Thread 41408158

>having to masturbate multiple times a day lately to keep myself functional
>exactly like john 50 did before breaking down
This is concerning me, how do I cope?

>>41408158 (OP)
Unless you’re picrel I don’t care. Go ahead and jerk it till your wiener falls off

is that you? I don't think you have much you need to cope for, you're living the dream, be grateful for winning the troon genetics lottery

t. chaser (straight)

>>41408166
>>41408175
No, it's not me, it's last photo I masturbated to, imagining I was her.

>>41408197
Good choice to tug it to but since you’ve answered my question then best of luck to you wanker in the night

>>41408158 (OP)
the trick is to eat your loads or your body fluids become unbalanced

>>41408197
it really is a war crime that women get to look like that while we get to look like gorillas

>>41408228
Tell me about it.

>>41408227
absolutely revolting

>>41408158 (OP)
the average trans girly, can't keep her hand off her cock

>>41408784
I am still a repper, though. But it's getting overwhelming.

>>41408795
how old are you?

& if you get on HRT you'll see a drastic drop in your little gooning habit

>>41408892
Late 20s. Well, I'd expect the addiction to continue in different form even on HRT.

>>41408900
what are you waiting for? lol

>>41409046
It would ruin my life. I would not pass, too.

>>41408158 (OP)
i went posterior it's much more satisfying

>>41409421
What?

>>41409118
If that's the case then stop being a faggot.

Get off the internet, lift weights, focus on stacking money, read The Compound Effect and Gorilla Mindset, and go out with your friends at least once or twice a month, make it a point to interact with people in the real world.

Alternatively, if you're hell bent on transitioning despite not passing but it would make you happy, then do that!

But definitely don't keep doing whatever this is till you're on your death bed wishing you could re-do your life.

You're in your late 20's. You still have time but the clock is ticking. Think about it before it's too late.

>>41409449
Believe me or not, I am physically active, I go out with my friends often and I make decent money.

I don't think anything can make me happy at this point. I spend most of my life drowning in more and more unrealistic fantasies of being a woman. Time might as well be irrelevant here. I feel like I already lost.

>>41409118
just manmode bro

>>41409519
For what purpose?

>>41409525
palliative care

>>41409532
I assume that'd make me dysphoric.

>>41409551
sounds like you're already dysphoric THOUGH

>>41409558
Not in the suicidal "I can't live in this body" way.

>>41409620
Yeah, those points you emphasized apply to me, but it's not the same as someone who has them all.

>>41408158 (OP)
take your HRT, retard

>>41409640
you only need 2 to get diagnosed as dysphoric

>>41409652
I don't think I am trans, just obsessed with the idea of being woman.

>>41409668
lol

>>41409666
I guess, but just having the desire can'tt enough to be considered a medical be issue? It needs to seriously affect the life in a bad way?

>>41409684
>having to masturbate multiple times a day lately to keep myself functional

>>41409686
Someone who is trans would be more like woman despite having male body. I am not like that.
>>41409701
Yes, it's true.

>>41409726
thats why i suggest manmoding (hrt). you dont have to id as a Woman. or even a Tranny. just be a dude on hrt.

>>41409740
Okay, but how does that help? Taking HRT is transition, why do that if not to live as a woman?

>>41409755
it helps reduce mental distress. and its not like you'll sprout giant gazongas overnight.

>>41409765
Well sure not overnight, but unless it's for a week, there would be some changes sooner or later, no?

>>41408228
>women
now now, don't be hasty

>>41408228
you guys get to be cute too
...at least from ages 18 - 25 at most...

>>41409790
at that point you decide if you like it or if you want to hop off. you have money so you can probably see a therapist too

>>41408158 (OP)
If you're anything like I was I will assume you started young because at some point everything just started to hurt and not feel real all the time. Jacking off made everything feel better but also it's better because your dick gets less sensitive and easier to ignore. You look in the mirror and if you're lucky you feel nothing but usually you feel discomfort and alarm, sometimes real pain and you flinch. You pick what to wear each day and feel nothing, people will tell you look good and your first instinct is to think "who could think that about me?" I'll warn you now: the only real answer is to indulge the tranny thoughts. Masturbation will only get you so far and eventually the dysphoria will get so strong that it won't matter. You'll start actively dissociating day to day, you'll become despondent and won't feel alive. Transitioning is not a bad thing and when you indulge your desire to escape maledom you will taste a love for life you didn't know was possible, I promise. Find someone to trust you can talk to about this with. If you're therapy bring it up there if you can, or find an understanding friend or family member. If you have a tranny friend make sure they're not an "egg cracker"
>>41408227
>t. cwc

>>41409850
https://www.reddit.com/r/LegsandHeels/comments/1jqfjis/my_stockings_are_peeping_through
>>41409871
Not really. Women stay beautiful.
>>41409878
I would probably like it, but my environment would not.

>>41409883
>Transitioning is not a bad thing and when you indulge your desire to escape maledom you will taste a love for life you didn't know was possible, I promise. Find someone to trust you can talk to about this with.
Is there a way to indulge except transition? I only have this board to talk about this. I am hiding everything IRL.

>>41408158 (OP)
You have to turn to Christ. Your constant gooning makes you feel terrible because it's sinful and rots your soul. Without a spiritual cope you're going to end up breaking and John 50ing.

Pray a rosary every day, start reading Scripture.

>>41409908
>Is there a way to indulge except transition?
Any "fix" with hrt is just cope desu. Eventually you'll want boobs and the feminizing effects of estrogen.
> I am hiding everything IRL
Understandable anon, but if there's literally any way you can experiment with clothing or something I'd take it. You'll know when things feel "right"

>>41409889
>I would probably like it, but my environment would not.
Your environment doesn't live in your head, you do. Your environment doesn't suffer your dysphoria, you do.
Anyway, I have given you all the advice i would've liked back then. Either way, i really suggest getting a therapist so you can at least get a better coping mechanism

>>41408158 (OP)
you have to balance it out a bit with masculine stuff or the hormonal imbalance will do its thing and make you have ideas you dont really want to be having. fight and embrace suffering like a man

>>41409966
I used to crossdress when younger and it felt great. But maybe that was mostly the thrill of doing something forbidden.
>>41409967
People around me could make my life hell, you know. It's hard to lose it all for unknown gain that might only make you want more.

>>41409919
nobody should tolerate your shit anymore

>>41410011
thats why i cut ties, moved, and got a career in a more libbed up job field

>>41409990
Interesting, but if I had hormonal imbalance, wouldn't I be less horny?

>>41408228
gorillas can tear someones limbs off, you just have put yourself in a position to be able to appreciate having that kind of body and everything will work itself out. i recommend any martial art that involves any kind of sparring

>>41410019
I understand, but it's still scary to depend on other people.

>>41410021
Just jerk off again anon

>>41410011
>I used to crossdress when younger and it felt great. But maybe that was mostly the thrill of doing something forbidden.
It's something to reflect on. To me, even when there isn't a "thrill" to dressing feminine I simply feel more natural, human even. There's a rightness to it that feels inherent and hard to describe.
>People around me could make my life hell, you know
I know that feel anon. I'm a very family oriented person and it hurts but if I want to really live I have to prep myself to move away and keep my distance for everyone's sake.
>>41409919
I've prayed to God many times over my pain and struggles through many periods in my life and I've never received answers as clear as when I prayed to Him for guidance on whether I can truly live and be fulfilled through transition and serve Him and I've been answered multiple times with a resounding "yes"

>>41410055
i mean i repped for a few years to get myself financially independent before starting hrt. i couldve just manmoded on hrt and given myself a head start.
but at some point the fapping wont suffice as self medication. john 50 trooned out, just sayin

>>41410021
you are bored and have gotten used to dealing with that by wasting all your free test and your bodies ability to regenerate itself, you arent actually horny all the time, youve just gotten used to constantly jerkin off because you have nothing better to do. jerking off creates prolactin and your lifestyle makes your body create less test to balance it out, as you get older you get more and more dependant on lifestyle to balance it all out because you get less test from just existing

lol @ ppl saying low test causes dysphoria. matt fucking kroc trooned out

>>41410075
She's gorgeous. Why do you tempt me?
>>41410077
I think I remember the feeling you describe. I wanted to keep wearing the clothes even after I orgasmed a few times.
>>41410088
I know the story, that's why I am looking for options.
>>41410114
I would say I have many things to do actually, I am not a NEET never leaving his home. But the fantasies keep coming and I get aroused easily.

>>41409701
E will lower your libido to a point you can be functional without copious amounts of fapping, it will also make you cute and happy.

>>41408158 (OP)
can i see your feet haha

>>41410198
I posted her account here: >>41409889
>>41410191
Sure, but there are also other consequences. I have addictive personality, nothing satisfies me.

>>41410143
>I think I remember the feeling you describe. I wanted to keep wearing the clothes even after I orgasmed a few times
Think of the most boring shit imaginable. Going to work, buying groceries, whatever. If doing that shit day to day just seems "better" or more doable as a woman you're probably just a tranny, fren
>>41410114
>>41410032
Lots of weirdo larpers in here

>>41410238
I guess anything would be better as a woman. I can't think of anything I would rather do as a man, I don't do such masculine activities even now.

>>41410143
>I know the story, that's why I am looking for options.
if there was a conversion therapy that worked, it would already have been made mandatory lol

>>41410143
come on, just do it~

you know it'll feel so good

>>41410304
I do it, but then I want it again. Like there is no satisfaction.

>>41410314
that's your cycle, just do it again, and again.

>>41410372
Giwtwm

>>41410379
go ahead, don't quit now

>>41410489
What are you doing this for?

>>41410489
fucking coomer kys

>>41410499
wdym? I'm just helping you stay functional, this is how you cope and I'm simply helping. so, do it.

>>41410736
I guess you want to make me worse. Do what?

>>41410077
You should listen to Scripture and the theology of whatever denomination you subscribe to, not to your feelings. The heart is deceitful above all things.

>>41410739
Get your hand around your repper cock and PUMP it to the woman you WISH you were

>>41411147
My guy you could make money working for some onlyfans girlie messaging people instead of her

>>41411263
if only you knew

>>41411282
?

>>41411282
that you could be getting paid right now?

>>41409118
just fucking do it you pussy. You've sublimated your gender dysphoria into a fetish, you're trying to expend that desire to transition by cumming it out of your body. Guess what buddy, it doesn't work. You're buying yourself some time, but it will never go away. It will get bigger and stronger inside you.

You're in your 20s, I bet you think "oh, maybe if I had started when I was in my teens, but I'm too old now..."

Guess what, bitch? What do you think you'll think in your 30s? 10 years from now you'll be thinking "It would have been nice to get started in my teens, but fuck it wouldn't have been so bad to get started in my 20s. Better than getting started now, which I am doing because I can't keep living like this. Past me, why were you such a fucking retard pussy??!!"

Tomorrow morning call your fucking doctor, get an appointment at a gender clinic. Go to the gender clinic. Get on hormones.

>>41409490
You're wallowing in misery because you are a fucking trans woman and you know it but you aren't doing shit about it. You're redirecting the self-hate you feel about your masculine body and presentation towards your own refusal to do what you know you should do. Subconsciously you are putting "I'm a piece of shit" up as a distraction because that's less scary to think about than "I want to transition right now". But if you are able to take an honest look at yourself, you will see that it's not fucking working.

Fucking sack up and start doing the best thing you can do for yourself.

Get to work, bitch!

>>41409726
>Someone who is trans would be more like woman despite having male body. I am not like that.
THAT'S NOT HOW IT WORKS, BITCH.

Cis people don't sit around wishing they were trans. That has never happened at any point in human history. They sure as fuck don't sit around thinking that for months on end. You are trans, you stupid bitch!

>>41410314
YEAH, BECAUSE YOU AREN'T ADDRESSING THE ACTUAL ISSUE!

THE ACTUAL ISSUE BEING THAT YOU WANT TO FEMINIZE YOUR BODY!

Don't give me any of that, "oh trans women are women, I just want to BE a woman, that's different" NO IT'S NOT! YOU ARE TRANS.

Go to youtube and watch a bunch of "how did I know I was trans?" videos made by actual out and transitioned trans women. Do you want to guess how many of them will say "I always knew I was a woman"? NOT FUCKING MANY.