Thread 41319736

I loved him so much, I love him so much, but I was never his, he never wanted me. It hurts so much.

>>41319736 (OP)
juneau is this you

>>41319736 (OP)
what happened, nona?

>>41319748
I'm afraid not
>>41319749
tldr, but I got along well with someone from this board that makes a reoccurring thread, things went great for a while, we hit it off pretty well, we both said we loved each other, but one day he backtracked and said everything was platonic and he loved me like a sister, mind you this man had been lusting for me for a long time before that, I got extremely hurt over this and tried to back away, he refused to let me go and kept me on a leash always giving just enough to keep me around, recently after almost 2 years of this limbo I removed him from everywhere, I know its what I need, but damn does it leave a void in my soul, haven't been able to eat since.

I wanted to give that man a family, how did it end like this?

>>41319736 (OP)
>>41319786
i've been there. after you cut contact it does get better, the void heals, or rather ceases being him-shaped eventually. be glad you're not torturing yourself anymore and can walk forward now

from my experience, people like this will keep chasing you regardless, oblivious (or complacent) to how much it hurts you. be strong and avoid. it's for the best

>>41319867
I don't feel like I am getting better, I can't help but think i made a mistake, that maybe i could have had a little happiness in it if I just left my feelings behind, i feel pathetic over it

>>41319736 (OP)
You're just a dumb, dumb stupid little sissy. Not a real woman. He never wanted you.