Thread 41428232

how much more am i fucking myself by being a huge alcoholic (while on hrt with bica) ?

im not going stop drinking or anything, i shouldn't be alive in the first place so maybe if i get liver disease i will finally be motivated to actually kill myself, it would be a good thing

but i just wonder how much it's really affecting me bc ive been drinking at least ~100ml of ethanol every day for the past 2 years and i honestly dont feel like it really does anything to me
am i unintentionally making myself even more chopped by doing so? would i be really cute and pretty and have so much will to live and so many friends and a girlfriend if i didnt? just wondering

>>41428232 (OP)
also i wish picrel were me

its kinda a big deal. it will sort of really hurt your progress in ways that isnt necessarily reversible. its not as bad as excessive smoking tho

>>41428254
:( you really need to be mentally stable and not depressed to become passing huh...

i'll just hope hrt nukes my tolerance so i black out before i drink too much or some shit
no idea if that's better but we'll see

>>41428254
only recently i have heard that you should not drink on hrt; i don't really drink anyways so i guess it's not a big deal but what is the actual harm? aside from, like, aging your skin or fucking up your internal organs, like it does for everyone

>>41428232 (OP)
No idea friend but glad(?) to know someone is in the exact same boat. Dedicating a drink to you.