.org/general-law/republicans-have-an-obsession-with-transgender-pornography/

>>41066595
I find it hard to believe you'd fetishize fascism if not out of fear

>>41066871
Basil would.

>>41065368 (OP)
I hate the fact that I look like the girl in the artwork, sans the the maga hat and white racist cock fetish, of course.
This is targeted OP, fuck you.

>>41065368 (OP)
Yankees and negros should be slaves for tgirl confederates, it's their place

>>41065368 (OP)
i have the same problem and now any time i tell one of my friends i like someone, she asks me if hes a racist republican

>>41067211
Why would that matter if you luv eachother?

>>41066219
>>41066842
Blacks and browns aren't the ones trying to restrict trans freedom and expression in the West, it's white fundamentalists trying to restrict and make life a living hell for not only white trannies but everyone. Forgetting about Africa or Asia, as we already know they're more regressive with regards to trans identity.
>>41066414
I don't hate white people either but if you're OP you need to get a grip on reality. Realise that there are plenty of POC trannies that will welcome you more than whites. Queer communities often segregate, and I have a lot of white trans friends as well.

Don't let those bleeding heart liberals divide us, we can be racist and still love eachother.

>>41067238
i think its mostly that she's just poking fun at me, nothing too serious

>>41065368 (OP)
hot

>>41067277
>Blacks and browns aren't the ones trying to restrict trans freedom and expression in the West
Rishi Sunak is brown and did exactly that. Picrel is the head of the UK Conservative party and anti-trans... addition to whining about opposing ethnicities in Nigeria lmao (good job representing Britain)
>Badenoch identifies as Yoruba, not Nigerian, stating: "I have nothing in common with the people from the north of the country, the Boko Haram where the Islamism is, those were our ethnic enemies".
75% of terror in the EU comes from Muslims and many places like Norway had Islamists threaten pride parades with shootings not long ago. The anti pride marches in Canada and the UK are full of browns. Trump made major gains with blacks and hispanics last election. We're told endlessly that more diversity means more freedom and prosperity, instead the opposite is happening.

But you assume (wrongly) my only self interest comes from sexuality. I am not ONLY trans. If ethnics and leftists gloat about outnumbering my people, and they despise our history and food and music, and frame all "settlers" as legitimate targets for violence, they have chosen to be my enemy themselves. Plain and simple. It's clear to me that the Chinese hire other Chinese people, that Indians hire Indians. They're never under fire for this nepotism. Commies frequently support modern irredentism by Russia (the biggest nigger lovers east of the danube) and China while whining about western conquests from 200y ago. I am tired of these games. Every time muslims do a car ramming we have to talk about how scared they are of BACKLASH lol

If worst comes to worst I can detrans but I can't shed my heritage

less talking about things that don't make my peeny big, more raceplay

>>41065473
a while ago i wrote a greentext here ab a troon getting humiliated and fucked by her maga roomate

>>41065368 (OP)
It's super normal to be turned on by what you are scared of I think. If you have struggles with self loathing, which trannies always do, then you're scared that your partner sees you in all the ways you hate yourself. And then it feels relieving to play that out.

mixed race couples have more sensual and passionate sex.
that's why.
it just works better.

iykyk

>>41067467
morre more MORE (I think I've seen this one on smuTTTT but I can't go on there anymore obviously)

>>41067484
oops here. funny thing is when i posted it to smutttt it got downvoted and ppl were mad at me lol

>>41067374
so ur telling me ur ideal partner is someone who knows how to push your buttons in just the right way to degrade you but also give u love and affection

>>41067442
The sad reality is that Black Africans, Latins and Middle Easterners have higher testosterone levels than other races and T is one of the hormones that causes xenophobia. I'm not saying it's impossible for any of them to accept queers, but it genuinely takes much more effort. Their bodies have to spend a considerable amount of electrochemical energy to get into a mindset where they can be comfortable around gays and trannies, meaning they're not only less likely to want to put in the effort if trying without major incentives (which they might not even be able to appreciate in the first place due to blacks, at least, having a more limited ability to perceive time than most other races) but they'll be the first to turn hostile in times of stress and deprivation when their bodies aren't getting the resources to produce that energy. Tolerance has an upkeep and for some it's too high to be worth the cost.

>>41067570
>The sad reality is that Black Africans, Latins and Middle Easterners have higher testosterone levels than other races
Sounds like humiliation porn. Studies I've seen place it roughly equal

>>41067277
>that there are plenty of POC trannies that will welcome you more than whites.
I find that very hard to believe considering past experiences.

>>41066905
I'm scared of fascist, not a whole race of people.

>>41066931
no, he wouldn't. Basil is a sweet boy who loves gardening, hes not a violent fascist.

>>41067608
I'm a fascist and I'm not scary, I'd love to have a cute tranny gf. Also why not gardening and violence? The true knight is meek to the nth degree and fierce to the nth degree.

>>41067442
>lookie here nignog mutt! here are these few ethnic African terfs in a crop of white British politicians funded by TERF lobbyists

I feel like you're taking what I've said too literally. I'm brown-skinned myself, and I have had transphobia directed at me. I have also had cis men and women harass and sexually harass me, and some of these happened to be brown. Guess what? It's still a fact that most White fundamentalists are right of centre and are the ones making our lives a living hell, while Blacks and Browns are more left and DON'T make our lives a living hell. Ilhan Omar is ethnically Somali, and she's denouncing what her kin are saying about her as she supports LGBT people; her child is literally a queer person who marches with white queers.


Also, why are you assuming I'd condone the anti-pride marches with mostly Muslims attending in Canada or the UK? I abhor them and their religion. But there are plenty of Muslims who do not visit as well, and their strict Sunni stance isn't making waves in Western politics.

>Trump made major gains with blacks and hispanics last election. We're told endlessly that more diversity means more freedom and prosperity, instead the opposite is happening.

He made major gains with everyone. Why single out blacks and browns? Why are you willingly not acknowledging how fundamentally right-wing half of white people are in the west as opposed to browns/blacks? At least a good percentage of them can understand that to be accepted, they need to accept minorities. Also, there are a lot of potential allies that can sympathise with this thought.

In any case, I sympathise with you and I do not hate you, you are clearly stemming from trauma and poor experiences from POC in general.

>>41067608
>I find that very hard to believe considering past experiences.
You eventually will if you give it a try. I'm not telling you to not look for white friends, I resonate with some of what you've said here. Again, I have a lot of white queer friends and hold close kinship with them, so I resonate with some of your words today, but speaking from experience I know a lot of POC queer/allies as well. From one brown trans qt to another. They won't isolate you as much.

>>41067751
i shouldve made the tranny brown. that wouldve made it even hotter

>>41067791
mega you are a goddam enigma
still enjoying your BH?
miss your pretty face

>>41067563
ya this is exactly it, i couldn't have wwritten it better myself

>>41067791
the hat part is PEAK genius. the no aftercare or praise is not as good 8/10

>>41065368 (OP)
i said this in another thread earlier but i literally fantasise about being nick fuentes’ tranny gf
i oppose literally everything he believes but thats what makes the idea of him pounding me into submission even hotter T-T
i would honestly feel like this with any suitably charismatic person who holds beliefs like this
i feel so conflicted about it but i cant stop thinking about this stuff occasionally…

>>41067823
i could be that person for you, you know. i know a lot about the human body and the human mind. i could push all of your buttons in all the right ways, ways you didnt even know you wanted.

>>41067844
Nick kinda gives me the ick. Although that might be because of the sports coat I've never been a fan of them in general

I'm a late self-diagnosed autistic nazi millennial who grew up as a progressive more or less. I realize nazism is right, but I still have sexually degenerate proclivities as a result of the circumstances. I tried ordering some femboy bussy off 4chan once before but we didn't click I guess.

>>41067805
whats BH
>>41067844
lmaooo except he'd 100% be a bottom chaser sub

Thinking about Nick Fuentes wearing a blonde wig and pretending to be a white woman for Kanye West. He's already been pretending to be a white man for years, so he's only one step away.

>>41066852
just talk about how inferior i am to you and stuff it would probably drive me crazy
>>41066867
part white part hispanic

>>41067903
idk hes really funny and stuff >_> people who are funny are attractive

>>41067908
i could maybe see this
in my hypothetical fantasy hes a really mean top tho </3

>>41067934
In exchange for building our border wall and paying for it, we will allow you to have some designated glory hole sections where you can congregate to worship our shiny pink weiners like you did when you were a citizen.

>>41066852
Call me a nigger and a spic while you fuck me unconscious. Fuck it, Im a coon. I want to please bwc so badly. I hate myself so much, I wouldn't even care if you hit me.

>>41065717
>his makes sense I guess. But where does the degradation come from?
idk were you bullied as a kid?

>>41067980
yes.

>>41067978
>choking you with a rope
>making you suck a banana
>whipping you
>making you fuck a watermelon
>forcing you to work

>>41068007
can I work from home? I don't like going out.

>>41067986
thats probably it, you're destined to fuck big men who could break and tease you for the rest of your life

>>41068020
You can do what the fuck you're told and trust in your massa race.

>>41067973
you had me until the words "shiny pink weiners" made me audibly laugh lol

>>41068036
yes sir/mam.

>>41065368 (OP)
This is how things should be.
Trannies are a servile class. They suffer under their own liberty. They cause literally 100% of their own suffering. They only make things worse for themselves.
Trannies cannot be allowed or autonomy, it is not good for them. That is the only future in which things get better for trannies, one in which trannies are completely subjugated.
They need to be rounded up and put into camps where they are forced to learn to pass as women and please men, as well as be totally subservient and to leave the thinking up to cis people. Once they're ready they can then await adoption.

>>41068224
coonery at full display. kys.

>>41068277
>tfw no man to be subservient to

>>41065368 (OP)
Humiliation fetish mixed with a subconcious savior/corruptor complex that means you're attracted to people who despise you, with the idea of either fixing them or breaking them to your idea of a suitable person for you.

Or idk maybe you just goon too much and the hypno shit rot your brain

>>41065717
I think freud or jung theorized that these contra-character fetish habits are the inversive form of your ego or something. The ceo who hires diminatrixes, or the housewife dommy mommy kind of shit. Just character foils kind of thing.

>>41068359
Trannies understand at a subconscious level that they are by their nature servile and not equal to cis people, let alone cis men. It is this nature that makes them reflexively oppose the very institutions that allow them to exist. Being a slave class trannies are easy to program into hating white Western culture even though that is not in their best interest.
People keep trying to contextualize this as a fetish but it is not. It is a trannies inherent nature, one that they've been programmed to try to suppress and it is that programming that is the root of all their suffering.
All trannies want to submit to a fascist master. To be given meaning through servitude.

>>41068277
>Trannies are a servile class.
wait are you the anon that messed with me in that charlie kirk thread your wording is familiar

>>41068376
Bonobos have gay sex to socialize with rivals and relieve the tension in those groups. I’d guess this is just that but on a bigger level. It would explain all the magas with black men/cuck fetishes

>>41068429
>It would explain all the magas with black men/cuck fetishes
Hilarious that people actually believe porn addicted AGPs when they say this.

>>41068416
Yes. The Charlie Kirk shooting has epitomized it. Trannies cannot act in their own best interest. They can't even be taught to do so. They can only have their ability to do so removed.

>>41068438
Someone post the pic

>>41068440
trannies didn't kill Kirk.

>>41068444
please don't. I really don't want to see that old white guy with the BBC fetish. I hate that guy so fucking much.

>>41068452
Kek. I can just say “the pic” in this context and people know exactly what I’m talking about

>>41068446
Trannies celebrated Kirk's death as thought it were a win and did so visibly. It shows the level of delusion and detachment trannies have to maintain from reality in order to give themselves context.
It is why we need camps. Not a single second more should the internet be stunk up by tranny takes, nor should they be allowed to waste another moment sharing their useless thoughts instead of voicetraining, learning makeup or learning how to serve men.
>>41068444

>>41068492
Most straight trannies would want that tho I don’t see the issue

>>41068538
Yes. I'm literally saying that. I am saying that that is the nature of the tranny. All trannies too.

>>41068561
um no. I'd rather not be a slave shockingly.

>>41068568
Trannies don't know what's in their best interest I already covered this.

>>41065368 (OP)
very common for gay men

>>41067674
>while Blacks and Browns are more left and DON'T make our lives a living hell
Committing shitloads of terror and crime while carving out nepotistic sub-economies and lowering community trust, raising rent, displacing natives, and bullying white kids in school is not making my country better. I have other problems besides transphobia. Half of these people don't even wash their hands properly.
>I abhor them and their religion. But there are plenty of Muslims who do not visit as well, and their strict Sunni stance isn't making waves in Western politics.
Waves? They shouldn't even be making ripples. They should go back where they belong. 10% muslim today means 30% muslim tomorrow. Imagine a version of France with no wine or nude sculptures or visual art where the call to prayer blasts 5 times a day. Fucking nightmare. They're already clogging the cities with drug dealing slums and intimidating the populace with sex crimes and stochastic terror. Most muslim countries don't allow other faiths to build places of worship at all.
>He made major gains with everyone. Why single out blacks and browns?
He didn't make gains with whites in 2024
>you are clearly stemming from trauma and poor experiences from POC in general
It's hard not to. But if we're harsh, we'll be respected again. The world loves those kinds of people and rewards them

>>41068277
FFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU (I want to rape trannies now)

>>41068568
It doesn’t sound that bad unless you are getting physically abused. Making decisions is pretty stressful for me personally

>>41068277
I am going to say this while raping some 4tranny faggots bussy
>>41068492
Gem

>>41068687
that IS a good point. Someone to love and take care of me does sound nice I guess.

>>41068687
unironically even if the physical abuse wasnt that bad id be okay
like nothing super permanent maybe light scars at worst idk
it sounds comfy to never need to think or be anxious about the future again

>>41065368 (OP)
cause youre not a woman, youre a man with an emasculation fetish who thinks being a woman is the most degrading thing you can do

>>41068407
idk anon i mean sure it's a little spicy to read and think about but i don't think it's really that true. gender dysphoria doesn't make people biologically inferior and i don't think most of us hate western culture outside of unironic radical leftists
>>41068440
i had a feeling it was you because you use the word servile a lot
>Trannies cannot act in their own self interest.
i think your overthinking it
>>41068492
>It shows the level of delusion and detachment trannies have to maintain from reality in order to give themselves context.
not even sure what this means
>nor should they be allowed to waste another moment sharing their useless thoughts instead of voicetraining, learning makeup or learning how to serve men.
this is starting to sound like something out of a smut anon i'm starting feel like this is just a kink thing
also not every tranny is automatically a bottom who is into men
>>41068635
i do and i disagree

>>41068721
I feel like I shouldn’t want that but I do. And yeah some kind if structure/order sounds nice

>>41065606
what the fuck is this. i have lose 20 min of my time reading this

>>41065606
I fucking love this comic so much, when I first read it I was gripped.

>>41067674
Fuck brownshits
https://x.com/RMXnews/status/1967961825145741764

>>41068868
not all of us are violent anon

>>41068881
Yet it's mainstream sociology now that "decolonial" violence against random white civilians is justified
Nobody even believes migration is a benefit anymore. There's no talk of a peaceful multicultural future. Just "managing" perpetual racial tensions with censorship and arrests while leftists call migration a type of karma. They agree the great replacement is real - only the tone upsets them

>>41068732
>tranny opinions
Didn't read. Being a tranny does in fact make you biologically inferior. Treating trannies as equals is inhumane and causes them severe trauma.

>>41068984
I'm not really in the mood to argue right now, so I'll just say I'm not trying to replace white people anon. frankly, I don't care about anything going on in the world. I just want to feel fine.

I should cut myself

>>41069000
How should we be treated and what should my goals be if I already trooned out

>>41069017
I LOVE YOU BLACK TRANNY (even if your not a tranny but i’m assuming bc this board, i still love you)

>>41069000
i'm about to act inhumane and cause you severe trauma

>>41065606
wasted trash role reversal ending </3

>>41069000
Shuddup

>>41068492
>Not a single second more should the internet be stunk up by tranny takes, nor should they be allowed to waste another moment sharing their useless thoughts instead of voicetraining, learning makeup or learning how to serve men.
i keep rereading this part and on the one hand i think your an asshole but on the otherhand i'm fighting the urge to ask if your in my area because there is something terminally wrong with me

>>41069025
Somewhere between a maid and a dog.
>>41069062
>>41069087
>moiding out
Proves my point. Clearly on hondose + not female socialized.
>>41069121
Your programming is conflicting with your nature, because I am right.

>>41069582
>Proves my point. Clearly on hondose + not female socialized.
come on anon i was just being silly it's a silly little stick figure it's something my cisf friend sends me all the time
>Your programming is conflicting with your nature, because I am right.
no i'm just lonely and a bottom and that makes me easy

>>41069582
>Proves my point. Clearly on hondose + not female socialized.

it was a joke you wimp.

>>41069582
>Somewhere between a maid and a dog.
please don't talk abou t me this way. it makes me feel funny and i don't want to deal with that

>>41069610
>>41069621
>scrambling for a approval
Point proven.
>>41069896
I tell only the truth.

>>41070070
I don't need approval from a no face anon, I promise you I don't care.

>>41070070
>Point proven.
wait a second did you actually just bait me into backpedaling like that or am i overthinking this

only hot people posted in this thread.

>>41070157
Prove your a hot person, also whats your favorite pony?

>>41070272
nta but Fluttershy

many such cases

>>41070272
i usually like the bigger ones that are over 10 hands but under 14.2.
cause they're big enough to ride and low enough to not get taken out by branches and tree limbs.
but i do like small ponies too that only kids can ride, but its different relationship dynamic than ones i can ride.

>>41070310
If you actually own horse(s) and ranch property that’s infinitely more attractive. Are you horse anon under a new trip?

>>41070321
yeah

>>41070327
I’d always actually found you chill, you’re probably the only tranny here I would actually hang out with outside of the Internet just sayin.

>>41070321
i havent been to any beautiful places since june/july. i havent seen a horse in almost 2 months.
and im off the rails.

but i did not go out tonight and went to bed and woke up very early today.

which is a good sign that i might be settling down again.

cause i was getting wild in a bad way for a couple months.

it is funny that i say things like "im off the rails"
because a horse rider would know to "stay on the rails"

lol

>>41070347
I hope you’re doing better, in what way were you derailing?

>>41070388
in july i got sexually assaulted by a guy i was dating and that messed up my head and i ran. and i would stay on the streets and around the nightlife spots until morning. and a couple times i did get drugged. and 1 night i got kidnapped and kept in a trap house naked and was drugged up and overdosed on hard drugs and a train was ran on me for about 1.5 days. and that fucked me up really bad. not even getting fucked.. just the drugs fucked up my head really bad and i had to detox and get clean, so i dont pick up a deadly habit. and its been safe for the most part.

also that night my car got stolen and i lost all my clothes too. they hid them or got rid of them.
and i was smoked up on and shot up with some much cocaine i overdosed and was sweating fucking bullets and my heart was going to explode or something and i was put in a cold shower for probably 30 minutes at one point.

it was a very fucked up night that turned into the next day and the dude that did it to me that lured me in, has disappeared and i think either the streets got rid of him, or he got arrested, because i told everyone what happened and that guy disappeared. and idk who the other dudes were. except for 1 other, but he didnt do anything to me. and they kicked him out early in the night.

i did get physically assaulted randomly almost 2 weeks ago too. but its wasnt really that bad (to me its np anyways) it might be fucked up to a normal person.

but i've been clean from hard drugs for about a month now. but i did start drinking again to cope, and i started smoking again to cope. and to keep me occupied cause i legit got fucking brain damage in a bad way. like i was craving balls of coke for a couple weeks like every 5 minutes and hating myself. people know i got drugged and raped and they do watch out for me now around the spots i hangout with. everyone knows me now. lol

>>41070490
bruh you're cooked, charge people who hurt you and try to put your life together

>>41070507
theres literally a team of people that are meeting today to discuss my care going forward. thats happening today.
the state knows about me and everything i've said and keep up with me.
and yeah its today, my life should be on a different path within a month or less.

>>41070490
Christ, this is exactly why I figure you’d stay away from any spaces like that. You’re probably never going to fully recover from something that horrible happening but I hope you manage. There had to have been a better place for you to hang around. You never know what someone has going on I guess, I still hope you are able to achieve your dreams of living on a ranch somewhere with animals. I don’t know ya but lots of love and hugs

>>41065606
in hindsight, this was where it all started going wrong for me
how i wish i never found this website

>>41065606
what a classic

>>41068277
I was going to write some stuff about how you're right but with the way things currently are a lot of the ones that are able to understand how things should be end up severely mindbroken by realising how damaged they really are, and in most cases that just ends up with them intentionally turning their life as miserable as they can to fulfill a masochistic fetish they develop because of all of this or some shit I don't know I kinda lost the plot stopped because I realised someone like me isn't smart enough to truly put anything into words and it's better for everyone if I stop trying and just keep everything to myself instead. I don't know what the point of me even typing this out is, maybe I want to enlighten others in some way, but it's more likely I'm doing it purely for selfish reasons. i dont know

>>41070151
Lol.

>>41066250
You shouldn't be in our nation.

>>41067277
"Trans freedom"

Your a man who thinks they're a woman. A freak. You get no special rights.

>>41071158
Genuinely why are you the way you are? You are antagonising all the browns here while supporting white nationalist ideology due to some warped trauma presumably. And I’m the “man.” Have some tact. I was the one who was raised by loving sisters and a mother, who made me realise that getting on a hateful pipeline is no way to live, and I recognised that in school when all the other boys spewed lustful comments. In any case, my rights are to live as is and to continue this progress in my country.

>>41071327
It doesn't matter what you "realize".

Every fibre of your being is a male. You will always be male, you have no true conception of what it's like to be a woman beyond the superficial. You can never be anything other than what you are-male. And society is done playing along with mental delusions or fetishists. In all society there always exists some degeneracy, but never has it been force integrated into normal (non sexual) life like this.

The browns and blacks have their own countries. Whites have a right to ours.

Both mass immigration and the brainwashing of autistic young men into thinking they are women are part of the jewish agenda to destroy western civilization.

>>41071469
I hope you get rid of the hate that's in your heart. <3

People say they have a fascism fetish, but then when I try to get bussy all I hear is crickets. Granted, I am my own idiosyncratic kind of national socialist and I don't think national socialism and fascism are the same thing, but you probably do.

I think you just have a fetish for being fucked in the ass by a 7 foot tall jacked blonde guy who wants to kill you, which is just normal woman/faggot feelings.

>>41065368 (OP)
i will never escape my past.

>>41071819
I think a lot of people with fascism fetishes are in fact interested in a fictional scenario acted out by someone who does not in reality view them as subhuman, kmind of like how people with rape fetishes for the most part don't want to actually get raped.

>>41071819
It's not actually about the fascism itself but rather about submitting to someone with perceived strength. The only thing bottoms care about is feeling inferior, this often manifests in some form of fetish for people believing and doing what the bottom innately believes to be wrong, because they appear strong since they go against the mainstream
You're probably just not that attractive to them from the get go

>>41071135
hey it’s not funny anon i feel tricked

>>41065606
sauce?

>>41067791
this is so peak where can i read more of what you write this is amazing omg
>>41065368 (OP)
same but for antisemitism .-. i still dont understand why

>>41068277
>>41068407
I hate that I find this hot

>>41065606
gacha games were a mistake.

>>41075030
i hate that i find it hot too anon

>>41075561
I wish men who liked roleplaying this kind of thing but are kind otherwise existed

>>41075703
same same same

>>41065368 (OP)
I dont have a fetish for it but I like the regime on an intellectual level. It would need some fixes though its a century old idea and served the needs if the time.
Despite that I hate right wingers on a genocidal level

Very strange, something I think maybe I see stuff in fascisn that arent there

>>41065368 (OP)
Dunno, every catboy I fucked was a groyper.
One was starting to moan about Hitler while I was fucking him and I was like: "Dude, shut the fuck up, I'm trying very hard to keep it hard!"

>>41076772
LMAO

>>41065415
I guess buck is just the new generation way of saying "stud" or "stallion". Basically the alpha male animal who breeds all the females.
...I dunno why they chose "buck", we don't breed any horned animals.

>>41065368 (OP)
It’s because deep down you know that you deserve to be punished and that you’re a detriment to everyone around you. You are the villain but unironically. Instead of making things better it’s easier to sexualize your inherent lack of self worth because no one actually loves you nor cares about you in any meaningful way. You don’t even genuinely hate rightoids because you don’t know anyone who has actual beliefs about anything instead of parroting sentiments online.

>>41077334
no, I genuinely don't like rightiods, like at all. I don't think they should have rights because they're evil and extremely stupid.

>>41077640
Better hope the leftist orthodoxy doesn't think you're reactionary if you win :^) we all know you guys hate infighting

>>41077334
i genuinely dislike rightoids and everything they stand for

but also i have a massive humiliation fetish

uppies

>>41067904
If your autistic and a nazi why not take of youself instead of trolling for bussy and being nazi

>>41080450
>take of
?

>>41065368 (OP)
Because you are a porn addicted man

>>41081401
>youself
?

>>41065368 (OP)
It's a nice fantasy, but realistically no hot Aryan chad would date a brainwormed boymoder like me. Fascists who are into trannies only go for passoids

i need a genuine explanation on why every tranny on the planet is a ethno-masochistic freak. White trannies are all bnwo gooners who jack off to Whites dying. brown trannies are all bleached fetishists who larp about buck breaking. i dont get it

>>41065368 (OP)
Maga hat fascist
You niggers really don't know what fascism is, holy shit

>tfw no hot tranny warbride concubine to sexually conquer every night

why live

>>41083623
maga is a weaker form of 1940s German fascism. But it's escalating pretty quickly. Maga holds very fascist beliefs.

>>41083238
Fetishes can be caused by trauma. Lots of trans people are traumatized.

>>41081570
Yeah :(
I probably wouldn't date a maga tard anyways. I'm not putting my life in danger for maga dick.

pls god tell me why it would be really hot to date a republican who take out their frustration and shame about being attracted to trannies on me and would tease me for being a weak failed male faggot. why couldn't i have been born normal?

>>41083623
>>41084311
>>41084468
Why would anyone wanna fuck a MIGA fag? lmao
When I say I'm into fascists I mean guys who read Evola and are into esotericism

>>41084468
You wanna larp as a woman you better be ready to get fucked like one, you little pussy bitch. Bet you'd like feeling the seed of men that hate you swimming around inside you after they brutalize your holes. It's all you're good for anyways, faggot

>>41084222
there called comfort women baka. you don't need to actually marry the tranners

>>41084222
giwtwm

>>41083623
then educate me :3

>>41065368 (OP)
Holy real I want my boyfriend to be a fucking fascist so bad. Shame he is a fucking liberal. I am pretty sure I am more right wing than he is and I am a tranny.

>>41084621
why did reading this make my chest and belly feel so hot and good

yeah I am a leftist communist but I have such a fetish for fascists. I wanna "try to fix him" only to have him force me to wear a swastika armband during sex. and make me moan white supremacist motos.

>>41065368 (OP)
>Can someone explain to my tranny ass why I'm into this? I really hate rightiods like no tomorrow, I don't know why I keep having fantasies of them degrading me.
Intense self hatred and deep feelings on inadequacy. This post will probably anger you because you weren’t actually looking for a the real answer, you just wanted to horny post

>>41091447
Not a commie but jewish troon and I wish a nazi would cut me up and punish me physically/sexually for my sins

>>41065387
I will hypno brainwash a chud into trans rights activism
All will bow to gock

>>41091566
my minds too strong to start attending leftist protests just because a tran decided i needed to be brainwashed

>>41091626
I've heard that before.

>>41091647
i'm really not sure you have.

>>41091475
no no, I'm not mad. you're most likely right.

i dont have a fetish for fascism i just like powerful people who take what they want, and they tend to lean more towards the right because lefties are all onions-addled manchildren

>>41093792
Dating my leftie boyfriend has made me more right wing. Guys who care about equality and are offended by most random shit are such a huge turn off for me. I just want a guy who calls me a slut and tells me to go make him a sandwich :(

>>41094960
just encourage your lefty bf to man up a bit

>>41094960
Ikwym it’s such a turn off when my liberal boyfriend looks at me like he does when I say nigger :(

>>41077252
Kek you wish
Bucks are just gay black men

>>41065368 (OP)
everyone has a weird fetish

>>41065581
kys

this is really hot except for the maga hat, is there a version without it? to have a cute little brown tranny puppy on a leash like that would fix me.

>>41095347
50% chance you probably made this post desu

>>41095384
100% chance you made it

>>41095409
i find modern day rightoids to be really unattractive desu, theyre all degenerate filth,
I want actual traditional rightoids, who care about family and religion and dignity, and not acting like trash, thats why i hate MAGA, theyre all degenerates that act like white nggers,

My kind of right winger chaser would be a family man, that cares about jesus, and kindness, and good christian values.

>>41095374
the hat is the whole point…