>>41535572
Not interested in living.
I’m not even depressed like that I have hobbies I enjoy, family who are supportive of my transition, a boyfriend who loves me, and friends. But being made to wake up every day and be forced to continuously complete tasks, mainly work, is just unbearable for me.
Not to mention I’m a midget manlet who will never pass as a cis man
>>41535528 (OP)
it seems like you just have regular depression, are u sure you want to do this? How will you do it? Also do you have a fav game from Squid Game
>>41535528 (OP)
I dont really think being short is gonna permanent barrier to passing, I mean I'm kinda an mtf troon and I'm tallish, I just elfmaxx. Although you might be an absolute midget, how tall are you in feet if you dont mind me asking?
>>41535528 (OP)
Hanging is interesting, I've thought about killing myself also but to me it'd always have to look like an accident. to be honest you seem to have everything you need to be happy and yet the grind is too much, have you considered disappearing and living in the woods for a bit annon? Maby its your retarded surroundings that need fixing and not you.
idek y im bothering to say anything but my plan last year was to get drunk and jump off a really high bridge that crossed a river in like a nature preserve area with trails and shit. my friends and i hiked there once. its a pretty place but then i lost the nerve to buy the alcohol and do it and just didnt make the turn pulled over and cried then went home.
>>41535800 >have you considered disappearing and living in the woods for a bit annon? Maby its your retarded surroundings that need fixing and not you.
not op but how could you feasibly do this i need it
>>41537098
If you don't like the grind of normal life you are absolutely not going to enjoy living off the land. But on the upside you won't have to commit suicide since you'll just fucking die of exposure/dehydration/dysentery/infection anyway. Maybe even killed by a predator, wouldn't that be fun?
