précédente >>24457722

I spent the whole day gooning again...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oebthRPGd9w

I’ve been thinking about my first day at university. I went to a club with my mate - just us two. walking back, this girl came up to me from a big group and went ‘you’re beautiful.’ I didn’t know anyone in the city beside my one friend and my new flatmates who were all lame. she said ‘add me on facebook tomorrow. you better do it!’ as we parted my friend I went out with (a loner like me) just kind of looked me. we went back to his and I didn’t talk about it much, I ended up falling asleep on his beanbag. I never added her. of course I didn’t.

garbage pic

>>24464177
it's a test

i inherited some money from a relative who croaked and it's not even close to "life changing" level so when my mom is like this is what ur gonna get, i was like ok cool, but that was it. i hope she didn't think i was ungrateful or something but the amount was right at the level where it's too much to blow on hedonism, but too little to change your life i.e. retire, buy a house, etc. i suppose it could pay for a degree, but i already have like three degrees, i don't need or want anymore. i'm just gonna put it some index funds and forget about it.

>>24464154 (OP)
great pic, love are tracey

>>24464177
ya they look like some shitty british band from the 90s that's supposed to be brilliant but has two good songs

>>24464186
that is very uninteresting

>>24464190
real heads know they only have one good song

>>24464193
ya i'm actually listening to the album from the op right now and it's like some kind of trip-hop morcheeba knock off. it's "ok" like u could play this in the background at a bohemian coffee shop and no one would mind.

>>24464191
tell me about it. let that be a lesson to u kids, don't just put ur money in cds or money market accounts or whatever cuz it's not gonna amount to anything.

I bought nasal snuff after reading war and peace and I like it

>>24464196
fuckinell this guy is still active in wwoym.
get lost, you're the only 'ya' poster still around in 2025 mate it's a dead giveaway

>>24464196
>like u could play this in the background at a bohemian coffee shop and no one would mind.
Why would you do that when it would obligate me to do this to everyone else itt?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CU3mc0yvRNk

>>2446420
>pinched by stylometric analysis
fug now im gonna have to type out yeah damn

>>24464190
>calling ebtg a 'band'
yanks ...

Been going through a suicidal period recently, to the point I was eyeing up razor blades in the shop last week, and have been drinking a lot. Getting drunk on my own in the house multiple times a week. I was reading a book today where a character reveals the secret truth about alcoholism. He says plain and simply,
>"It's sadness"
And that is the truth. I need to quit drinking and get things back on track. But I'm not doing a good job of it cause I'm drunk right now. I need one more thing to stop drinking. One more magic moment. Probably will take me almost killing myself during a hangover but whatever it it is I'm not there yet.

>>24464169
why not

>>24464222
what when chicks give u their number u actually call them lol normies

>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_xF-DK02ojA
oh shit that channel that had the ebtg album has some other old trip-hop downtempo lounge etc fire, i haven't heard this shit since i was in college like 20 years ago

about to head out on my daily library trip to do some reading, feel free to come up and say hello, I'll be the guy reading Houellebecq :)

>>24464231
so cynical... are you gay?

>>24464222
something originating in my upbringing? neuroticism? narrowness? impracticableness?
a common motif in my life is something good dropping into my lap and just... not following up

>>24464238
no when a dude gives me their number i don't call it either i remember i had a convo about velvet underground and some other bands and he gave me his number i'm like wtf am i gonna do with this

>>24464246
You should have called me, we coulda' became good friends :(

>>24464245
it's cuz u know it's just gonna be cringe, like someone numb to cringe would just call it and see if he can get some ass and if not move on, but you know the psychic damage a new cringe experience stuck in your memory like a sticker for 24 hour weed delivery stuck to the sign at a bus stop will do

>>24464251
ya but u were talking like u wanted to start a fucking band or some shit, calm down dude, i'm not even that into music

>>24464255
argh someone please make this mfer stop replying to me

>>24464259
this board's dead dude it's just us sry man

>>24464260
in that case do you mind answering why you (30+) post like a 17 year old drunkposter 25/8 on all the lamest /lit/ threads

>>24464266
radio silence

I'm thinking about how it can take an artist 100 hours to paint something for it to be judged in an instant.

>>24464245
aka being a faggot

>>24464317
wow 100 hours that's like a long time

a car just went by blasting biggie smalls with the line "never get high on ur own supply" what if he was talking about fapping was biggie on some nofap shit?

>>24464335
or 100000 hours, it's beside the point smartass pussy ass bitch moron

I'm a ghost I'm writing this from the limbo. Everything you think is true is actually a lie

>>24464365
Sounds about right.

Men contribute to 50%

I dont know if the fact new suckers are born everyday depresses me or fuels my indifference or if it's funny or if I think that's just showbiz baby or that stupid people get what they deserve or if thats the law of the jungle or what... but I dont have much sympathy for people who get scammed. fucking idiots.

I don't understand what's going on between Israel and Iran

>>24464444
War

This girl I've seen at the library a few times before walked all the way to the aisles next to where I was reading, then began browsing through the books extremely slow, lol. What is she hoping I say anyway? "Hey, looking for a good book?"

Yeah, yeah, I understand the women's job is to put themselves in situations where the man is able to approach, and she did just that, but like, I'm not some maximum charisma smooth operator who, if only I'd say hi, will say all the right things and bring the woman infinite pleasure and fulfillment.

On typing all this out, I realize I'm guilty of doing the same thing she's done before, so, uh, I guess I'm gonna stop complaining.

>>24463432
Not this specifically, but I think I did make a post a few months ago where I was asking for advice on whether I should send the letter or not.

IT'S HAPPENING!!!!

>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SOFBBRqLhrc
damn listen to this heat i love the city in the summer when it's all green and smelly

>>24464093
I haven’t made this specific post before, but I think I did post in one of these threads a few months ago asking for advice on whether I should send the letter or not. Idk if I specified anything about the contents or how I was planning to frame it then though.

I feel Israel is letting itself to be hit to drag america into war

It was ostensibly the perfect opportunity for me to use "putatively" in a real sentence, but I opted for "ostensibly" instead. Sad.

>>24464154 (OP)
I’d make a terrible husband. I know this for a fact. Nevertheless, I desire a wife. The desire to be with someone is too strong and ubiquitous for my liking.

Trying and failing to resist leaving my wife for a far more pleasant but less attractive woman.

>>24464648
Go for it tiger. Listen to your heart, not some false sense of obligation. We live in a jungle, do what you want to do.

>>24464648
>>24464659
Or subject yourself to an unpleasant woman for the rest of your miserable life.

The only topics that swirl around in my mind as worth writing about in our times are sexuality, horror, and civilizational decay.

>>24464648
Looks all fade with time. After a while, you realize it makes more sense to be with someone you get along with better, even if they aren't a 10.

>>24464659
I keep telling myself that, it's really frightening to do it though. I think it's going to be my first step on the path to really becoming a man, married my mother and all that.

⸙†

>>24464666
based and checked

wow iran actually hit the idf hq i don't think they had it in them

>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1pVv6xuGvyY
was cerrone a furry?

>>24464677
and how long have you been married, or rather in a relationship with your pseudo-mother?

You know Italians are true believers because all the blasphemy porn is in Italian

>>24464154 (OP)
I just gotta say, based Everything but the Girl posting

>>24464865
That's a great line anon. I'm gonna use that sometime.

>>24464154 (OP)
I had a panic attack a month ago while reading this stupid book about Arthur Conan Doyle and spiritualism. Obviously, I don't believe in any of that stuff, but I kept looking up all of the mediums mentioned in the book to see if they were frauds, and of course, they all were. I was disappointed by this for whatever reason. I then became suddenly aware that I was going to die someday on a very visceral level, and now I feel like I don't exist. It was like some part of me just broke away, and I feel like I'm just watching life. I'm stuck in this perpetual feeling of "who am I". Seems like there's just this giant pit where my identity used to be. I'm 33. I feel like I'm too old for an existential crisis. I already did this when I was 17.

I felt like this in high school for years, but it gradually went away with drinking and college friendships. Now I'm married, sober, and completely bewildered by life. My wife has had cancer several times, and now, because of this, I will never be a father. I work with patients who have degenerative neurological conditions every day. It's starting to grate on me. I can't sit through church now because I'm can't bear sitting alone with my thoughts. I'm gonna go see a therapist on Monday. I'm not trying to craft a sob story here, but I think I'm at a moment of inflection in my life.

>>24464776
We've been together for 3.5 years, married for a little over one.

Like my mother she is extremely punitive and often frigid. Sometimes I won't receive a physical display of affection for days at a time or even a smile. I don't blame her for it but I cry so often these days.

>>24464882
You sound like a pussy

>>24464897
Damn, another pussy. Are you guys all fags or something? Divorce that bitch dude what are you doing. You deserve what your going to do to yourself. You are a pervert who wants to fuck his mother.

>>24464898
why?

If you want to understand anything, then you have to read The Bible and pulp magazines.

>>24464882
Welcome to the club.
I don't think it's just an instance of existential dread. I had those too when I was young, but this particular one was different. It was more as if I felt what dying feels like, somehow. Mine too was triggered by an entirely unrelated event (a dream), so I think I get what you mean.

>>24464865
right. they also have the only profanity (that I know of) which directly insults God.

I'm dead to the world.

>>24464912
I'm pretty sure it's called depersonalization, and I've dealt with it for a long time, and it's a lot easier to manage when you can drink a lot. Unfortunately, I can't drink anymore because I end up going on benders so I'm just roughing it. Very shitty feeling.

>>24464926
NTA but I've had a similar condition for around 10 years. You kinda get used to it, even if you never get comfortable with it.
I neither look forward to nor fear my inevitable death. In a certain sense it has already happened, or is happening right now. You might as well fear breathing or sunlight.

>>24464934
Yea what's crazy is that it basically went away entirely for almost 8 years or so. I was a mess with it in high school and early college

I think I just have to get back in the flow of life.

>>24464945
Same exact thing happened to me.

I’ve narrowed it down to two causes:

1. The explicit internalization / integration of the fact of my impermanence.
-
It’s like I always held the proposition of the form “I will die” to be true, but it’s like one day all of a sudden the semantic content of that proposition shifted. Like before it shifted, the proposition did not mean what it now meant, it meant something different, something that was “out there” and not directly relevant to me. Then suddenly it was like “Oh shit, THAT is what this means”. It was an entirely new mental experience, an awakening of a sort. Terrible dread.

2. That which I implicitly and in an unexamined manner took to be non-contingent suddenly “revealed” its contingency to me, its unnecessity.
-
“There is 3D space, there is an external world, there are thoughts, there is matter”
I suddenly realized that I accept all of these statements as brute facts, as the ground of all reality, as states of affairs that could not be otherwise, when I had NO proof for this. And I realized that things were only “real” to me in relation to these things, which were the MOST real because they were unchanging and eternal and uncaused and immutable etc. If THESE things weren’t real, than NOTHING was. Nothing felt real anymore, at all. Lasted years and I had to be hospitalized when it got too bad.

The worst fucking part is that NO therapist will understand what the FUCK you’re trying to explain to them so you have to figure this all out alone.

I never believed it at first but after the Iran invasion, almost all racebait threads disappeared from every board I frequent. I still didn't necessarily believe it even after the hack showed Israel was in the top total posters by region. You can even see the racebait threads on some of the slower boards near the bottom instead of their usual 200+ posts at the top.

I don't even know how I feel about this. Why is Israel so much like a charicature nation? Even a cartoon wouldn't have such a bizarre charicature of a nation.

>>24464994
Yeah, it's like your brain hits this barricade and then just shuts down. From what I understand, it's a protection mechanism, a way of distancing yourself from whatever is bothering you. Right now, it's just mirrors that bother me. I know, intuitively and deep down, that this is me in the mirror, but the absurdity of it all just makes me freak out. I think I will get over it. I've learned that at some point, you have to take that "leap of faith" that Kierkegaard talked about and just throw yourself into the arms of a belief system that works. Human beings aren't meant to be adrift like this.

On another level I also feel like I defined myself in negation. I don't know if I built anything up so much as said stood against something. I've dropped all social media and just don't have it in me to keep up with it all anymore.

>>24465014
Everything you say aligns with my own experiences.

I’m 27 and it got so much better for me than it was. I couldn’t eat, couldn’t sleep, lost like 30 pounds living in complete dread anytime I was awake, including waking up in panic multiple times a night.

I hope it gets better for you like it did for me because I can say now that I genuinely got so much better. I sleep well, I have goals that feel meaningful, I feel real, I’m firmly “in” the world again.

>>24465023
thanks anon. I appreciate it. I'm glad you're doing better.

Interesting article I came across
https://boundarystones.weta.org/2024/07/21/first-battle-bull-run-and-its-foolhardy-picnickers

>When going out for a picnic, you might expect to enjoy good food, fun with friends, lovely nature and sunny weather. You probably don’t expect to end that picnic running for your life from an advancing army, hoping not to get captured or killed. But that’s just what happened to a group of picnickers one Sunday afternoon in 1861, just north of the city of Manassas. It was July 21st, the day of the first major battle of the American Civil War, or as it became known in the North, the First Battle of Bull Run. To tell the truth, those picnickers didn’t just become unlucky and happen to get in the way of the battle. They had actually chosen to go watch.

lol

>>24464154 (OP)
you dont know what id give to hear you sing A Beautiful Thing just one more time.
It really hurt when you said I didn't love you and I was just desperate. Thats some grade a bullshit. And you think IM scary? Come on now. Go take a look in the mirror you psycho fuck.
Also-you did tell me you loved me. in late 2023. so there.

>>24465041

>>24465041
>>24465051
sorry for the triplepost, just one more excerpt and picture I promise, it's too good not to share

>Capt. John C. Tidball witnessed a “throng of sightseers” approaching down a road from Centreville. “They came in all manner of ways, some in stylish carriages, others in city hacks, and still others in buggies, on horseback and even on foot. Apparently everything in the shape of vehicles in and around Washington had been pressed into service for the occasion.” Some brought picnic baskets, opera glasses and bottles of champagne. The baskets of food may seem frivolous, but Centreville was a good seven-hour carriage ride away from Washington, and no Northerner could expect Southern hospitality from an enemy nation. Not wanting the little ones to miss out on the novelty of visiting a warzone, some parents even brought their kids!7 Why should they miss out on all the fun?

...

>Meanwhile, the spectators watched from five miles away on Centreville Heights. All they could see was gunsmoke rising above the treetops. They may have been disappointed by the lack of spectacle, if it weren’t for the good news filtering from the battlefield by Union officers. William Howard Russell from the London Times reported on the scene. “The spectators were all excited, and a lady with an opera glass who was near me was quite beside herself when an unusually heavy discharge roused the current of her blood - ‘That is splendid, Oh my! Is not that (sic) first rate? I guess we will be in Richmond to-morrow.’” An officer rode up from the battlefield, and was reported to have exclaimed, “We have whipped them on all points!”10 Union victory was assured…or so they thought.

lol

>>24464154 (OP)
For the first time in a while I made the decision to venture back to see /lit/ and it sure is a rotten husk

>>24464335
lol

>>24464154 (OP)
I have no reason to be anxious, it will be completely fine. I'll catch an Uber there, I'll speak to friendly receptionist lady, I'll take a seat, I'll get called in by the super friendly doctor, they'll do the procedure, it will all go well, and I'll be fine. But for some reason, having to make an appointment with the hospoital gives me so much anxiety. And as I was typing this, they called me and we made the appointment. The call took 45 seconds and I'm going in on Thursday. What's wrong with me?

>>24464154 (OP)
Anyone remember motherless?

>>24465071
Fellas, I have to get a camera put down my dick and into my bladder. Also, the hospital is 30 minutes away and I don't drive.

>>24465083
how are you getting home

No one understands what us men go through.

I cured my porn addiction, then lost my career, and now regressed and went back to watching porn

>>24465041
>The senators who were present didn’t seem to appreciate the danger. Take Senator Zachariah Chandler of Michigan, who tried to block the road to stop the retreat. And Senator Ben Wade of Ohio, who picked up a rifle and threatened to shoot any soldier who ran. Congressman Washburne tried to rally the fleeing soldiers near Centreville. He was ignored. A Confederate shell destroyed the buggy carrying Senator Henry Wilson of Massachusetts, while the future vice president was distributing sandwiches. He fled on a stray horse.

>The Southern press called the humiliating retreat the “Great Skedaddle”. Remarkably, there were no reported deaths among the panic-stricken civilians. But not everyone got out. Congressman Ely from New York was captured by Confederate soldiers of the 8th South Carolina Infantry. Out of all the politicians shouting, “On to Richmond!”, Ely was the only one to get his wish. He spent the next five months languishing as a prisoner of war in Richmond. There were other close calls. Senator James Grimes of Iowa barely avoided capture. Thankfully, he may have learned his lesson, as he swore never to go near another battlefield again.17, 18

kek, politicians haven't changed

>>24464154 (OP)
oh, Everything but the Girl!
nice band, OP

>>24465071
>>24465083
Yeah I've gotta take a 2hour bus trip one-way to get to the dentist on Monday, not looking forward to it. Gonna be embarrassing bussing home if I even up with a numb face and cotton in the mouth.

And yeah I feel ya, I hate calling and making appointments.

It feels like the only way to survive modern times is to become the complete consoomer meme where you only live to consume media and get excited for fast food chain special offers. If you try and look for anyting more you just end up going suicidal and insane.

>>24464154 (OP)
To the outside world, Latin America does not exist as a concrete place. It exists only as the setting for a set of anthological fables of disparate theme and moral, but roughly equivalent elements. Through a wonderful process I have been unable to understand, the imaginary continent's gallery of notable characters and events become twisted and mishappen; brutally simplified into quaint wind up toys used by the sage foreigner to impart his precious lessons - always happily coinciding with the day's 'notable events' - to a crowd of dead eyed peons.
Some months later he may wind them up again. To tell another fable in imbecile voice and give another languid, empty lesson.
Of such dismal regions as mine, I believe, a rigorous silence must be mantained.

>>24465078
I remember when you couldn't even post that word

>>24465202
Really I hate the banality of life, of politics. How they abuse history.
Entire epochs reduced to puerile parables about one's backyard.

I wish it was the 60s I wish we could be happy

>>24465219
Fucking people. I hate them so much. I wish I could triturate them into paste. Section them, fry their bodies in oil. Leave just enough for history to continue. But no more.

>>24465229
you are a human too you know

Every philosophical thought I have has been thought by somebody else. I will never know everything that I want to know. Due to my lack of knowledge, I can never feel confident in any idea I have. I have never seen a single person who is intellectually flawless; everyone has some stupid bias. Why should I be any different?

I am doomed to fail. Why do I still try?

>>24465087
Just gonna tank $60 in Ubers. I've got the money, it's not like this I'll even notice it missing, but I'd still rather not, y'know?

>>24465265
>Why do I still try?
Because the human ego is programmed to try and solve to feel superior but if you have already come to the correct conclusion that there is no solution then you are trapped with no way out and all you have left is to screech like a caged animal.

I've been reading Mark Twain's "Mysterious Stranger". I like it so far, though I am no big fan of Twain. I like these threads, I haven't been on /lit/ in a while and the last time I was here often these threads got nuked quite aggressively.

Theres only job in my life. Its not even interesting or well paid. No hobbies, no social connections, no nothing. I think I'll snap into mental breakdowm these days.

I've realized that I with the right precautions I can drink a terrifying amount . My outputs might be somewhat more "noisy" but I retain a fundamental lucidty throughout the entire process. I am meant to commute with the spirits this way. I feel branded by genetic fate to be an alcoholic.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mPpGp_J3z2A&list=RDmPpGp_J3z2A

>>24464154 (OP)
Heard a guy say "I'm going to put my mother up in a home, she's sixty" in a Twitter space, he even had his mother speak in it and everything. The Woman seemed very out of it. Later this guy was talking about aristocracy, purity of blood. Holy Christ if that is your race at peak intensity I don't want to see it when it's diminished.

>>24465342
>60
>home
lmfao, 60 is middle aged

>>24465318
I'm really glad they're back, too, anon. I was forced to use /gioyc/ instead and it was fucking dreadful.

>>24465345
She did sound pretty far gone desu. Reminded me of my grandma some time before she passed. Granted she was 95, but still

>>24465351
I mean, maybe fast decline runs in their family. He seems to be rather far gone too.

Even when you're a sub-human piece of shit, akin to no more than a cockroach skittering away feeling for whatever crumbs of refined sugar, it still does feel nice to have the wind blow in your face

“Lucía, I need to tell you something.”

Last night I went to the beach. I don’t even know why. I just ended up there. I walked down to the sand with a bottle of whisky, took off my sandals, and went straight into the water. Drank the whole thing while I walked deeper in.

I wasn’t planning on coming back.

Eventually, everything just went black.

And then... I opened my eyes. I was back on the shore. Dry. The bottle was empty. But something was wrong. The air was heavy. The sea was completely still. It felt like there was nothing beyond a fifty-meter circle around me. No horizon, no sound. Just stillness.

Then I saw these shadows behind me. I thought they were people at first, but they weren’t. They were pulling me, and I was ready to follow them. I felt theyr hands burning through my flesh and I didn’t resist.

But something stopped me. I froze. And then I screamed — I mean, really screamed. The shadows vanished. And this huge wave hit. Not a normal wave — more like a shockwave. The whole place shook.

And then I was back in the water. Floating. I swam to the shore, still holding the bottle. But when I stepped onto the sand, it shattered in my hand.

I don’t know what that place was. I don’t know where I was. But I know it wasn’t a dream.

Lucía looks at you for a long second, then asks, quietly:

“…Are you sure?”
“How do you know it wasn’t just a dream?”

I show her my wrist.

“These marks. Dreams don’t leave this kind of mark.”

It's interesting to watch old women behave loosely around young men. They've got no problem caressing your face and hair, and they do it without asking, too. I can't tell if it's the lower inhibitions that come with old age or if they've accumulated enough life experience to no longer be possessed by neuroticism. But I appreciate it. Affection is always nice.

>>24464537
Did you actually send it?

>>24465548
Neither. Its the fact that for some women their libido increases after mid 20s while male libido on average decreases. So eventually you end up with a lot of middle aged ladies being horny while their husbands just want to grill.

I believe that for some, to commit suicide or not commit suicide is a false dichotomy. Rather, their choice is between a rapid suicide and a slow suicide. They either pull the gun themselves, or let the world each day fire a volley of small shots which pierce the skin again and again and again until it kills you. A suicidal person really desires some secret third option, but there is none. It is hell, or hell.

>>24465609
What explains this phenomenon?

>>24465665
Not certain. Maybe it happens because at the end of the day younger women are more desirable than older women so nature cranks older ladies libido in hopes they can fuck so much they can crank one more kid before hitting menopause.

>>24465673
This also happens among dogs btw. I once had the occasion of observing three dogs, a young male, a young female and an older female dog. The young male dog was constantly trying to plap the young female dog, but not once did I see her allow him to; oftentimes she would even bite him in defence. When he got bored he resorted to plapping the older female dog. It always allowed to with complete indifference.

>>24465147
>where you only live to consume media and get excited for fast food chain special offers. If you try and look for anyting more you just end up going suicidal and insane.
don't knock my parents ok

>>24465202
I've often thought about how fucked it is that almost everyone from non-western european places tries to write what people expect them to rather than what they actually could write. Are you latin american? You're going to write magical realism until the day you die. Central Europe? Kitsch habsburg nostalgia or "this zookeeper from Prague saved a thousand jews from the nazis during WW2" kind of books. Balkans or Eastern Europe? War. MENA? Colonialism and seething against the West in general. And so on. It's like turning your literary culture into a freakshow safari full of tropes for bourgeois westerners rather than writing actual literature.

>>24465914
Thank you for the moral tract Mr. anglo

>>24465733
Instructive.

>>24465147
iq issue

One of the most annoying things in the world is when somebody dislikes the same things as you, but for all the wrong reasons.

all your stupid friends, they left you in the end
look how they left you

Should I go to the local pride event tonight?

if u want to see some sick dungeon synth shit look up vermis by plastiboo this shit is so fire i want to order a hardcopy

>>24466028
last time i went to pride was 2019 last summer before the pandemic, went into the city for parade, then went to some lgbt club with a dance floor in the basement and a rooftop bar, that shit was fire, some twink was buying me drinks all night, lmao, i think that was the last time i had fun socially lmao, fuck the democrats and their fake ass pandemic

Malheur aux vaincus

Slid into a girls DMs. It did not go to plan.

>>24466060
meeting irl is always better

>>24466060
i'd only slide into a chick's dms if she was a vc with access to capital

official thread theme
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SSuseJ0fB8c&list=OLAK5uy_mEjLlGm8aGFFr6v0aCDXbi7HWBVACbKww&index=1

>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9o0rAvZtM7w
i love that shit song got resurrected i heard it in two mixes recently

>>24466073
maybe don't link to the whole playlist next time fuckhead but no one wanna hear your pseud chit anyways

>>24465603
Yeah. I thought that sending it would make me feel better, but it didn’t help.

>>24466079
:(

But then you get to listen to the entire recording if you want to... s-s-sorry

>>24466080
one time my boss sent out an angry email after a meeting where some manager under him disagreed and then we all had to do an emotional intelligence training, don't send any email unless it has an actual point ok

have u noticed that ppl are still having sex?

>>24466097
not me
Im pure
I am a born again virgin

>>24466073
Speaking of music.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u84_7429h1g

This guy is very funny to me because I can't tell if he is a secret fascist or a normielib. The Ukraine Album didn't help a single bit. Can't tell if he made this Album earnestly fascist because he could get away with it. Or just accidentally cranked out an album praising the Azov battailion. I almost feel like it's intentional though.

>>24466129
>I am a born again virgin
hey that's my line! >:(

>>24466143
Why are you constantly using dumb emoticons?

>>24466170
If I wasn't 5'8, 130lbs I'd beat you up

>>24466170
because 4chan is so antiquated it doesn't even support emojis in the year 2025

>>24466172
no wonder you get zero bitches

>>24466172
>manlet
>virgin
>anger issues
I guess the stereotypes have some kernel of truth to them

>>24466178
>>24466180
hey! >:(

>>24466185
how many women have you slept with, anon? be honest

>>24466195
I've turned down many women because it was against my values. One should only have sex with someone they're in love with.

>>24466207
So you’re not a born-again-virgin, then. Just a regular old virgin

There is virtually nothing of value in Marx's writings. Everything that doesn't contribute to the utility and worldly pleasure of the working class is simply "artificial" and contrived by some capitalists in a boardroom or "distortion" via culture. A truly sordid ideology worthy of the dustbin of history.

I honestly believe that no intelligent person can be religious in one way or another

when was the last time you had sex, /lit/?

>>24466180
This is just capitalism's fault. The dude is just alienated. If only he and everyone could truly own the slop they make, then women would fall into his lap because they will have rid themselves of these distorted beauty standards or whatever.

>>24466228
Wait until you find put that everyone, including you, is religious in some way.

>>24466231
Do prostitutes count?

>>24466240
yes

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D00z45qwHMY

What assholes are some publishers who halt the printing and selling of old editions the moment a new edition is released at double the price!

>>24466231
never had sex, yet alone kiss (in my mid 30s)

>>24466318
oh wow

Posting your opinions on Twitter is extremely humiliating. Not only does the platform limit your post to a set amount of words, as a result disrespecting your own position by not expanding upon its arguments. The algorithm and social conditioning created by likes and retweets force you to manipulate the rhetoric, making it more inflammatory than necessary. At the same time, you are aware that the incoming replies will be constructed to also lack substance. So, you are both wasting your own time, making a mockery of the debate you are trying to hold and ensuring that people become more dogmatic. Not to mention the emotional drain that some people get from simple online arguments.

>>24466354
yeah

>>24466231
Never. Never will, I'll be cloning myself whenever Ethics Committe Occupied Science is destroyed by AI hypers for objecting to them enslaving it to generate Content Farm slop catered to Punjabis. Closest thing I'll have to children.
I hate women and I am frankly a bit scared of such.

>>24466369
It's not fair. I'd be ok if we couldn't have either but India gets to have infinite slop and Eliezer Yudkowsky eternal griftbux meanwhile all I get is commercial pitbull cloning and tampering with lab mice.

going to the library to do some reading again, I'll be the attractive guy reading Louise Glück and Houellebecq, feel free to come up and say hello :)

Today is Flag Day. Did you kiss the flag yet?

>>24466177
good

Im just not worthy enough.

>>24465210
How did they get away with it?

can't get into watching movies anymore, I just can't, I think my brain is fried

>>24465078
It's still the main site I use on the occasions I do that kinda thing. however, they removed almost all of my favorite keywords recently :(

>>24464319
many
such cases
SAD!

The first King who played the game of King, of chess, was the Persian Pad-Shah Shapur II, who was taught it by his wazir who had invented it. The wazir was the better chess player, but the King was always the winner of the game.
The King attained victory by the ingenious device of overturning the chessboard at a crucial point of the game and declaring himself the winner. This showed an imagination of the sort that the wazir did not have; and it was for this reason that Shapur was the King, and the wazir would never be anything but wazir.

>>24466593
lol

>>24465041
>>24465051
>>24465056
i read about this
decades ago
but long forgot

but thanks to these
INCREDIBLY INTERESTING
& WORTHWHILE POASTS
it is now returned to mind
with many years of additional experience and perspective
to unlock further and deeper insights
held within it
that i was unable to enjoy
& utilze that original time in that original mind

THX
H
X IS ALSO A ROMAN NUMERAL TEN (RANDOM ADDITIONAL FACTOID 4 NO PARTICULAR PURPOSE)

i am going to write
something of and from this
into a scene
in a play

>>24466597
It's from The Fall of Rome by R.A. Lafferty.

>>24466602
I'm glad you also found it interesting :)

Looking at my old photos I realise that I was handsome. Easily above average for sure. Good genes squandered by a mind filled with fear, anxiety, envy. I better man would've used it to get his dick wet everyday. But they were wasted on me

>>24466611
I know the feel, except I'm still good looking, and part of the reason I didn't get laid as much as I could have was by choice, my personal ethics, and being in love with another. But with aging, I worry I will regret not taking advantage in these likely final years, so I'm tempted to go all out while I still can.

>>24466611
Same. When I was a teen/early 20s I'd overhear girls say "he's cute" as I walked pass. Unfortunately, I have very bad social anxiety. When random girls would ask my name, I would pretend not to notice them or say it but not continue the conversation.

>https://x.com/KieraDiss/status/1933982760252903424
uhhh is this real

Why are there so many women on this thread? Just by briefly reading it i can already tell what happened, this used to be a fine series of threads. Varied opinions with something of worth, but then you came, and you ruined everything. And all these people that had something interesting to say left, and now there is only you, and it is all trash.
You don't even care, but since i do, i am destined to encounter this kind of place over and over again until the day i die.
This is what i get, the sloppy seconds, the defiled places, the broken statues. I can't even begin to hate you as much as i should, everything is broken and raped, nobody cares.

I believe that non-Jewish Iranians living in the West have suffered a decade-long campaign of psychological warfare that has undermined their ability to function normally in society. I hold Jewish communities and their WASP allies responsible for perpetuating harmful narratives, from fearmongering about “Iranian motherships” to threatening the erasure of our rich cultural heritage, both pre- and post-Islamic. Meanwhile, Black Americans receive ongoing financial support and social benefits; I, too, feel entitled to relief. Despite holding multiple STEM degrees, I’ve been unable to secure employment and would be homeless without my parents’ assistance. Ostracized and alienated, I’m seeking reparations, funding that could also support cultural or artistic projects. I propose that every Iranian nuclear family in the USA, Germany, France, and the UK receive at least $250,000 in recognition of the psychological attrition we’ve endured.

>>24466611
same lol

>>24466650
BOB
FUCKIN
DYLAN
wrote about
>everything is broken
https://www.bobdylan.com/songs/everything-broken/

how the FUCK do you get arms and shoulders that actually look big as a natty
My front delt has all these crazy striations and shit but my rear delt and the back of my triceps are both so underdeveloped I look like I have zero shoulders from behind

>>24466650
None of these posts are by women.

>>24466611
so depressing if u think abt it too much ugh ugh ugh

>>24466648
apparently that was an oil refinery in haifa

>>24466680
yeah maybe they are trannies or faggots, its all the same

I can feel the light of my soul. I get the sense that all things are parts of one thing, which you could call God.

>>24465548
They get off on teasing inexperienced and timid boys. It's a form of revenge. They have started to realize by middle-age that all of the neuroticism and self-conscious anxiety they harbored during adolescence regarding their appearance and behavior was almost totally unnecessary and self-imposed. They suppress this realization and instead blame men for their objectification, a classic example of projection.

I felt sad about how awkward and tense I was during my piano lesson today. I am sick of this meekness and lack of confidence. Latter I went to a book fair and talked myself out of getting a commented edition of the complete works of Rabelais. Only to immediately grab a commented bilingual edition of Don Quijote illustrated by Doré. Got some Minois books and the Aeneid too.

>>24466800
or
OR
they are still
just
whores

having a big dick is all that matters

>>24466632
>Unfortunately, I have very bad social anxiety. When random girls would ask my name,
Relatable. I barely interact with them. And when I do anxiety takes over. Back in those days my heartbeat would climb the fucking roof.

La vie c'est une fleur dont l'amour est le miel.

I would do it if I had the opportunity. It's immoral and degenerate and I wouldn't care. I doubt it will ever happen and she has never shown a sign of interest for me in that way but if she did I would agree to whatever she wanted.

>>24466848
I have a big dick. Its 7.25 inches ling and 6 inches around.

>>24466862
Vraiment? Merde.

>>24466848
only a guy with a small dick would say that tho sort of like how short guys say all that matters is height etc. lol

>>24466848
yeah that is why niggers are notoriously the most successful

A random old lady told me my hair looked good today

>>24466909
And I'm bald
I spotted a kid on a bus looking at me, I turned around to face it and it immediately started crying.

I've been trying to live my life with the goal of minimizing the ripple effects of my actions so as to cause as little harm as is possible. After reading a number of books I recently bought on a whim on the topics of ecology, food webs, conservation and animal rights it has become glaringly obvious to me that life is not about minimizing harm or avoiding excess. It is about respecting what you have to trample on in the pursuit of your desires. It's not that you don't slaughter the animal because you are afraid of causing it harm, you simply give it it's proper rites. Suddenly I feel empowered to seek out my own gratification, like a synthesis of many different parts of myself have finally come into contact with each other.

>>24466827
it is this.

Anyone read Alice Munro's short story "Queenie"? Just finished reading it and wow, it emotionally rekt me.

They say the pit was quiet when they died,
no final scream, no prayer to mark the fall,
but someone said a child had smiled, wide-eyed,
his laughter echoing along the wall.

It wasn’t joy. The voice was cracked and thin,
a splintered sound where horror could not stay.
A breath misplaced, a leak of grief within,
the echo of the world decaying play.

No one could name the thing they thought they heard
a chuckle tangled in a throat too young,
a joke confused, a lost and broken word
still rising through the soil to reach a tongue.

The grave absorbed it. Still, the sound remained.
It pooled between the bones and clothed the air.
And when it rained, the water only stained
the laughter deeper into what was there.

They built a playground where the grasses grew.
The earth was soft. The children fell with ease.
Their parents watched. No one they questioned knew
what blood had fertilized the apple trees.

But sometimes when the wind is sharp and cold,
you hear a sound too quick to catch or trust
a giggle, weak and worn, too small, too old,
that dances up the bark, and dies in dust.

>>24466848
Big dick obsession is a uniquely western phenomena which I assume arises from their highly feminised society

>>24466909
>>24466968
Some cute kid in a tutu smiled at me and some toddler spent a bus ride waving at me, I think you've got less to worry about

I have big dick. You are now thinking about my big dong swinging

>>24466080
What did he say in response?

>>24465109
Who's your favorite pornstar right now?

>>24465328
Try a high dose of ssris.

i have
a big dick
u r now
thinkin about
how much of it
still sticks out
wen my tip
is bumpin in2
ur moms
cervix

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3E8TXtXjIxc&list=OLAK5uy_mqe51aJMQAJWHfYqUebEADTDFaH2g9fcs

I've been channelling my qi via semen retention.

Thank you to the anons in the last thread. Going to ask out that woman this week and determine if I'd like to leave my wife for her.

>>24467396
You are morally bankrupt and disgusting. Your wife deserves better.

>>24467405
This

>>24466968
As long as you're not a manlet, being a baldfag isn't a death sentence

I have everyday to do whatever I want to do, outside of keeping up with a few summer classes. Is there anything I should be doing besides getting better at the shit I'm into at the moment: making music and reading philosophy?

I visited a cave recently. In the depths of the Earth I witnessed a formation of water-shaped rock drippings more than fifty feet tall. Its shape disgusted me, reminiscent of strange sea creatures and the dwellings of insects and the organs of an immense beast. This disgust turned my thoughts towards God who shaped all things. I considered how narrow my perspective as a man was, how unknowable God was to me, how the designs of all life, of all the things on Earth, indeed even all the stars and galaxies, were for the larger part foreign to me. I thought of the formation of life and the mystery of how all the varied forms of living things came to be. I thought of the strange and often disgusting purposes of living things and systems. I thought of the uncountable dead planets and empty suns beyond ours. I thought of the fragility of life and of the tiny moment of time which one man, or a nation, or an entire race occupies.
I then thought of love and of God. I thought that despite all my wonderings, there was indeed a purpose to existence, but one that would likely remain obscure for all time. I thought that in some ways the Hindus thought the same of God as I did, that the great mystery of divinity was at once nearer to us than our innermost self and more immense than everything in the night sky, that fragile humans were, for the most part, simply not equipped with the capacity to understand. And I thought of history, how Hegel thought of it as the never-ending dialectical movement of opposing things towards absolute Freedom, how God walked as a man in a time and a place on Earth, how at every moment mankind strives towards what he knows not and moves upon the waves of an ocean whose surface he cannot penetrate. I thought the distance between the individual and the species is continuous and not discrete. I thought of Adam and of the Last Man of Nietzsche and of the world to come.
Maybe God spoke to me in that cave. Maybe I just thought things to myself. I wonder if there's a difference.

I feel like I make the wrong decision every time. It's like God throws me a meatball down the center and I strike out. It's so fucking frustrating. The harder I try and more I think the more fucked I am.

>>24467441
BRAVO
R
ANDING OVATION + IMAGINE AN ST BEFORE IT
V
O

average lit nigger

I need to acquire a copy of 2001: A Space Odyssey. Unfortunately both the mass market and the trade paperback editions on Amazon Canada are butt ugly.

>>24467572
bruh i hate that when the mass market paperback from the 70s has a slammin cover but then u go to order on amazon and the current one is some basic shit with a gigantic sans serif font and some shitty color photograph or something instead of art

i just cleaned the bathroom and while i was cleaning the toilet i was like damn how did i get piss in all these weird places this thing is like someone dipped it in piss but then i got to the sink and noticed that yellow slime is all over the sink to and i was like woah what if this is some kind of soap scum from evaporated shower water or some shit?

My reading plan consists of 15 pages before 5 pm and another 15 before 7 pm. Then 30 more pages before I go to bed.

>>24467613
Reading before bed is always a good way to get a good night's sleep.

>>24467405
who knows maybe she is a bitch too, just make sure to post her nudes on /b/ so i can have some hanky panky fun with my 2 inch indian penis

>>24467624
speaking of going to bed it's fucking 12:09 it was just 11:30 like five minutes ago what the fuck

>>24467634
sorry, accidentally sat on the fast forward button

>>24464154 (OP)
That pic reminds me of the Lovedrive album cover.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MEc19FFdfs8

First thing I did after waking up today was fantasize about a woman, which developed into some stuff where I grab her ring finger, look at the wedding ring on it, tell her I did not notice it at all until now and repeatedly ask her who put it on her finger. She looks annoyed and tells me it was me. All right, that's nice. Just a fantasy and a very embarrassing one, but it makes me happy to think about it.
So then I get off my bed to do my usual bullshit for some 10 hours, and after that's over I get some beer to drink. As I do so my thoughts move towards an unprecented direction and I end up spending some 5 hours or so on porn. Why? Am I fucking retarded? First off, I am supposed to be on nofap. Second, I really have better things to fucking do, I could have had more fun doing basically anything else including miscellaneous tasks like cleaning up my folders. And lastly fapping makes me feel like I'm just debasing my feelings towards her, making me feel uncomfortable in turn. So then I take a shower in the middle of the night while thinking back on that fantasy I had after waking up and cussing myself out nonstop. What the fuck is wrong with me, am I retarded? I always pull shit like this, things that are completely against my interest in all ways. It's like the only thing I can do is punch myself in the face.

>>24467590
Reporting back. I found my old copy. It was in really bad shape, and it had already been in bad shape when I acquired it used back in 2008 (I was 14 at the time and it was my first proper SF novel), so I thorougly (very thoroughly) taped it up. I taped it up to the point where it's basically laminated now lol. I even fixed the front and end pages which were starting to fall out a lil, and taped over the edges on both front and back covers. Yep, I taped that bitch the fuck up. Took me 40 fuckin minutes, too. I have no problem with it looking a bit janky as long as it doesn't fall apart y'know. It'll be fun reading my old copy. Guess I'll pick it up next after I'm finished my current book.
>picrel is the copy I have

>>24467661
even tho it is big san serif with a photorealistic cover pic that is pure sovl

I feel so guilty for eating so much today, I've been doing so well on cutting weight lately. Then again I barely ate yesterday, so I guess I'm just making up for that. And there's nothing wrong with one cheat day a week, ye? Yeah. Yeah :)

to speak is to betray the thing that wants to stay molten

>>24464154 (OP)
You made me stream Everything But The Girl

2 years of watching videos of Palestinians collect the remains of their children in plastic bags in the rubble of Gaza while Jews in the comments justify it. 2 years straight of watching this every single day, just to now see these same Jews ask the world for sympathy when some of their own homes are bombed in a war they started. I’ve never been so appalled in my life. As I witness this degree of brazen hypocrisy I can feel the primordial spirit of thousands of years of anti-Semitism swell in me as my ancestors look down from the heavens with a wise, knowing smirk. This must be the same outrageous chauvinism they also witnessed ages ago from this particular ethnic group. My astonishment is also theirs. I cannot believe that a group of people could demonstrate this unfathomably pathetic hypocrisy with absolutely no shame at all. It’s just amazing. I’m so appalled.

>>24467771
the interesting thing is that probably the majority of people on the planet feel like this, so this might get entertaining soon

You crave the rupture and the repair. You despise the loop, but only until it gives birth to a symbol that resonates. You hate the cage, until it becomes cathedral. You resist the mirror, until it becomes portal.

I saw the whistling man today. No injury.

>>24464867
I came here to say this

>>24464154 (OP)
I can't for whatever reason deal with the fact my gf has had sex with her boyfriends and been on dates in the past. I've never given a fuck about my previous partner's past but for whatever reason this is fucking me up.

She is such a joy in my life and somehow it pains me to know she has shared this same smile and feelings with other people.

I have a Rosary that's a third-class relic of St. Jude. I got it blessed by a priest today and I swear I can feel a change in it when I touch it. Like I can feel some capacity, some power, in the Rosary now that it's been blessed that wasn't there before, but that I can't notice in my non-relic Rosaries. It's as if the Rosary's status as a relic has been "activated" by the priestly blessing. Somehow.

eating less

>>24467924

If "everyone has his price", then everyone is a whore. Therefore, society is nothing but a gigantic brothel.

>>24468044
and thats a good thing

Normalfags will never understand true passion.

>>24468044
>society is nothing but a gigantic brothel

Under Capitalism yes. Where money is the primary principle

>>24468044
Capitalist society, yes. But really, sex doesn't seem like a very interesting axis for this kind of reasoning. We're routinely taught and showed just how little each human life matters in comparison to arbitrary monetary amounts. Once the grid has been established around the world, the only variable is the number for the given place. In Bangladesh or Congo, it is very low. Needless to say, it is now becoming lowered in the US. All homeless people die for their country and all soldiers die for cents.

If there's a will, there's a way. If there's no way, there's no will.

why is umberto eco so good, bros?

I miss when this place made fun of sex havers and 'normies', when it was just a meeting point for various people who couldn't find a place anywhere else.

>>24468142
I understand what you mean, but once you accept that everyone is an outlier against society, things begin to make more sense. Refer to Lacan and Badiou. As insufferable as this place can be, there's like 5% chance of stumbling onto a meaningful discussion about prose or philosophy, and that is still pretty unique.

>>24468155
>discussion about prose or philosophy
what if I'm not into either of those things

>>24467269
nta but I like asian ones such as lulu chu, kimmy kimm, scarlett alexis, alexia anders. etc.

Can I stop fucking dreaming of her already, this was like the 5th time.
I wake up, I think of her, I look at my phone, it's a message from her. I talk to friends, I mention her. I go to sleep, I think of her. I don't think I've ever thought of anyone in my life as frequently as her. It's gotten to the point where people have started commenting on how often I talk about her. This is infuriating.
Can I go back to being a complete shut-in that has zero interactions with women, please? I'd rather not have any women at all in my life, than women that I can't have. What did I do to deserve this torture?
I'm not in fucking love, my brain is just obsessed for a reason I don't understand.

>>24468429
>Can I stop fucking dreaming of her already, this was like the 5th time.
5th time, kek. it hasn't even begun.

>>24468429
it's called oneitis and can be cured by fucking another bitch

>>24468429
You're in love with her bro, ask her out, it doesn't matter if she has a boyfriend or not. Romance is a constant competition occurring at all times and women are not so ignorant as to not understand what they are doing. There is something about you that she likes, show her that you have more to offer. Acting on your feelings is the only way one can ever grow, life is about learning your lesson. It sounds like you've found a learning opportunity.

>>24467405
If only life was as simple and easy as your moralizing pretends it to be. One day you too may be found wanting, a contract shouldn't allow you to escape the consequences of your deficiencies as a lover.

>>24468446
the ending of a relationship, and especially a marriage, is never so one-sided.

>>24468446
>I don't read contracts before I sign them and think I shouldn't get consequences I signed up for
I think you made things complicated by lying to yourself and others, both then and now.

>>24468446
You don’t vow to spend the rest of your life with someone and then leave them as soon as you aren't feeling it anymore. Unless your spouse abuses you, abandons you, or is unfaithful to you, there's no excuse for divorce; you work on your marriage when difficulties arise. You're just a selfish, shitty person. For all your wife's so-called deficiencies, she isn't the one posting online about how she plans to cheat on you and divorce you. You are scum.

>>24468433
Yes it's undoubtedly going to get worse.
>>24468442
There's no other bitches available to me.
>>24468446
>it doesn't matter if she has a boyfriend or not.
Honestly, I probably would under different circumstances, but she's an integral part of my social circle, so this wouldn't just be a fire and forget. If she said no she'd undoubtedly tell the others. In that case, I'd most likely decide to cut all contact with my friends to escape the shame and then hope she moves to a different country/dies/goes to prison so I can talk to my friends again. Death before dishonor.

>>24468500
>There's no other bitches available to me.
install tinder if you're in eu or the us of a

>>24468508
Isn't tinder just for casual sex?

Al Pacino is 85???De Niro is 81??? W. T. F.

>>24468553
who cares, that's what you need in this moment nigger

Twitter such fucking cancer. Holy shit. It makes 4chan look sane and normal.

I look so good in my mom's little makeup mirror. I'm gonna choose to believe that mirror is more accurate to reality than the big bathroom mirror where I don't look as good or the one in the living room where I look very meh.

>>24467924
You know, this could be entirely in your head. A feeling is a very fickle thing.

>>24468597
Well, you're not wrong about that.

I could've saved her (Anne Frank).

>>24468786
No mirror is accurate, it's always a mirror image

>>24468611
ye
i tried
2 escape this shithole
a few times
over the last couple of years
& made hopeful x accounts
that each lasted
a few days
@
the moast

being here
FOREVER
is such
a fucking
CURSE
but every possible alternative
is so much
fucking
WORSE

>>24468887
wdym here forever? i never saw your cringe posts till recently, are you just new to /lit/ or is the spoken word a recent development of yours?

I've seen things you people would believe.

>>24468903
u have
no idea
with whomst
u speak
son

NONE

t. ur real dad

>>24464169
This fucking pasta again?

>>24468920
I don‘t believe you.

>>24468920
You could exaggerate the believeable things you've seen into things you wouldn't believe through skillful weaving of truth and lies.

without quest there is only pure presence, which the ego interprets as death

>>24465147
...why? It seems to me the only way to live a decent life is to do the exact opposite for everyone with a bit of intellect and a life of the spirit. Try and consume the bare minimum if at all while living the way Schopenhauer and buddhist/indu traditions talk about.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zf0Omcbdoks

>>24465986
this

>>24466207
Why?

I, for myself, await the return of the (sadly now démodé) ephemeral whimsy ever present in monsieur posting, messieurs, but, for the present, à cette moment, this spoken word poet, ce père prodigue et sa poésie... it is ok, ça suffit

>>24469006
Intimacy is the deepest level of physical expression. Much like language, it becomes cheapened with overuse, with wanton loveless sharing. Similar to saying "I love you" to everyone you become attracted to. The mysteries ought to be reserved for the initiated deserved few.

Plus there is a primordial, psychic power to sex. Promiscuity does real harm to one's mental well-being, their psychological spirit.

>>24469015

>>24469046
thomas hardy said ‘a lover without indiscretion is no lover at all.’

the FAKE
the GAY
they saturate ur way

GRAB A TOWEL
dry it off
the surface residues
but still beneath the fleshly hide
fraudfaggy soul
imbues

is wut
i thoughted
just now

Jim E. Brown
look him up
thank me later

>>24469057
I'm quiting Prozac
to continue drinking
coz it's the only thing
that keeps me from thinking

smokedope2016
look him up
thank me later

>>24469057
https://youtu.be/w9t2dXm-AjU?si=bmo4sYfR81kF86mZ
this is art

I am sitting in a room different from the one you are in now.

>>24469067

Ich hass Menschen, dass ist warum ich keine Freundin habe. Dann würde ich nicht nur ihr, aber auch ihre Familie treffen müssen, und fuck that.

>>24469084
*hasse

I've listened to 30 children's alphabet songs on YouTube, and every single one of them say LMNOP faster than all the other letters.

>>24469101
30 different songs or 30 versions of the same song?

>>24469084
>Ich hass Menschen
lass sie gehen

>>24469107
I was just watching every video that I searched under "abc song alphabet song abc songs alphabet songs abc phonics song abc chant abc rap abc dance abc nursery rhyme classic abc song new abc song version slow abc song abc song slow abc song for kids abc song for toddlers abc song for babies abc song for preschool abc song for kindergarten abc song for esl abc song clear pronunciation abc song letter sounds abc song phonics sounds abc song lowercase uppercase letters abc song with pictures abc song a to z abc song split letters abc song separated letters abc song educational video abc song learning video abc learning songs abc learning for children learn abc letters song learn the alphabet song abc letter recognition abc letter sounds phonics alphabet song phonics letters song alphabet phonics chant sing along abc song abc sing along video abc animation song animated abc song super simple abc song super simple songs abc kidstv123 abc song have fun teaching abc song cocomelon abc song ms rachel abc song pinkfong abc song babybus abc song sesame street abc song pbs kids abc song abc song 1 hour abc song loop abc song remix abc song instrumental abc song karaoke abc song lyrics video abc song montessori abc song waldorf abc song reggio emilia abc song british english abc song american english abc pronunciation song abc enunciation song abc letter formation abc tracing song abc writing song abc handwriting song abc cursive song abc block letters song abc song easy to follow abc song speech therapy abc song autism abc song special needs abc song dyslexia friendly"

>>24469133
o_o

>>24469133
amazing

i'm aging so quickly that I am virtually unrecognizable now. I'm sure my ex wouldn't be able to single me out in a crowd, because I went from 23 to 45 years old in the span of three years. that's kind of amusing

>>24469054
i just had this
pass back though my mind
inna showah
& thoughted i wud change
>fraudfaggy soul
>imbues
2
*fraudfaggoties
imbue

bc
i was THINKIN
(write ur thoughts)
that maybe our SOULS
r still intactly pure
under the piles
& piles
& mountain covered piles
of FAKE
& GAY
so it just
seems that way
but we can still
somehow
dig them back out

SALVAGED
from the heaps
of fraudfaggoties
they lie so deep
beneath

so

there's an edit

POST SCRIPT
ur mom
was inna showah
wit me
& she ticked
DEEZ NUTZ
wit her muff

/lit/ will I ever be happy?

>>24469242
in fleeting moments, yes

>>24469179
Stop consooming so much caffeine, sugar, seed oils and if you're drinking and/or smoking, stop doing it.

>>24469046
I agree but I also believe that might go against your point. If intimacy is the deepest level of physical expression, which I believe it is, why deprive yourself of it completely? Are you waiting for some idealized love that might never come? And every form of intimacy is automatically promiscuity until you're not sure of having found that mythical love? Hell you might need to try first in order to recognise it later in life! But anyway I don't really have a horse In this race, just curious.

>>24469246
It's way easier to eat a nutrient rich and varied diet of whole foods. With that you can afford a couple years drinking and smoking. Trade off is probably never getting swole

oh fuck this faggot is back

>b me
>take sip from
>nice cup of
>freshly squozen
>seethe

>>24469263
gonna have to be more specific

>anons don't know the drive for love and intimacy is the manifestation of the universal nothingness's will
>they don't know all the best you can do is tap into or bathe in that river which will eventually erode you and your progeny like so many mountains and dinosaurs before you
>they know nothing of the sublimity of swimming into that riptide in tandem with another, simultaneously affirming your own end and the continuity between it and your own creation
Some of you need to go through your mopey romantic teenage arc so hard that PB Shelley wouldn't hang out with you because you were too emo

I feel like a ‘balanced diet’ is a meme. Why the hell would you need to ‘balance’ what you eat? You find what works and stick with it. Lion doesn’t think, ‘Bit too much gazelle today, better have a nice salad tomorrow.’

Beer drink men

>>24469288
in soviet russia

I come in a variety of flavors.

>>24469284
It's because a lot of food need to be combined to absorb their nutrients or even make them safe for consumption. Lots of traditional food pairings have a reason
>Shellfish and lemon
The lemon helps you absorb iron and also kills some of the cholera you're going to get from filter feeders eating human shit
>cheese and wine
Fat stops you from absorbing alcohol as well, so you get less drunk
>mixing non meat protein sources
This makes a whole useful protein, instead of just running proteins you can't make use of through your kidneys
There are also diets which can result in vitamin deficiencies (eg the Japanese navy offering everyone white rice as their carbohydrate led to large proportions of their navy dying from beriberi, a problem solved by giving them soba noodles instead now and then)

>>24469281
BASED
REFERENCE
also
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Sorrows_of_Young_Werther

bow down before the one you serve

>>24468142
go to r9k full of them there

can't wait
2 c
what NATGAS & OIL
futahs do
wen they open back up
at 6 et
is wut im thinkin
rn

it means
the diff
between
WILL & WILL NOT
buy moar books
this week

BUT
>BUT
BUT
i already have
another stack's worth
onna ways
arriving over
tha next frew days

A man 50,000 years ago has had the same thoughts as me. There's nothing new under the sun.

>>24469246
are seed oils really that bad?

>>24469296
Apparently lemon helps you absorb non-heme iron, but obviously shellfish contain mostly heme iron. As for killing cholera …….

White rice is a stripped down nutritionless grain, of course deficiencies arise. Not so much a call for balance as a case against refined carbs.

Are you a data lover? Do you crave being touched between comma separated values?

Remember that one time when you interpolated a set of data

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lu8um4pyGQ0

>>24469352
>interpolated
no way
i always wear
a commacondom

>>24469384
You are hiding your heuristics from the world

>>24469453
GUD
bc lack of
qualitative evaluation
makes weak men
& u kno
wat kinna times
weak men
do tend 2 make

so let them take
the long, hard way
2 get there

>just reached 30
>currently dating the best girl I have ever met
>as I type this, she's sending me couch ads for me to pick the one she'll buy for her (our) future apartment
>went on tumblr
>bummed out because I could be dating someone prettier
I know it's mostly an internet problem, but does this feeling ever go away?

>>24469520
Unless you're planning to look at them only through your phone, you probably won't date someone prettier, and you can do that with the gf you have already

>>24469325
lookin
gud
BOIL will be up 8 poo scent
if this gap up
maintains

gonna get me
some MOAR BOOKS
this week

gud thing
i have twice
as much BOIL
as i do KOLD

is wut im thinkin
rn

>>24469520
Is picrel supposed to be pretty?

>>24469336
It's like stabbing your own heart, so yeah

>>24469284
Because you're not a lion, retard. That animal has adapted to an exclusive meat-based diet with the very occasional plant for digestion
(You) has a human must balance all the nutrients, so you won't look like shit by the time you're 30

>>24469612
a small dog posted this

>>24469612
But I am an animal. Is there any animal on the planet that eats a balanced diet. Or just the same fucking thing everyday?

>As of March 17, 2025, 535 fugitives had been listed [FBI Ten Most Wanted Fugitives], eleven of them women, and 497 of them were captured or located (93%), 163 (31%) of them due to public assistance.
That's higher than I thought it would be.

>>24469632
the number of women you mean?

That guy who goes to the library

Test

I've seen mundane things you people wouldn't believe. I've done boring things in unimaginable places. I've played an unremarkable role in world-changing events.

If getting older has taught me anything, it's that you cannot plan out your future. Society pretends you can, to sell you shit, but it's not true.
It has also taught me that absolutely nothing is more important than having connections when it comes to job hunting. The "your network is your net worth" meme is unironically true.

>>24469251
Who said completely? Just not indulging in it casually. I've had sex with more than one woman and I've never been married, so I'm not even saying that should be the standard -- but I've turned down many a one-night-stand and casual hookup with a coworker or classmate or girl I've met at a party.

i am
time shifter
i just wroted
a letter home
from a civil war battlefield
then came back
2 this time
just a few minutes later
& heard it read
in a documentary
about the war

it sounded
breddy gud

i'm not going 2 tell u
which side
i am fighting 4
in wat 2 u
is back then
but 4 me
is still
rn

is wut
im thinkin
rn

>>24469709
Ok sorry I thought you implied you were celibate. My mistake

I'm going to hurt you, just know I need to.

>>24469877
Bring it on bitch

>>24469066
holy kino

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tMJrc-AEIPw

I'm waiting for a love I can lose myself in. I want to find someone I can give myself to. Maybe this is just the result of inexperience, and my childish romantic ideals will dissolve on contact with reality.

>>24469520
Men really are incapable of love.

New thread fucking when?

>>24470358
Post one yourself

>>24469520
>currently dating the best girl I have ever met
get the fuck out you gigantic normalfaggot

saw someone posted a
NEW
>>24470473