I'm gay, in a third world shithole small town where it's impossible to be a fag. I struggle staying in relationships with women and can't imagine being with one for the rest of my life. What books can I read to cope with the shitty feeling?

>>24462027 (OP)

>>24462027 (OP)
Which country are you from?
Do you want to deal with, or avoid, that shitty feeling? Coping is not good enough and is merely a version of avoiding.

>>24462027 (OP)
Count of Monte Cristo has a cute implied bisexual crush and a lesbian relationship
or you could read Confessions of a Mask i suppose
whatever
write fanfiction if you want
even if you were in a first world country you'd struggle to find love, though you'd escape the threat of death. it's really a lose-lose.

>>24462087
Can't deal or avoid it I've tried so hard

>>24462089
I think I'd find love pretty fast w/o the threat

>>24462027 (OP)
Would you prefer books that give you a sense of acceptance in a greater society, or books that give you a sense of safety carved out in some out-of-the-way corner where you can be yourself?

>>24462123
love or lust? what is it you're seeking? is life worth living without at least one genuine romance?
i don't envy your situation, nor do i try to downplay it. but the world is not so bright over here, either.
if you want my honest, unsolicited, and slightly drunk opinion, it's all dogshit. maybe you'd find what you're seeking here. but more than likely you won't. you'll find a herd of vapid, attention seeking whores that see you only for your body and who'll leave you at the first disagreement or the slightest sign of imperfection.
better than a bullet in the head, to be true, but equally lonely.
i do not wish you ill will. i hope that in your fantasies that idea of love persists, as it does for me, but it is almost an impossibility.

>>24462027 (OP)

how did you become a fag, were you molested?

>>24462997
no, I've never had gay sex in my life, just attracted to good looking men and not attracted to women probably at all

Wishing you good luck dude, whatever you choose to do.

get used to being alone. dont lead on a woman under false pretenses

>>24462027 (OP)
>>24463014
Move to Dubai or similar oir emirs country. prostitution for these richfag is everywhere in these countries, both male or female. Muslims for some reasons dont consider gay sex bad as long they are the top and the bottom is dressed as a girl/unshaved.

So shave yourself, femmaxing yourself to look cute on female's clothes and try to amass money by moving in these countries. If you are successfull you could later migrate in some first world ultra-liberal city

>>24463109
nice try sandnigger

>>24462027 (OP)
One in your situation may be better served buying a bag of carrots.

>>24462027 (OP)
The City and the Pillar

What Belongs to You

>>24462027 (OP)
Post body, recommendation is entirely dependent on the results.

are you religious at all? if so become a monk. that way you have an excuse to not marry a woman and you can just work and pray for your entire life. you would have to give up any hope of being with a man for the rest of your life but the fact that you havent moved to a big city and been gay there means youve already given that up.

>>24462027 (OP)
just go down to the local YMCA!

https://www.bitchute.com/video/IVY9ZvZH5sM3

>>24463772
I'm too worldly and lazy to be a monk

What country are you in? Europe opens their arms to every third world savage for less, so I don't see why it'd be an issue for you. In fact you could be their token third worlder at Pride festivals, and propped up as a poster boy for successful intergration:
>see, 99.9% of these savages hate gays and want to kill them and butcher their families but this one is one of us and shares out liberal values! So this is a good reason to let in millions more!

>>24462027 (OP)
Instead of recommending books. I'm recommending books which will tell you the authors that may interest you.

Vulgar Genres by Steven Ruszczycky