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Yea yea maybe whatever blah blah blah..... who cares???? Im sad okay. Im sad not because of fucking politics. Im sad because CONNECTION ITSELF hurts me..... fuclkkkkkking politics is so boring... its all so drab...its all the same in the end. Lefties and rightoids r all just the same.. i don't care about them.... i care about myself... and my failure to connect... to be normal.
. To love... to cherish...... im such a bastard.... i...
There is this awful feeling, an energy an action, where you abandon someone not because you had to, but just to prove you could. Maybe that is the most inherent proof of free will, a scream against the infinite, an attempt to spite sanity logic and all things good by doing something mean, or its all just fear...pathetic fear..... i just cant be bothered to care these days... its all such a drag