I wanna be more feminine but im not sure
Im a 20 year old dude. Recently ive been losing weight cus I wanna enjoy my twenties instead of being an ugly fat fuck. I am really torn right now because ive always wanted to be cute and liked the idea of being a femboy but I think im too ugly to pull it off. Even if I could I dont know how id cope with the shame of a family member finding out etc. Does anyone have any advice regarding any of these issues? Im really torn up about who I am and who I want to be ;w;