>>41431606
so um. just be normal. and take care of myself. and i wont turn into a monster. i know when i try hard im not like most of them.
but not everyone is normal? and so that's just another reason to hide anything unique. and we're not always doing great? it's scary that if i let myself go i'll turn into something evil long before i get hurt enough for anyone else to care.
so if i have abnormal interests and struggle with mental illness its like. i dont think those are inherently evil things?
anyway im not op im cool with being a woman or woman-adjacent thing. it's tiring though. that if i slip up, everyone's view of the situation will flip and i'll be the bad one again.
