>Dunno if you'll ever read this. I tried contacting you everywhere but ig I didn't get through.
>Anyways, can I take you out for coffee or something? I'll just pick u up, we go to some nearby cafe, have a cordial chat for like 30 minutes, and then I drive u back. I'm not trying to "win you back" or "try again". Call me selfish but I want to see you one last time before you go to uni. We never said our proper goodbyes (we did break up over text because of you moving out).
>You can just say no. I understand if it's hard. Just don't leave me hanging. My sem break's coming to an end ya know?
For context, it's been 3 months since the break. I feel like such a clown. I have grown as a person since then (fashion, haircut, gym, hobbies) and most days I am filled with a zest for life, but when night comes all I think of is her.

>>24468241 (OP)
You already know it's a bad idea. You only posted this out a vague home someone might tell you that you aren't being a desperate retarded simp.

>>24468241 (OP)
No. She doesn’t owe you shit. Move on.

>cordial chat
>I understand it‘s hard
>haircut = personal growth
>zest for life
oh anon anon anon

>>24468241 (OP)
Shut the fuck up, you unbearably self-absorbed loser.

>>24468241 (OP)
Anon, I think you should hit the gym and pick up a hobby.
>reads text
oh wait, you've done those. well, if you still haven't grown a conscience and a level of self-respect, you're completely fucked. might as well send the text and keep fooling yourself for the next few years before the realization hits that you've wasted your youth being an emotional whore, at which point you can take the easy way out and hang yourself.

>>24468241 (OP)
Unironically read Schopenhauer before you decude. I've been in the same predicament in the last couple days and I'm much older than you, so I wanna stress that I'm not ridiculing or judging you. We are only human and it's in our nature the desire to engage with life this way, and "love" or desire is maybe the biggest force that moves us. Schopenhauer has helped me immensly and prevented me to fuck up things even more, I wish I had read him sooner. You can start with Wisdom of Life or whatever is called in english. It's simple and comprehensible but very powerful.

>>24468293
I also wanna stress that I know that right now you feel the deep need to reach out out of hope for some catartic outcome. That outcome is neither possible nor desireable. You will dig yourself deeper in your internal prison. Don't do it anon. Break free. Learn to suffer for as long as it might need to take, which I know it's counter-intuitive: most our life we spend running from pain. But, with some perspective, you'll recognize the reward will be tenfold.

>>24468241 (OP)
Fuck off faggot this isn't the drama board

>>24468241 (OP)
Fucking retard. Get with a chick that is hotter than her and send her a picture of her and your new girl. That's the only thing that will get a response out of her. The message also needs to be "I'm so glad you ended things with me. If you hadn't I never would've met <new girl>."

>>24468254
kek

>>24468241 (OP)
Fuck wrong board sorry guys