Thread 41554929

this is deciding if I continue to rep or if I get back on hrt. I’m 19 and 5.6 abt 135 lbs. I was probably more trutrans in my youth( telling best friend at age of 7 that “I want to be a girl when I grow up “) plus this has been an over arching issue since I was young and before I had the words to explain how I felt. I feel very conflicted of if I will even make it, and if I will actually be happier. My priority is to be happier. Senpai will likely disown if they find out I started again. I will answer any questions you have in replies

don't rep idiot

you have a woman's eyes

>>41554929 (OP)
as hot as you are right now, do what's true to yourself. Take the pill. I'd rather see a happy hrtat19 transitioner even if it means losing an incredibly sexy but distraught mid-twenties repper

>>41554950
and the midface of a HhooOOOOOrarrrsssse

>>41554929 (OP)
Obviously you trans then, like idk what the debate is, you're 5'6, 135, and have wanted to be a girl? You got fucked by brain chemistry, go to therapy and get HRT

>>41554939
>>41554950
>>41554958
wrong
>>41554929 (OP)
you are not a woman anon, you will die trying. dont take hormones

>>41554929 (OP)
>>41554959
Everyone says this

>>41554972
but what if I’m more miserable than I am now I don’t wanna kms

>>41554991
dont take hormones, you are too old and you would look like a hon

>>41554991
just try hrt for a few months and see how you feel. you'll just know if it's right or not, trust me. and if it's not you can just stop

>>41554929 (OP)
you’ve been on the fence for a while already
imo midface is brutal but you have a weak chin so it could work out

>>41555056
yeah I know I got acces to my diy again a few weeks ago and I was on it but decided to stop so idk

>>41554929 (OP)
AWWW. it’s so fun seeing other cute boys who are actually girls on the inside. you’re pretty androgynous already i think 6 months of hrt will do quite a lot for u

Nobody with a face that masculinized is trutrans.

>>41555013
this not true. but you still have to get on hrt solely because you have dysphoria. i can tell you for a fact that it’ll make you much happier. however you won’t pass for a while and that i cannot make any guarantees about. hrt and telling everyone you’re transitioning makes a big difference to your mental state it’s very lessening even if you just keep boymoding. you’ll realize you have trauma and even senses you’ve been kind of keeping turned off for years because reality itself is painful and that process starts to undo itself

>>41555088
you’d genuinely be surprised. i’ve seen dual-passoid transitions. he’s a twunk rn but laser and hrt 2 years plus longer hair would do a ton

>>41554975
Thought this was Gerard Way at first

>>41554929 (OP)
Grow your hair out and get your brows done

>>41554929 (OP)
you can do it, anon. you’re pretty cute, HRT should help level out the midface. I started at 21 and look super cute so you’ll do just fine. hopefully, your body measurements are fine

>>41554929 (OP)
i wish i could have a bf that looks like you

>>41555564
very sweet, it’s upsetting when smsmsmsmsmsm woman like me bc n link bc they see me as a man thow but i guess im humblebragging

>>41554969
You already have gyno and androgynous hips. Continuing hrt cant hurt other either way unless you let your dick atrophy

>>41555666
He has man shoulders.

>>41555711
If man shoulders is enough to rep noone would start transition after 14.

>>41555732
Not everyone develops man shoulders.

Kys nona you should rep for ever and ever and ever YWNBAW btw

i think youll pass ngl i looked really similar before hrt

>>41554929 (OP)
im sorry

>>41555010
afab side profile

>>41554929 (OP)
Can I fuck you now and after you've been on HRT for a few years?

>>41558000
if you want but I don’t top syk

>>41558105
wasn't planning on letting you top

the body dysmorphia goalposts will only move, hrt won't save you. I hope you find healing and oneness with your body one day op.

i looked like you but a little worse anyhow i dont pass but life is chill asf

hrt makes u much less depressed and much more aware in your perception of reality even if you dont pass. the emotional changes are really worth it and for those along im glad i got on hrt its not like being on t wouldve been better

You are attractive right now, you'd probably end up hot on E at the very least. Hard to say if you'd pass but it's certainly possible without FFS. It's all luck, you have to be okay with that risk. Think long and hard about if you think you could live forever as a visible trans woman. I have been doing it for 9 years and it is not fun.

>>41559143
All I do is think , do you regret if

>>41558956
I don’t think I can, I was born to be unsteady in my flesh always