>>41384648
no
i just want to know how you all engage with it and how it effects you
for me?
i dont frequent this board unless im on an obsessive kick regarding crossdressing and searching for this thread in particular
otherwise i dont think about it at all, happens every 3 or so months for me, i do a bunch of research(im generally looking for testimonials but it always feels like i was viewing porn for an extended period after the fact) and mostly forget all about it after the "itch" goes away
alot of people engaging with this paraphillia or whatever you would refer to it reference self inserting as the woman but that doesnt happen for me when i read gender bender doujins and i dont really care for full on porn but i dont recall it happening when i used to view that either
I get aroused at the idea of wearing womens clothing and makeup
idk