Thread 41574726

I think to heal my inner child i need to over indulge in my sub/dom relationship because it echoes the way my parents rsised me but this time its too be feminine instead of masculine and instead of the rewars being not getting beaten its orgasming. But my face is ugly. So i will probably just rope.

>>41574726 (OP)
You can find a relationship you like nona its okay I'm chopped as fuck but actually and it's fine I believe in you

>>41574759
I'm like rlly chopped tho

>>41574726 (OP)
No one can fix you but yourself. Have the relationship you want to have but if all of your sources of validation are external, you're going to be unstable no matter what.

>>41574726 (OP)
I think i killed my inner child by troonisitioning and being porn addicted and i will never heal because i want to be used and abused and be a cute thing but im ugly so ill kms

>>41576059
p much this -the transitioning being bad just having estrogen in my system has made me a lot less suicidal