Thread 41529341

I reached all the way to 25 without EVER having sex.
This is the only reason I am starting HRT. I have failed to live up to the expectations of being a man and it has shattered my fragile incel psyche.
This is a last ditch effort to open myself up to the lesbian dating pool and see if I can get laid before I kill myself.
If I were to have had sex before now, I would have never considered being trans.

>>41529341 (OP)
this pic is almost me except for a bit i was pretty good at the whole socialized male thing between stages 2 and 3 so its even more jarring being a woman now

>>41529401
normie
please, die

>>41529341 (OP)
looking forward to the E hitting, you losing your libido and finally doing something with your life lmao

>>41529439
I have been on E for several months and shit hasn't happened yet!
I still desire to get fucked. Sadly, only sex can cure me.

I'm 35 and a heavily repping agp troon but I will never get HRT or even crossdress because I know it won't help. I would be a 100%giggahon.

>>41529341 (OP)
Never stopped being a blackpill incel and never will.

>>41529439
no. i thought this too for the first 4-5 months. by the end of year 1 all your libido is back its just flipped. my sexuality also moved way more towards guys but even beyond that its just a much more serious and pressing desire to be touched and held

>>41529807
hoping this for myself

>>41529341 (OP)
hrt won't magically change that though
t. khhv 26 y/o shut in tranner

>>41529341 (OP)
is this a radfem mock thread? having sex is as easy as paying a whore.

>>41534412
I obviously want consensual sex

>>41529341 (OP)
I lost mine at 25, you just have to put in the effort if you are ready and at least a 3/10 it's totally possible but i bet you aren't comfortable with yourself enough to even enjoy it as a man, i wasn't having tranny thoughts

>>41529341 (OP)
Hi Christine Weston chandler

>>41535579
yeah, you're right
I do not have it in me to perform the male role in relationships. I'd rather be dead.

>>41529341 (OP)
Are people genuinely this, like, obsessed with sex? Where did they developed this expectation that they must get sex or else it reflects on their character?

>>41529341 (OP)
I'm at stage 3 right now, hopefully I can turn things around. I'm so afraid to land on stage 5, I'd rather be a blackpill incel... but since I started browsing /lgbtq/ it's already over for... or maby I just need a trans gf to cure my internalized homophobia and autotransgendophelia.

>>41535766
Uhhhh I don't think it reflects on my character? It just makes me depressed to not have sex. I think it's a biological thing.

>>41535766
Not having sex by (actual) choice doesn't
A complete inability to find sex or romance despite wanting it absolutely does reflect poorly on someone

>>41529807
"My sexuality changed!" is AGP in action. You want to get fucked by men so that you feel like a woman.

Currently on the blackpill incel arc. Would it be a mistake for me to take the next step? Also OP sex is not important at all. Go on a cute date, you'll feel infinitely better.
https://litter.catbox.moe/j4lwy50962t5ousv.jpg
https://litter.catbox.moe/wt6gvxqv7wr207gp.jpg

>>41535469
men and women who have sex without money involved do it for assymetrical reasoning still

>>41536257
>Go on a cute date
I'm too much of a beta male to ask out a woman. That's why I'm transitioning, so I can hopefully become cute enough for a woman to ask me out.

>>41529341 (OP)
if you're willing to bottom i think it should be pretty easy

>>41529341 (OP)
you piece of shit you're perfectly normal in the head and you chose to make yourself a tranny instead of lowering your standards, making more friends to expand your dating pool, or going to a brothel. you have what people on this board dream about, and yet you threw it all away.

>>41536257
>silvergun shirt
If you can clear the arcade version, take your pills sister

>>41536351
And? I'm not man enough to play the man role to a woman.
>>41536401
I am a bottom but I'm only into women. Women into bottoms are rare, I believe.
>>41536414
I am not fine in the head. I am a weak man who isn't strong enough. I couldn't see any other option.

>>41534065
I want to hug a tranner like this

>>41529341 (OP)
lesbians fucking hate trannies, that's why they transbians all date each other. and starting at 25 you're going to look like a creepy man in a dress. the good news is that if you go to like Portland you'll be able to fuck other creepy men in dresses, but like, you aren't going to be "opening youself up to the lesbian dating pool" lol.

>>41536698
you seem transphobic so idc

>>41536626
>I want to hug a tranner like this
well, if you ever find someone like me, and manage even a fraction of a hug, know that she is essentially yours for life if you wish

>>41536864
Now I really need to hug you

>>41535632
Christine is 43 and has a girlfriend

>>41536868
and i WILL happily ugly cry in response, don't tempt me

>>41536931
Then I will comfort you even more

>>41536698
Unclear if cis or trans photo. Looks good just stupid hair.

>>41536938
then that means lifetime emotional bonding, be very careful not to break it

>>41537047
I need a lifetime gf

>>41537096
same, i don't want temporary, i just want someone. forever

flirting in my thread...
they are desperate for me to kill myself

>>41537134
Please don't hurt yourself anon. I saw all your replies and figured you got a lot of attention.

>>41537128
Just want to make a nice tranner happy

>>41537134
Yeah but youll be having actual sex when you trannymaxx unlike them just looking at pixels

>>41537134
if it helps, i'm in a much worse state than you and will in actual reality die alone
this is merely an improbable fiction, meant to provide temporary warmth from the cruel reality we live

i'd be offering to be your tranner gf but you don't want whatever i am, nor the average trans girl, so idk what you'd want

>>41537138
>Just want to make a nice tranner happy
truly a saint, i wish i could experience this warmth for real

>>41537139
true

>>41537210
Of course you are in a worse state. OP is goals driven. While you seem to have given up. I hope you find some companionship. Almost everyone I know wanders off to die alone, but until then most have some warmth together first.

>>41536472
>and?
if you dont consider paying for a whore to be consensual sex because the whore wants something other than the sex then you cant consider normal sex to be consensual either.

>>41537249
>OP is goals driven. While you seem to have given up.
trueee

>I hope you find some companionship. Almost everyone I know wanders off to die alone, but until then most have some warmth together first.
i have genuinely considered paying for said warmth, it feels like the only realistic option
but i dont think that would really work, the payment aspect kind of ruins the effect a lot

>>41537210
Why don't you think you can have it? Every tranner deserves the warmth of a hug

>>41537320
Shes a shut in. Likely not socializing on platforms that could lead to meetups.

>>41536851
I'm not "transphobic", I am trans, I'm just telling you to be realistic. You generally want to transition before the end of male puberty, at least before your 20s, if you want any hope of passing without major facial surgery. hormones can only influence your puberty, they can't change those features once they're already in place, so your bone structure is stuck the way it is. And even if you did pass, lesbians generally don't date trannies. Their opinions are on a spectrum between "seething rage at the very fact that troons exist" to "indifference as long as you don't try to make them fuck you". There's a reason all the lesbians on this board hang out in a thread that explicitly bans trannies.

>>41537361
Depends on the city, but I think you don't realize how many cis women in lesbian spaces use trans girls as safe cock after leaving abusive men. To the point that trans girls get uneasy about it.

>>41537320
im over 25 years old, i've never even held hands with someone intimately, nor do i remember the last time i got a hug
much less actually having a romantic experience, and >>41537357
is basically spot-on. all of my socialization has been online for almost my entire life, i don't even know how to be normal

none of this even mentioning the catastrophic failure my transition has been, malefailing at most 3 times in over 6 years

i really don't know anymore

>>41537361
lmao wtf get real lots of cis lesbians love girl cock, the spectrum you proposed is much wider

>>41537361
IDK saying people who transition in their 20s just look like creepy men in dresses is at least a little transphobic.
You have also provided also 0 helpful information and just told me what not to do. Shoo
>>41537374
>>41537416
Please name where I gotta move to in order to meet these cis lesbians.

>>41537395
Well I would give you a big hug if I were to ever find you

>>41537395
If you haven't had surgeries, malefailing at all is a good sign. As a social mess you'd have a better chance at meet ups from protocols like irc than dating apps if ever go for it.

>>41537437
Any major city in north east or west coast. Queer and dyke bars.

>>41537475
And I just walk in as an ugly hon and I get girls jumping my bones? It's that easy?

>>41537416
how pornbrained do you have to be to believe that lesbians like dick? if they did, they'd just be straight!
>>41537437
>You also have provided 0 helpful information and just told me what not to do.
telling you what not to do is actually very helpful information. People who transition at your age simply don't pass without like $60k worth of surgery, and even then it's hit or miss at 25. You will look visibly male even with hormones. You will not pass, and even if you did pass, lesbians aren't attracted to transwomen.

>>41537503
If you have sincere honfidence but let them lead. They want to be in control and feel safe.

>>41537457
i hope i can find someone as kind as you some day
hug some touchstarved person if you can irl, they surely need it

>>41537460
no surgeries, no hair removal, basically full boy/man mode, but also closer to a decade on hrt, rather than 5 years
my malefails are exclusively children or fairly old people so idk i feel like that doesn't even count.

>As a social mess you'd have a better chance at meet ups from protocols like irc
like what? i definitely don't have the looks for dating apps, but i have basically zero experience with irc. are there failed mtf dating channels out there?

>>41537550
I'm doing my best to find them but it's hard

>>41537528
That actually isn't helpful at all friend.

>>41537586
it would be helpful if you listened.

I can assure you that you have much better odds of dating a straight woman as a mid guy than you do of dating a lesbian as a biological male on estrogen, especially one who started late and doesn't pass. why on earth would you think otherwise?

>>41537550
Might all be on discord now like the /tttt/ server. Could be something on rizon network. Other anons might know more, I stopped long ago after all the deaths.

>>41537605
The odds are better for mid guys, but if you're harboring tranny tendencies, straight women could tell something is off. Better off approaching as your actual self.

>>41537555
either way, the effort is a lot and you deserve a lot of respect for it

>>41537606
>I stopped long ago after all the deaths.
the what ._.

>>41537621
OP specifically said he doesn't have "tranny tendencies", he's just transitioning to fuck lesbians.

>>41537632
Many very sad people exist. They hero despite your best efforts to save them. Is rough out there.

>>41537641
I am convinced no one is actually that retarded, and there is always something deeper going on with their gender.

>>41537605
I'm not a mid guy, I am lower that. I am too submissive and weak and straight women are not into that at all.

>>41537660
Whatever you are, you aren't a man. I will not be convinced otherwise.

>>41537644
ah, i can understand how that'd become too much after a while

>>41537678
my gender is bottom

>>41529341 (OP)
transitioning to try to fuck lesbians is gross and rapey. leave lesbians alone please :(

>I reached all the way to 25 without EVER having sex.
This is the only reason I am starting HRT. I have failed to live up to the expectations of being a man and it has shattered my fragile incel psyche.
This is a last ditch effort to open myself up to the lesbian dating pool and see if I can get laid before I kill myself.
If I were to have had sex before now, I would have never considered being trans.

>>41538343
I hate that I recognize what comic the text on the phone is from.