Thread 41343340

regrets edition
QOTT: are your fears holding you back?
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>>41343340 (OP)
the best kind of homosexual relationship is the one you have to hide
i know he’d treat me like that and that’s ok

I wanted to cook the new thread but I put the subject in the options field I'm honestly retarded

men are filthy, physically and psychologically speaking

>>41343389
it’s ok *headpats*

put my selfies through faceapp and cried a lot award

my mistake for falling for them but i won’t lie and say i wish i was able to love women

Faceapp turns me into a petahon

i feel pretty :3

>>41343394
I think if someone headpatted me irl I'd feel very happy

>>41343424
KYS!!!

>>41343449
wya

im like if a man had normal male proportions

>>41343449
i would to but those kinds of things aren’t meant for me

i'm like if a man and a man had a baby and it had yy chromosomes

>>41343340 (OP)
>QOTT: are your fears holding you back?
yes iwnbaw

I'm like if a man went through regular male puberty and started injecting estrogen at 23

I was hanging out with a sex worker friend of mine and some guy on a bmw called her so my friend got up to exchange a few words with him then she came back and said to me "hey he wants to hookup with you anon, do you wanna go?" like out of reflex I shook my head with a loud "god no" my friend immediately laughed and yelled back to the guy "sorry she's a lesbian"
i was so embarrassed

>>41343523
why

i have no one

>>41343622
I think I would honestly become a prostitute for men even for little money if I just looked the part

>>41343657
woah me too

im in an ai maze of mirrors

>>41343667
being alone with a man would probably give me a panic attack

>>41343689
Being alone with a man in my bed would fix me

>>41343449
>headpatted
porm addict sex pest type shit

>>41343668
we should kiss on the mouth

I fucking hate the fact that I like fighting games. I'm a fucking stereotype. it's the most malebrained thing ever

I think I just want to feel appreciated anon.

>>41343706
no one cares get real problems

>>41343703
dude that’s gay

>>41343706
i only like strive (i have like 700 hours on it but i haven't played since january)

>>41343738
are you man enough to own that fact

>>41343699
Have you ever knelt and let a man violently facefuck you while you were looking deep into his eyes and that made him cum?
If not, please btfo

>>41343698
yuck but you do you

>>41343746
my iliacs are telling me no
but my skull
my skull is telling me yes

>>41343773
shut the fuck up
>>41343754
gross

>>41343773
mwah

>>41343793
this is the gay man on estrogen general miss

>>41343806
no it isn't

>>41343813
yes it is

>>41343831
;)

>>41343754
i do that
i'm a straight man tho

of course!

some woman at the bus stop was talking about how her boyfriend is an ass and she asked me if I had a similar experience with men and i had to hold myself to not to say how I think that men aren't worth a sack of pig's shit

fakemoder

yea so what

i love men

this is not your place all's I'm sayin

meta attraction

Idgaf if I'm meta-attracted I love men I love cock it's over of the few things in life that makes me feel human

the truth came out tonight

>>41343920
I'll stop posting here when i get a girlfriend

I'll never stop posting here because I'm a man

if sucking cock is so bad why do i have an immense urge to do it

>>41343754
im an irredeemable khhv so no

when will they make a straight man on estrogen general

coming home from a long day at the dick sucking factory and beating my wife

>>41343999
it's called lesgen

>>41343984
It's good tho
>omnomnom glug glug penis

from the age of 13 to 16 my favorite book was scum manifesto

homosexual behavior is a type of being retarded

i like men but men dont like me back. they make fun of me for being a tranny. women do that too so its ok

>>41343754
i need to die no men will ever want me. gay men like masculinity and im not masculine but straight men like women or at least femininity and im neither that feminine or a woman. bi guys have tons of better options so they wont choose me

it's not ugly, it's homely. you're not an incel, you're lonesome. it's not sad, it's pathetic

ive been called cute but never actually attractive or hot no one has ever been sexually attracted to me or ever will

i tried going outside today without a cap and with my hair a bit more stylized and with product and with more gender neutral clothes and i almost start crying in the middle of that walk. why am i so ugly i will never pass my face and my body is just so fucked up. i need to buy a sports bra and just keep taking hrt to prevent further masculinization and manmode till i die

>>41344066
people always called me cute but thats not enough to look like a woman. and i cant even be a twink and get a gay top bf bc i have a bit of boobs and a lot of gender dysphoria and gay men like men not this weird thing i am

>>41344081
in my experience gay men are much less offput by the bobs than you'd think

being gay must be so fun just get a buzz cut and a septum piercing and everybody loves you

cute is fuckable

i wish i could force myself to like men my life is actually so much harder

>>41344089
i have never met a gay top guy here in my city that was 100% top and not even 1% versatile. i have very bad dysphoria. i would start crying if someone touched my p*nis even worse if someone wanted to suck it or play with it or something like that :(

>>41344113
>I wish I could force myself to eat shit
?

>>41344116
so just tell em not to touch your dick

>>41344116
get over it and top

>>41344120
not everyone in this gen is a straight man, sorry

>>41344104
never been fucked so apparently not

>>41344120
its a shit eat shit world buddy

>>41344128
I'm not a straight man kill yourself faggot

fem gays are ok because they're crypto trans women

>>41344152
demonstrating a twitter-tier disconnect from reality rn

>>41344145
struck a nerve

>>41344162
you're mad because it's true

femboys are genuinely the biggest psyop of this generation. gay men (pederasts) thoroughly mind raped thousands and thousands of trans women into not transitioning to fulfill their nasty fetishes

as a teenager i got scared off from transitioning because all the trans women i had seen were autistic sex perverts and now as an adult trannoid i cannot find any community because 99% of trans women are autistic sex perverts

im tired of blaming others for being a coward. i had a chance at womanhood and i chose this body instead

the autistic sex perverts are the most accepting, kind people I've ever, stay lonely lol

>>41344277
i didnt think it was very nice when one raped me

>>41343698
I'm alone in bed with a man every night, fookin fakemoders itt

i lived with five troons for a year and they were disgusting miserable rapists and i regret ever thinking they were my friends

>>41344287
proof?

>>41344298
imagine getting your bussy tour up by 5 troons a day, GIWTWM

>>41344308
you are waste

>>41344314
proof?

>>41344287
very sad sorry that happened, however interpersonal experiences still doesnt define a group of people, unless of course we're ready to mercilessly kill every white man on earth for centuries of opression? I'm ok with it desu

my body aches and yearns for fully realized androcide i won't lie

i need to hug someone or i'm going to collapse srs

>>41344334
do you have irl trans friends

my male cat was begging for food so I gave him 1/5 of what his sisters get

>>41343340 (OP)
>QOTT
not anymore

>>41344358
wya

>>41344363
yes? if didn't id be probably talking about how every tranny is literally hitler or something

>88
HELL YEAH BROTHER

trannies are scary

>>41344384
idaho

>>41344403
wrong answer

this is how I would dress if I wasn't a disgusting troon

one thing, i don't know why
my dick is small and i suck off guys

>>41344419
what is the right one? i'm not a faggot that lives in pdx or some such pozzed place

>>41344403
yea sorry about that one lil sis, you're a bit out of hug range

there are really people posting here from bumfuck wildernesses like "Idaho"

>>41344422
i have newbella boots just like that

ah cant swallow good

>>41344446
that's cool. I should buy more shoes, I just wear doc martens everyday

>>41344403
im like 30 hours away will you pay for my gas money

>>41344459
im saving up rn to get a louboutin

i'll be 6 months sober in 4 days, longest period of sobriety in 14 years since i was 13. dubs and i celebrate by crushing a couple of tallboys

>>41344476
sure

>>41344477
you should be saving up for ffs lil bro

>>41344522
what type of retard are you? I'm struggling to save up $200 dollars to buy shoe, do you think I'll ever be able to save up 70 thousand? brainless fucking animal

30 hours drive for some mid sex and a bitch breaking down about her measurements right after, what a dream

>>41344568
me fr

>>41344550
creditmaxx by getting as many cards as possible and making tiny bullshit purchases on all of them and getting loans for shit you can already afford to buy in cash then blow your whole credit line on surgery and never pay it back
fuck they gon do about it?

>>41344568
i just like driving

>>41344568
that's kinda hot

>>41344602
WHY IS IT SO HQ

I want to have humiliating sex with buff men

>>41344645
gay

>>41344550
this attitude is why you're poor btw

>>41344653
I don't care

>>41344666
satan once again telling us to focus on the mindless acquisition of wealth

i miss vampy :/

>>41344680
whos the retard that wants shoes instead of a life changing surgery lmao

Hi Boymoders, tourist here, is it true that if I showed you attention and fucked you really well as a muscle top, you'd all just follow me around and fall in love? or is that just the stereotype?

>>41344704
>i cant even buy $200 shoes
>well why not get a cosmetic surgery that costs 350x more than the shoes then
hello murphy

>>41344736
sorry i'm only into muscle bottoms, i'm not gay

>>41344736
it is a stereotype, but yes. I can cook, clean, and suck cock and I have no self esteem

>>41344736
yeah post disc

>>41344371
I know a trans woman who did this like 2 days after there dad's funeral they came out

Also I'm not one of you I took the hon pill and living surprisingly happily join me ladies

>>41344751
like i said, better start saving!

>>41344799
can you give me your address? I need to kill you. I don't think I can stand continue living with the knowledge I have to share oxygen with someone this alienated and fucking stupid

i kinda wanna suck some dude cock but i thik my gf would be pissed that im a faggot (and also cheating on her obviously) but i also dont really like how guys looks or act. i just am drawn to the abstract idea of degrading sex with a man.
> suck a tranny
not the same and you know it.

i am not David Sylvian therefore i will be killing myself shortly

ion even hate murph but i'll kill him for sheer love of da game frontier style liek we used to do with redskins :3 post addy when you find it

would you have passed in the 70’s?

>>41344830
lmfaooo

>>41344845
this is like a relict hsts twinkhon that no longer exists today she's beautiful

>>41344856
well yeah he's a 65 year old cis man

i dont even type like murph silly niggas

>>41344867
that's exactly my type

>>41344858
all three of them from the original halloween emanate this feeling that is only reproduced by blue state xitter posting twinkhons and it makes me jealous

>>41344819
post disc

>>41344845
i would probably look like this if i put any effort into my appearance

>>41344867
I guess. Still insane to me he willingly went from cute androgynous twink to rotting tomato

>>41344910
yeah :/

>>41344918
me too but i’m kind of bald so not really

>>41344795
pill taken!

how come my measurements are female but i don't look anything like a woman

>>41344923
back then you could just be a transvestite for a few years and move on with your life

>>41344981
nobody forced you to take e faggot you just wanted that.

>>41344996
society did

i cant stop crying

>>41344996
a man has been breaking into my home every week and forcing me to inject at gunpoint, he told me he'd kill me if i snitched to the cops. i just wanted to grow my hair out and this is what happened.

>>41345031
his name? woke left

Any ways to cover up girlsmell?

world fucking peace if we were actually forcing men to take estrogen
>men as a class no longer exist
GIW

i'm so bored idk what to do rn

>>41345065
cut a bit

>>41344996
but fr to clarify i was NOT saying society made me trans or something. i'm saying that, paradoxically, there really aren't any men who earnestly try to be as pretty and fem as possible these days without it becoming like a lifelong commitment. like you don't have guys that look like this and one day just shave their heads and grow a beard and their like "yea i'm fookin over it m8"

>>41345051
lmao

>>41343706
try being into nba 2k

you don't have guys who look like this because testosterone makes men ugly? lmao
looking this androgynous without e/hornomne disorders is like 1/1mi chance

>>41345072
i just ate like a whole ass meal so maybe i gotta diet

>>41345114
yes please purge a bit

cut a bit pls poster is the only one who fucking cares about me fuck this world

>>41344790
>>41344772
>it is a stereotype, but yes. I can cook, clean, and suck cock and I have no self esteem

I have to stop fucking these club twinks. The moment they cum they are just bitchy and dramatic again and yapping about bullshit.

hey do you still love me

fuck you thanks for making me want to kill myself fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you

>>41345166
a little bit

>>41345138
plssss fuck me instead idc if i cum and i know when to shut up too

>family is visiting
how do i hide my tits and hrt

>>41345231
duct tape

>>41345231
dont

>>41345241
i hope i can just get away with a hoodie

>>41345247
well i'd rather not have the fight that destroys my family in person
desu i don't really like being near them anymore but they know where i live

>>41345231
Compression shirt and an oversized flannel.

>>41345138
I'd shut up and be loyal and available, you can throw me away whenever you get bored

>>41345114
you know they make a pill for that now right?

>>41344550
what shoes are you trying to get?

Good morning, i hope everyone who posts in this gen dies.

i think i might be a fakemoder

>>41345806
i hope i die too. i wish good things to my fellow moders though. you all mostly seem nice, and even those who aren’t have the excuse of the general struggles manmoding beings about. also i’m high :P

>>41345817
post ass >_<

>>41345906
o_O

>>41345949
plz >ω<

>>41345816
Happens to the most dysphoric of us

>>41346004
idk i don’t know how much i like random 4channers seeing my ass

>>41346049
#yolo

disgusting sex pest kys

>>41346148
meds

>>41346150
seems kinda sexpesty

>>41346152
sorry for raping you by making a 4channel post

>>41346170
sex pests aren’t rapists, i’m not that delusional

>>41346172
oh ok. ass now?

>>41346170
this is what i’m fucking talking about
entitled worthless pieces of shit like you continue to go around and beg for someone to play into your fetishes you’re no better than greasy fat chasers
honestly hope you kill yourself painfully matter of fact most of this gen should unironically commit suicide within the next few years you’ll be so much better off trust me

i sincerely hope you all get your hands on something that makes it quick or have the courage to jump off a bridge soon i really mean it i hate every single one of you so much

>>41346178
i’ll get made fun of :/

>>41346181
>>41346209
pdx

>>41346231
no you wouldnt but its okay nvm.....

it’s happened every time i’ve posted myself to this gen in some form

oh are you misato phone lole

i don’t want to be known by this gen…

flirting with anyone online is basically fucking catfishing im so fucking ugly its actually not fair

nobody will ever love me as a woman

im unlovable because my transition failed

i think my friends i’m out to might sometimes think i’m like a woman. one of them suggested a woman’s costume seemingly sincerely and then complimented my hairstyle. fingers crossed it wasn’t solely pity

>>41346492
:/

sorry, did that come off as gloating? if it makes you feel better, they still all referred to me by my male name and i haven’t malefailed yet

not at all

>>41346178
no ass. take my awesome pajama pants instead o7

god I fucking hate pooners

>>41346540
well then why’d you :/?

>>41346546
cute and kissable

>>41346571
you’d kiss the fabric of my pajama bottoms?

>>41346600
no i just imagine someone who wears those is very kissable

>>41346554
MtF, i have grown to love and accept myself as a cute tranny but if i woke up as a biological woman tomorrow? i would not complain

>i have grown to love and accept myself as a cute tranny
fakemoder

>>41346629
im not fake, i am MtF and have been on estrogen for nearly 4 years now. i would not ever lie and pretend im something i am not, aka a biological woman. i'm a trans woman and yeah im different from cis women and it's stupid and dishonest to pretend otherwise?

why do retards like this get to be happy with themselves

retarded namefags being retarded please act surprised

also tits or gtfo

>>41346639
why don't you quote instead of just posting below like a redditor?
anyways i chose to be happy and over time i accepted it for real. you can do the same

>>41346643
i am a Christian girl and not showing you my boobs. that's a childish request! grow some of your own if you want to see tits every day

>grow some of your own if you want to see tits every day
lmao already bricked my transition what do you think this thread is for dumb bitch

crying again i want to beat the shit out of the little scared faggot kid that got raped and became retarded and made me turn into me

>>41343340 (OP)
The fear of my big skull into bad face true combo

>>41346887
i say this all the time

I'm a little retard short and stout
here is my handle, here is my spout
when i get all steamed up, hear me shout!
tip me over, and pour me out

>>41346639
Because being retarded and not giving a shit about people's opinions makes you happier

crying at work

we need a manmoder genocide now

i watched 45 minutes of this and if THAT is what you look like i fully understand the hate against transpeople now

you are responsible for the hate and xalls for trans genocide

>>41347302
i look far worse

>>41347302
u sound like a retarded gaylord

>>41347311
>>41347310
disgusting freaks
at least voice train

>>41347325
why would i voice train when i can use my baritone roar to keep the normies at bay

new Mr Olympia is 5'6, anything is possible mansisters

>>41347302
Most actual manmoders just look like normal kind of faggy looking men.

>>41347325
why would i voice train when i am a man and get called he/him everywhere and also i dress like a man and also nobody but other troons know there’s anything wrong with me

>>41343340 (OP)
I WILL NEVER BE AUTHENTIC AND REAL WOMAN OR TRANS OR ANYTHING because im me instead

Should I inject today?
Havent in 2 weeks exactly

>>41347495
yes idiot

>>41343340 (OP)
I hit like an actual breaking point where I don't even feel like I've decided to transition. It's just going to happen. I have a couple small surgeries coming up later this year, but after that I'm going on hormones.

I spent so long overthinking things, saying oh I'm not actually trans I just hate my body because I'm fat, oh I'm not trans I just hate my life because it sucks. But now I'm losing a lot of weight and my life is trending up and it's like the excuses lost their power to hold back this roar within me. My stupid brain keeps trying to be like "oh I'm too tall. oh my feet are too big. oh I'll never pass" but those thoughts have no power now. I've never felt anything like this, it's like my heart is saying "sorry, brain, you've fucked this up for too long, I'm making this decision now"

Right now I'm trying to figure out if it would be possible to get insurance to cover stuff if I got a diagnosis of gender dysphoria, and if so how to get that. I am going on hormones at the end of this year, that's locked in, so I'll probably have to DIY it at first at least. But electrolysis is so fucking expensive. And I haven't even checked the price of FFS yet because I know I don't want to know. So I'm waiting for a call back from my clinic hopefully today so I can get some answers.

>>41347532
>waiting to take hrt
retard

>>41347758
I'm starting to think it's dumb too. But I've got two surgeries that both will require general anaesthesia. So I assume I'd have to disclose what drugs I'm on, which would mean admitting I'm on HRT, and I don't know if I'm ready for that.

Writing it out, it does look pretty dumb. Shit.

Goddamnit this whole process has been me thinking about something and then realizing how fucking stupid I am. I've been seriously thinking about whether or not I'm trans for like a fucking decade, and not until I actually made the decision that I'm going to transition did I realize that the fact that I have always hated my first name might have been a sign that I was trans.

It's a normal first name, it's one of the most common male names in the English speaking world, but as a kid I decided that actually it's just objectively dull and drab and nobody would want to be named it. And then when I started thinking "hmm, I want to be a girl, but am I actually trans deep down inside" it didn't occur to me that the name thing might be connected.

I don't know if it's me specifically or eggs generally that are just the dumbest people on the fucking planet.

>>41343449
>>41343699
don't listen to them getting head pats and pets from someone you love is really nice and I hope you find them one day :)

>>41347970
i have one of those names where, growing up, there would always be at least one other kid with my name in at least one of my classes.

i'm not sure whether the hatred comes from the absolute bitter detestation i have for my family or myself. but to have this label that's for all intense and purposes your official legal definition as a human being, that you're forced to call yourself wherever you go, and have that label be absolutely unmistakably masculine, is no small part of it either.

for what it's worth, lots of people hate their name. 'figuring out you're trans' is, i think, a process of compiling evidence until you can't deny it any longer.

>>41345073
>yea i'm fookin over it m8
that's because they never are

why do you still pretend that manmoding is a real thing and not just repping with extra steps..

>>41347918
who cares what doctors think

i think shaving is destroying my skin

ftm-maxxing by watching dan and phil confirm their relationship

>>41347532
Epic pic I wonder if that anime got made
I love the vibes if I wore a maid dress is like to embody this aesthetic
But I know it’s just lust not really dysphoria or self expression
I actually just get agp boners from cute/sexy things.
>>41347510
I did it

faggot ass eunuch

>>41348398
Yeah it's more of a fear of making a concrete statement about myself. I have repressed so hard for so long that it's scary to have to define myself at all.

>>41348547
i got into so many arguments with people who insisted they were straight

People be judging me for being a faggot and shit

>>41348930
up the switch on them nephew

>>41348936
niece

i hate women

i'm extremely lonely and kind of a cunt, anyone wanna be frens :3333333?????
discord:
YBG.ar4n (ybd stands for young black & gifted jsyk)

gonna dye my hair pink

any ywr niggas in here

>>41349008
very cool!!

>>41349021
I'l look like the troonjak

>>41348921
this feels so foreign to me, maybe it’s because i got into them fairly late (2015 i think) and interacted almost exclusively through tumblr and tumblr textpost instagram accounts. in all my interactions with the phandom, them being gay and dating was treated as fact, or at least an open secret

>>41349069
brave and cool

I want my bf to knot me…

should I actually do it

>>41349069
if you don’t stop flip flopping on this, i’ll dye my hair a ridiculous color before you do! c’mon pink hair anon, just bite the bullet and do it, it’ll be fun

>>41349127
i mean it was like middle school lunch table type arguments not in the fandom

>>41349232
I need some not cringe and not tranny coded ways of being more feminine

>>41349242
middle school was exactly how i got into them, but all my friends were phan shippers. were the people you were arguing with straight girls who wanted to date one of them? or like, straight guys who thought being gay was gross?

Folks, is it a bad idea to try to transition even though I have a feeling I'm not trans, no bottom dysphoria, unsure how I'd like boobs, kinda dreading the amount of effort I'd have to put into my appearance.

I'm just thinking is it better to try something and regret it than to never try it.

This isn't usually said about bodies though. These are permanent changes to your body. I'm worried I'll regret them and I'll have to live with them for the rest of my life.

Bonus question: does anyone else just take the bare minimum care of themselves, I shower, sometimes shave my face but..I don't care what my hair looks like, I don't care how I dress, I wear the same pants and a different shirt and just get on with it. I feel like I got comfortable not caring. But I feel like that energy is bad because I'm not attracting anyone and I'm hella lonely

>>41349467
ya. it's a bad fucking idea. you don't identify as a woman. you're just bored.

>>41349467
why do you want to transition?

>>41349467
fuck it bro take the estrogen fuck what anyone says
>>41349507
shut up bitch

>>41349382
christian girls lol

>>41349467
You have a "feeling" you're not trans? Almost everyone who isn't trans just knows they aren't trans. The fact that you're considering that you may be trans is by itself a pretty strong indicator that you are trans.

The thing about your lack of effort into your appearance is probably the thing worth interrogating. Why don't you put in the effort? Is it because you don't think you're worth putting effort into? Is it because you don't think you could actually look how you want if you put effort into your masculine appearance? Is it because you think male clothes are boring?

Do you think that you are worth putting effort into?

>>41349507
hush up now

>>41349467
this was my mindset as a 12 year old and it only kept getting worse

>>41349680
Yeah it's very easy to talk yourself out of realizing you really are trans if you have low self esteem. You think you aren't worth the effort, you can't do something that big, you don't trust your own judgement, etc.

>>41349608
yup, that’ll do it lol. some of my friends were christian (one of them tried telling me men had one less rib than women and it was proof of adam and eve) but they were also mostly bi tumblr fandom girls so naturally they loved the idea of their favorite youtubers being gay. i wasn’t super desperate to see it happen but i was just like “oh yeah they’re probably dating, good for them. sucks about all the parasocial prying and stalking though”

I WISH I WAS authentically trans
But no I’m just a Ned sissy taking hrt so I don’t become grotesque and bald from t poisoning and I internalized the online memes
Furry gender bend hentai did this to me and those weird transformation scenes in old Disney movies like Ariel

>>41349844
Sounds like you are authentically trans but online brain poisoning and horrific self esteem have convinced you you don't have the right to claim that title for yourself.

you are authentically trans the moment you inject estrogen

authenticity and "validity" are meaningless in this context
NOBODY is valid
do what you want bro it's a free world

>>41350009
What if you are a pushover and did it to fit in with other trannies who you didn’t want to disappoint cayse you are a people pleaser and can’t make up lies so you keep injecting for 2 years but it feels like a chore and you socially dont come out or do anything else( manmoding)

>>41350056
I disagree because I don’t have a sense of self and I feel fake constantly and I do t get the same liberating feelings as other trans people abd that others me further abd isolates me abd I feel like I shit cause it felt like I was lying to them about me and now they hate me(they don’t know I exist)

>>41349987
I don’t. I’m not trutrans cause I didn’t have gd as a kid and I barely do no and >>41350071
>>41350083

>>41350071
>>41350083
>>41350090
you sound mad gay and retarded bro, maybe some E will level you out

>>41350106
Die faggot I did my injection today
I do it randomly every 1-2 weeks FOR FUN

>>41350123
don't care + didn't ask + love you anyway + be kind to yourself

>>41350148
YOU SAID I SHPULD TAKE E
I DO TAKE E
Faggot chuddy fuck

>>41350168
i'm not chuddy you gay bitch

>>41350193
You are gay
I’m bisexual

>>41350197
being bi is gay
t. bisexual

>>41350090
Yeah you are 100% trans and have brain poisoned yourself into think you aren't. "Trutrans"? Can you even hear yourself. You are a fucking trans woman. Stop being a pussy. Fucking admit what you want and start transitioning.

Jesus christ, I have no patience for people who are exactly like me six months ago.

>>41350123
Get on a proper regimen you braindead cunt. Fucking hell, how self sabotaging are you? How afraid of happiness are you?

will I ever get to be a woman one day

dunno about you but i wont

>>41350220
I’m not a woman if I was things like this would be easy it would fit I’d be better now I’d actually haven’t lied to my “friends” because I’d tell them how I actually feel and I Feel like a man cause I am one and since I RUINED EVER BY LYING FUNDAMENTALLY ABOUT MYSELF, I’m now alone and can’t go back ever cause I’m a fake fraud that isn’t even like them all I’m LITERALLY JUST A MEF MAKE LESBIAN.
>>41350234
I’m too lazy these days last year I kept it real

>>41350220
I DINT KNOW WHAT J WANT
IM A SISSY MEF Fjetranny
I’m not human
I admit it then
I want to be a father
I want to be famous
I’m gonna die and I’m scared
I’m dead I ruined my life FOR NOTHING

nobody cares nigga do what you want
or don't do what you want and see if it hurts anyone but you

IM LITERALLY A FREAK
I’m not even a tranny just a freak
If I was a real woman I’d be happy to finally be able to be around people who are like me and accept me but instead I just said snd did what I thought others want to hear so I ruined my life for nothing

FUCK

>>41350485
go work shoveling shit for the county and get cishet male friends

Ok I’m sorry for crushing out I’ll kms anyway so it doesn’t matter
I go get dressed to see my bf now, who sees me as a woman despite my hideous fat golem looks and lack of anything feminine in my behavior and he sees me as a real hole <3

>>41350507
Doing it! I’m in a cishet environment they treat me like a stupid child and a lwk gay faggot

>be me balding muscle dude bro
>have trans thoughts
Fuck

Is this an acceptable manmoder hairstyle?

>>41350387
>>41350411
You are a trans woman and in the future you will look back on this time in your life with a mix of shame and sympathy.

Stop being a narcissist. You aren't some uniquely loathsome creature, you're just a dumb bitch, same as a million other dumb bitches.

Stop making excuses! You are a human being! You deserve a future where you don't hate yourself!

>>41350637
If only it was so simple and easy

forced to girlmode at work again award

shush it faky

>>41350637
trvke

>>41350637
>You are a trans woman
what makes you think I am?
how is it possible to determine this?

forced to manmode in my entire life again

despite all my rage
i am still a gaynigger from space

i was raped

>>41350637
what if im a tranny and also a uniquely loathsome creature for other reasons

this looks like a fun general too bad im cis teehee

negative hips award

i wish i was on wall street in the 1920s

went to the chiropractor and he saw my moobs and when he x-rayed my back i could clearly see the outline of my menis >_<

>>41347302
start with yourself thanks

>>41349467
it doesn't go away and you get used to the boobs, just take your HRT retard

>>41351298
chiropractors are quacks, nona. save your money

getting bloated af from tbell /b/ros....

I haven't had tbell in months

>>41351434
would kill for a chalupa rn ngl

>>41350813
I wanna talk about it :3
two days ago the head nurse asked me if I rather be called some other name and I panicked and said my tranny name, today she gave me an updated name badge >_<

>>41351498
truemoders dontnget asked their pronouns btw

>>41351368
werks on my spine

>>41351513
ok and
now I need to legally change my name and it's kinda of a pain

>>41351556
im envious of you

>>41351093
cis anime girl general

>>41351569
you'll get there

>>41351709
the people on this gen don’t like being told that, it feels disingenuous when they feel like it’s impossible to come anywhere near passing and you’re just someone better off rubbing it in their faces and offering hollow words of encouragement

new >>41351726

>>41350759
It is. You're over complicating it so you have an excuse not to move forward.
>>41350854
You're posting on a damn trans board agonizing over whether or not you're trans. Cis people do not do that!

>>41351093
nobody wants you here

>>41349467
i thought all of this at 14 and i just kept thinking it for 10 years and even on hrt i still feel that way, but it doesnt matter anyway cause it keeps getting worse if you dont bite the bullet, being a tranny is just bad but its better than being dead