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>>24483445 (OP)
I think I'm destined to be a monk. I'd prefer having a family but I guess it doesn't matter what I prefer.

Is the Byzantine Empire neglected?

>>24483456
Yes. Blame Gibbon.

fent gun.

Who here wants to beta read my full-length novel?

>>24483445 (OP)
Can you imagine having a beautiful wife and having a picnic at this location in front of the temple, and you bask in the scenery hearing birds chirp and the cool breeze in the distance as your Roman ancestors did, and after a delightful afternoon you take pictures of your barefoot wife on the grass with the temple in the back

>dad molests me for years as a kid/teenager
>already ugly/awkward/shy prior to that
>do my best to fly under the radar because most of my peers and teachers hate me
>still get called a creep/rapist/stalker
>want to tell people the'rre wrong and I would never inflict that on someone because I know whats it's like, but can't because they would just use it as ammo against me
>can't tell any teacher because they are apathetic towards me or outright revile me
I have no nostalgia for my time in school. At least now I can get drunk and watch movies whenever I want without any of those retards hassling me.

I wish I could get tested for autism but I don't have thousands of dollars to spend on testing

It really does feel like there's a "break the seal" type vibe around real violence in the West. I'm talking about factions with armed men fighting each other, civil war, ethnic cleansing, regions of countries trying to break away and become independent. There's a kind of stasis--a kind of spell. No one wants to be the first to take the plunge into serious chaos, serious trouble, serious violence. Everyone's waiting for someone ELSE to be the first to do it.

But I think when the seal finally, inevitably gets broken, the world will get very dangerous very quickly. It'll start a cascade.

>>24483569
countries in the west are too rich, that kind of shit only happens in countries that can't afford a decent state.

>war everywhere, conflict, hatred, pain, death, Nietzscheanism on the rise
Faith in humanity restore

I hate my fans.

>>24483782
why?

I've kinda given up on life. Just living one day at a time. My daily prayer is to die in my sleep, but I don't really believe in God so it's moreso wishful thinking. I don't want to experience dying, I just want to lose consciousness and never remember again. I hope their is no afterlife; I hope it's truly lights out.

>>24483785
They put pressure on me.

>>24483801
I wish I had fans. Nobody likes me.

While normies are out socializing and having fun, I'm here on 4chan obsessively refreshing the page for (you)'s. Such is my predicament.

>>24483811
Nta but I don't understand that. Nobody likes me either but fans are kind of crazy. It's like wanting to have a stalker

Could we as a society just live off breast milk and develop an entire religion based on breast worship? Like isn't breastmilk just an infinite supply of free nutrition?

>>24483552
It cost thousands of dollars? How tf are poor autists supposed to get a diagnosis?

>>24483825
Breast feeding acts like natural birth control because they're putting out so many nutrients they need to shut down some organs even if they're eating big
So, yeah, briefly, if antinatalist?

>>24483834
Imagine. We could end starvation. Anytime you were hungry you could juust ask if you could suck on a girl's tits. And if a girl's milk supply gets low she could just suck on another girl's tits and so on. It would be hot and nutritious.

>>24483837
That's not enough nutrition for the breast feeders to not die from malnutrition

>>24483837
What Freudian neurosis is this?

If only I could take all of you at once
I would take you forever and ever

I'm starting to censor myself on 4chan. Everything I've done on the internet will one day be linked to me, available to anyone, and be easily accessible. My friends and family will know exactly what I masturbate to. Every shitpost will be read.

>>24483842
Oral stage polymorphous perversity

>>24483853
It's a really "mom found the cum jar" sort of situation innit

>>24483870
I suppose....

I'm not gonna go too into it but I seriously fucked up last night and it's only thanks to the grace of God and my best friend that nothing catastrophic happened. Forgive me Lord.

I've embarrassed myself in front of a girl. I'm the cringiest man in the world. My life is the equivalent of a retard falling down the stairs.

>>24483902
>My life is the equivalent of a retard falling down the stairs
Hahahah I'm gonna start saying that.

MORE HUMAN THAN HUMAN
I do enjoy the intersection of music and literature, whereupon this is an example to the attentive
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d85hvAKXy_o&list=RDd85hvAKXy_o&start_radio=1

>>24483929
This is a sick band by the way...They were part of the twisted metal soundtrack...one of the playstation 1 OG games...sick band...you deserve death if you can't appreciate White Zombie.
(Song borrows heavily from Philip K Dick's Do Android's Dream of Electric Sheep? which was the inspiration for Blade Runner.)
I merely want to educate zoomers about dey culcha

>>24483895
I've fucked up more times than ou can count

>>24483895
I've fucked up more times than you can count.

Any tips on being a better socializer around drunk people?
I DD a lot since I don't drink at all but I often feel like a wet blanket compared to those who do.

>>24483967
>DD
Drunk drive, or designated driver? lol

>>24483902
What did you do?

The white race never recovered from the decline of rock music. That was our thing. We exerted so much cultural influence around the world from it, it’s ridiculous. It gave us pride. Hip hop is such a shitty, vapid replacement. How did our culture go from Pink Floyd to Playboy Carti?

Hallowe'en used to be the cool, contrarian holiday. Now it's Reddit as fuck! Still hate Christmas though. My favourite holiday now is my birthday.

>>24483464
He was an outlier in the Enlightenment tradition but went head first in the total opposite direction on purpose, instead of affirming whig history he denied it but for the same reasons as the other enlightenment figures, which was to depose the Christian faith.

>>24483993
I still like Halloween and Christmas regardless. Juneteenth is still my least favorite holiday because it's the same month as my birthday and I hate niggers.

I am so fucking bored holy shit

>>24483978
Designated driver.

I have to agree with this worldview. I think Ice Cube represents a sympathetic character here: a lost and manipulsable figure nevertheless stands his ground and speaks his truth.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aHvVn5IRSlk

>>24483978
Big tits

CUZ IF YOUR TRY TO RUN UP AND TRY TO PLAY MINE I'D RATHER HAVE A \ AK THAN A FUCKING CANINE

Have self control, control yourself

Female werewolves are called werewoman. "Mike" as an abbreviation for microphone is older than "mic."

>>24483989
Because it exhausted itself as a genre. You can at least take solace in the fact that hip hop is currently going trough the same process. Doesn't matter, younger generations will one day discard both rock and hip hop for things that are alive and more exciting while oldfags cry about the good old days or whatever

>>24484001
Ya know what, might be a little late but happy solstice my friend. Fuck winter! Eternal Summer starts now.

It hurts to be ugly.

>>24483929
>>24483936
I loved Twisted Metal as a kid and loved White Zombie, still do but their early stuff was noise rock, a big influence on my first band Voodoo Ninjas along with The Jesus Lizard, Flipper, Big Black et al in the early 2000s. I rarely make music now aside from the occasional noise/ambient release. Now I just write articles and essays on intellectual history and social theory.

Listening to Cabaret Voltaire and laying in my bed right now, though. Gonna probably listen to a Robert Bellah audiobook soon. Going to a show tomorrow to see Malignancy and a few other death/black metal bands.

>>24483989
It only declined because attention spans are getting shorter. You have to have a longer attention span to listen to Piper At The Gates Of Dawn than an album by Cardi B. Kids are also getting dumber too.

>>24484044
Same to you!

The ground is beneath me. I prefer the sky.

We seriously talking music itt? What are your thoughts on Hole's album Pretty On the Inside? It's pretty heavy for a grunge album. Kinda puts Nirvana's entire career into a weird light. Kurt was heavy in an abrasive way but this has more just straight up heavy parts. We're talking deathy sounding at moments. And the mix is dense as hell too. And it's a lot less poppy than their later material.
>>24484062
Staring at the clear, blue sky while high on shrooms is something I recommend everyone do at least once in their lives.

>>24484074
>hole
idk, I tried to get into it but it‘s too abrasive for me
I preferred some songs from the pretty reckless

>>24484062
*pulls you down to the ground again*

>>24484074
>What are your thoughts on Hole's album Pretty On the Inside?
hole is shit

>>24484078
The fuck.

>>24484083
??
it‘s BPDcore
https://youtu.be/_5aeuEtJ1r0?si=nBmW3lF0znfeDYvk

>>24484091
I like the Pretty Reckless too but they're not really the same...

Sexes sex obsessed success regresses us suppresses depressed unsuccessful sexless sexless under duress underdressed undressed

The government has my foreskin somewhere.

We're all going to make "it."

>>24484107
Love? Whoopie?

I desire to goon but when I look at porn I feel destitute/

>>24484099
*shrugs*

>>24484115
you can masturbate without porn

>>24484126
no, it's shit

>>24484140
not really, I masturbated to lyrics I wrote yesterday and it was great

Unpleasant truths are swallowed with a will,
For he who'd make his fellow, fellow, fellow creatures wise
Should always gild the philosophic pill!

Us Kentucky boys are half horse and half alligator.

>>24483445 (OP)
Fuck I hate.

>>24484160
Mix those together and you get all pussy.

On one hand I hate modernity and late stage capitalism, on the other Amazon is a lil too convenient esp. regarding books. My local Indigo is NOT going be carrying a copy of A History of the Christian Church, nor am I likely going to be able to track it down anywhere near me seeing as it's out of print, nevermind for $35 which is how much I got my copy for from Amazon. The thing about used books on Amazon is that very often rare and expensive books will sometimes get posted at an aberrantly low price (referring to A History of the Christian Church again, most copies go for between $100-$200 CAD, even up to $300). Sometimes a cheap copy of that expensive book you're looking for will be posted for sale. That's what the wish list function is for. I have a long "Books" wishlist that I regularly check to see if any of my coveted books have seen a big drop (which happens is what I'm saying). Sometimes the same thing happens with new books too, but typically it's a third party seller phenomenon. All these books are pulled from around the world at the lowest price possible. That's why Amazon will always beat brick & mortar retail & used bookstores: the unprecedented access to the market. The fact that the US is (inexplicably) waging trade wars against every single country just makes it even more sweet seeing as, for example, a book I got a deal on which I ordered from Europe to Canada via a third party seller on Amazon, those savings aren't available to the average seppo right now.

>>24484265
or you could just download it for free like a normal person

Instead of going to the birthday party of the girl I have a crush on, I'm going bowling.

Crazy to think Canada and Europe are going to be the world's future economic powerhouses.
>>24484267
I didn't want to read a PDF and there aren't any Epub copies on the internet I could find.
>>24484269
Gay.

The rope is calling me more and more. It's so so so much easier to die than keep trying.

I was born in Frimaire, 210 :)

>>24484269
based boi

I don't really want to see any of my friends ever again.

Bros, what is means 'ovulating'?

I am going to stop fapping from today and continue nofap for a week. It is eating away at my sex life. I will go to a girl spa and fuck a pussy.

Bedtime reading.

Just saw my cousin, who I used to be best friends with and ruined everything with and am now presumably hated by, got engaged on FB. Happy for him, but now I gotta worry if he's gonna invite me to the wedding, and that's gonna be a 50/50 thing since he'll for sure invite my parents and brother, and either way it's gonna be awkward. Still, I'd like to be there.

Just discovered I love reading non-fiction on my phone in bed. I'm gonna get so much reading done and become so smart now :)

It's crazy how some people only lurk and never post. Do they have nothing to say?

>>24484503
sup

>>24484503
I like to gatekeep myself.

>>24484503
*reads your post*

>>24484356
you should hire a hooker, I did so a few days ago and it was amazing

>>24484503
>Do they have nothing to say?
Does anyone?

>>24484522
How'd you go about that? What'd it cost? And how did it go down? If you don't mind.

>go on goodreads
>goodreads recommends me jewish books
>go on youtube
>I'm bombarded by jewish youtubers or non-jewish youtubers talking about jew-related things, like politics
>go on 4chan
>jews everywhere
>open my fridge
>full of products from jewish-owned companies sold at jewish-owned stores
The fatigue is real. Why did I have to be born into this era and this society?

>>24484564
That's what dominance looks like. J's are the most powerful race in the world.

>>24484503
how do u be reading the traffic logs to kno that tho?

>>24484074
i have a vague memory of them having some good radio songs in the 90s but like i couldn't justify wasting $15 1996 dollars on a cd of them tho

the spit muffins went harder anyways

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MBbqNnD3Hyw
L7 went harder

vel-ting-shung

>>24484627
huh?

>>24484712
me saying my pronunciation of Weltanschauung to myself randomly at home

Anybody else notice that hoplite helmets were shaped dick heads? Like I'm not the only one right?

>>24483451
Correct and same. But if you are as stubborn as I am you won't.

let's get schizo

Ok so I know lurkers, sometimes, after a time, can evolve into posters, but have any of you experienced the opposite and self-demoted from poster to lurker? What led you to return among the lurkers whence you came?

>You are nothing. Talentless. You shouldn't have been born.
This really speaks to me on a personal level.

>>24484766
most of the threads are stupid and half of them are repeats. also the posters are just way dumber now. i went in /pol/ the other day to see if they had any good social media rip videos of missile strikes from early stage ww3 (they did) but what impressed me was that the posters were less stupid than /lit/. ten years ago that would have been inconceivable. that's how much /lit/ has declined.

>>24484728
nta but thats not how you pronounce that at all

>>24484797
Oh I know, which is what makes it personal and fun and why I'm only saying it to myself in the comforts of my own home :)

>>24483445 (OP)
Is it normal to get semi hard when over-confidently rizzing or hitting on girls, in an actively flirtatious way?
Captcha: SMV

>>24484812
Ah, I see. Thats based.

>>24484627
Dat's RIGHHHH

>>24484547
what can I say....it's the same girl that I call from time to time, she's asian and looks alright, not super pretty but not fat or old either, it costed me about 100$ for one hour (I'm from kazakhstan), it was pretty good, what else there is to say.

I feel so worthless and unfulfilled. I can no longer take any pleasure in philosophical speculation because it all seems vain considering my own irrelevance and inability to do anything important. Today I was reading a history of the first world war, but I threw the book down in disgust because I couldn't handle seeing all these important men making history-defining decisions while what I do never matters. I'm nothing. And all I can think about every day is killing myself.

>>24484869
lmao at terminally narcissistic zoomers

>>24484869
You can always join the army, work hard, get promoted to general.

THE ARE NOT WHO THEY CLAIM TO BE. THE HAVE INFILTRATED MANY ASPECTS OF THE MILITARY ESTABLISHMENT PARTICULARLY THE AREA 51. THE DISASTERS THAT ARE COMING--THE GOVERNMENT KNOWS ABOUT THEM--AND THEY ARE DOING NOTHING.

>>24484907
Alien invasion NOW

If I were to live on my own, my house (or apartment) would only have a mattress on the floor, my desk with my PC on it, my bookshelf, something to store my clothes in, a small fridge, and a washing machine. Fuck do I need a couch or anything else for?

>>24483445 (OP)
let's wait for the rebellion of the police officers, firemen and army.

Do you guys ever feel like picrel? It's art from a Yu-Gi-Oh! card called Overworked.

>>24484921
What you perceive as noble minimalism is actually lowly self-absorbedness.

>>24484928
not rly if anything my job is too easy, most days i just feel like i'm hanging out in an office

>>24484929
Again, I ask, fuck do I need a couch or anything else for? I'm not trying to actively be a minimalist, I just don't know why I'd spend money on furniture I'm not going to use.

>>24484936
wow i live on my own and don't have a couch either aren't we so great us no couch havers

>>24484936
If I had an appartment I'd also have a minimalist style, but totally guest-oriented. There would be a couch, entertainment. I probably wouldn't even get a bed, just sleep on the bare floor redskin style.

>>24484939
I can sleep on the floor too, I actually enjoy it sometimes. And I have no reason for my place to be guest oriented, I don't know anyone but my family, and they can sit on the floor or my bed if they come over.

How do atheist midwits even recover?

>>24484953
Isn't this just an appeal to authority fallacy?

>>24484951
Pathetic.

>>24484958
How is that pathetic?

>>24484957
Nope, because he's not an authority.

>>24484921
>and a washing machine
Like all to yourself? Bougie

>>24484959
That you don't want to be a charitable man who brings guests into his house. Do you realize how much big dick energy that gives?

>>24484965
ya i was like this dude tryna act minimalist but demands an in unit washing machine? lol

>>24484966
Like I said, other than my family, I don't know anyone.

>>24484972
Maybe you would if you had the coolest basement chill arena

>>24484969
The couch & a bed frame would cost less than the machine too

>>24484969
I'm not gonna go all the way to the laundromat just to wash shit, I don't drive.
>>24484973
We don't have basements in Australia.
>>24484974
Why would I get a bed frame? I'll just chuck my matress on the floor.

Good morning, fellow incels!

>>24484976
>not living in a city a laundromat on every block
lol suburban i see

>>24484976
Then why would you turn your appartment into an incel goon pot

>>24483445 (OP)
Beauty is a surprisingly fickle thing. I guess one would need a word to separate true beauty from fickle, contingent, beauty.

>>24484976
>just chuck my matress on the floor.
And if you were going to air the space beneath it and have the humidity regulating and antibacterial and replaceable flooring like it Japan that would probably be fine, but you are probably going to create a mould issue

>>24485002
????? I've been sleeping on a mattress on the floor for years and I have zero issues? Who the fuck told you this would happen?

>>24483445 (OP)
I'm not idle, I'm shadow grinding.

>>24485013
Have you looked underneath it?

>>24485017
Yes. Again, who told you something so stupid?

>>24483445 (OP)
Is it normal to get semi hard when over-confidently rizzing girls? It makes me feel potent, so I get hard, the type of hard when I steer the wheel on the super-highway, it's not even sexual, but it makes me feel awkward and like a perv (wich I am not).

Is jerking off really so bad, do I need to take steps quitting? And note that I have no desire of getting a gf/wife or banging hookers/whores.

>>24485022
7 years being a cleaner told me most people who live like that let it rot into the floor

>>24485047
They must have other issues. Under my bed has always been the cleanest part of my room, since absolutely nothing goes under there.

>>24485059
>I don't sweat or shed skin in my sleep
I have my doubts, anon

I am Russian, and I noticed that our girls do not have enough understanding of social hierarchy and consider Indian Dalits on par with, somewhat lagging behind from 2000s, stereotype of 'Hot Latinos'.

It feels like lack of exposure to primarily western internet makes them unable to 'feel the dating zeitgeist'

>>24485039
You have to or else you will turn out weird

>>24485078
oh, and lack of understanding of history, geography and economics.

They simply seem to be unaware of a concept of a 'shithole', if foreign -> must be American/European/UAE.

>>24485039
it is normal to jerk off, in fact not jerking it is not healthy at all

I'm not a virgin but I'm 34 and I think that I never approached a girl in real life, all of my interactions with women, such as dates or sex have been through dating apps mostly. Today a girl looked at me and kinda wanted me to approach her and had that look in her eyes but due to my conditioning and being used to it I didn't do shit as usual and I just went my own way. I'm kinda programmed to ignore women when I see them irl, I only like to stare at their asses or tits whenever I can do so without being noticed.

>>24485137
>stare at their asses or tits whenever I can do so without being noticed.
what a chad
>t. get noticer and then cringely avert gaze virgin

>>24485077
How thick do you think a mattress is, anon? Do you think my sweat and dead skin are travelling through my mattress and onto the floor below?

>>24485167
I think you don't know how condensation works, that you are not turning your mattress, and that people who believe themselves to be cleaner than average clean themselves and their spaces less frequently than people who aren't so defensive about the possibility of something of theirs being dirty.

>video shot in a muslim country
>something suprising or cool happens
>ALLAHU AKBAAAAR ALLAHU AKBAAAAAARR
Every time.

>>24485188
I just want to be around people like me. Is that too much to ask?

>>24485188
It's their equivalent of americans shouting "WURLSTAH, WURLSTAH, WURLSTAH" whenever two people start to fight.

>>24485181
I'm not cleaner than average, I sometimes don't shower on the days I'm meant to shower and I leave too rubbish on my desk sometimes. And I'm not trying to come across as defensive, I guess what you're saying is just striking me as odd since I've never experienced any of the things you've talked about.

>>24485146
it's ok

I woke up with curls. Not the messy, slept-on kind. Salon curls. Glossy ends. No frizz. Like someone had spent an hour styling me while I drooled on my pillow.

I don’t own a curling iron. I don’t brush my hair. I don’t do anything.

But I am always immaculate.

My back used to be hairy. Like gorilla-hairy. I’d feel it against my shirts, rough and hot. One day last week I woke up and it was smooth. Not shaved with a dull blade either—smooth like waxed, moisturized, buffed.

No memory of doing it. No mess. Just… gone.

Same with my teeth. I haven’t brushed them in two years. Haven’t bought soap, deodorant, toothpaste. Don’t care. Don’t try. But I never stink. No yellow teeth. No greasy hair. No dirt under my nails.

I’m disgusting by habit, but pristine by some… external force.

I started taking photos. Daily logs. Hair color changing subtly, then drastically. Dirty blonde one day, dark chocolate brown the next. Roots? None. Whoever is dyeing me, they’re reapplying. Maintaining. There’s a method. A schedule.

I’d wake up with little braids. Sometimes a pixie cut. Sometimes waves with curled tips. Always elegant. Always camera-ready.

One morning I found eyeliner. Just a trace. Subtle. Like I was being taught to forget what I looked like and accept what they wanted me to be.

So I tried to stop them. Stayed awake with energy drinks, knives taped to my hands, alarms blasting every hour.

Still woke up cleaned, trimmed, styled, and tucked in like a child.

Then the dreams started. Not dreams. more impressions. Warm hands. A voice, low and indecipherable. Fingers brushing my teeth. Holding my chin. Massaging shampoo into my scalp. Like they loved me. Or owned me.

I cut “STOP” into my arm with a box cutter.

Next morning? Skin flawless. No scar. Hair braided. Room spotless.

So I escalated. Smeared filth on the floor. Ripped out a molar. Pissed in my drawers. Screamed into the vents.

Next morning: linen sheets, lavender air, fresh breath, the taste of mint. And a note taped to the mirror in neat cursive:

“We love you more when you’re clean.”

Whoever they are, they aren’t hurting me.

They’re curating me. Grooming me.

A project.

A pet.

A doll.

And I never said yes. But I must’ve smiled at least once. That’s probably all it took.

>>24485214
Pls send personal grooming ghost to my house

When is the last time you went a month without ejaculating?

>>24485227
I need me some of those too.

>>24485237
never, I jerk off 2-3 times a week usually, sometimes 4. The longest I went without jerking was probably 2.5 weeks or smth like that but that was ages ago.

>>24485237
last time i had sex a looong time ago... i had just moved into a new place with roommates and was still self-conscious about jerkin' it so eventually i got so horny i invited a chick home and fucked her, but then i started jacking off on the reg again. that chick still horny texts me sometimes idk why it was so long ago, probs cuz even tho i busted in like five strokes i licked it until it was soaked and sloppy first.

you guys should try taking a few weeks off from ejaculating. It makes your dick feel great. The government wants your to expel your bodily fluids... the source of your power.

>>24485256
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iAHJCPoWCC8

>>24485260
Kek my thoughts exactly, faster typer anon

>>24485256
Truthnuke. The best thing is to not jack off at all, and have no sex (except with your commited loyal wife). It will turn you into a high-functioning psychopath who sometimes goes totally nuts in his male delusions of power and grandeur.

>>24485265
>>24485256
this has nothing to do with government lol
not jerking off at all can be quite unhealthy for you, you are meant to be using you organ not just looking at it while you're in the shower or some shit. I'm not saying that jerking it 24/7 is quite normal though.

What's the point of owning a house if you aren't impregnating with your essence? Why would you choose to own a house that looks like any other? Your house must be the ultimate expression of yourself

>>24485281
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, look at this retard. You're meant to have powerful erections, no reason to jack off. It only gets you rid of the erection.
I bet you don't use your muscles either and look like a dyel, you pathetic piece of shit.

>>24485286
Status in society. Macho men build their houses themselves anyways, from planning to execution. Make sure to be violent enough when taking what rightfully belongs to you.

>>24485245
>2-3 a week
Look at mr pussy getter

>>24485250
pussy tastes so gross tho

>>24485286
>Wittgensteinhaus.jpg
What's the point of "impregnating your house with your essence" when the result was utterly mogged by the average farm houses everywhere in Austria during his time?

i beat my dick so much i broke it

>>24485341
uhh maybe try fucking chicks with better hygiene?

>>24485344
those houses look windy, smelly, and full of spiders to me

>>24485360
Sure i guess but in terms of looks they brutally mog his house.

>>24483445 (OP)
They don't take pictures like that anymore.

>>24485287
I would fuck you up in real life

>>24485287
>>24485299
cлышь ты мpaзь кoнчeнaя, eбaлo зaвaли пoкa я тeбя нe paзъeбaл oб cтeнy нaхyй пидpилa кoнчeнaя

I've been ignoring the girl I like, declining all her invitations. I haven't been to her house in months. This is because I'm a coward.

>>24485439
that's why before the internet shrinks used to calls incels "loveshy"

>>24485358
pussy always tastes gross

>>24485443
Oh man, I remember I made friends with this guy on the internet on another anonymous site back in 2006 or so, and we'd chat on instant messaging, and when I was explaining my romantic problems, he said I could be loveshy and I replied 'wtf is that'

Not that interesting but haven't seen that word in over a decade and it really brought me back, thanks. I wonder how that friend is doing, we chatted online almost everyday for the next 5 years.

>>24485443
>>24485483
Oh, and he claimed to be a professional psychologist. I of course believed him at the time.

this fucking board should be nuked

>>24485286
what's the point of owning a house if you will die anyway?

How Do I Stop Crying When I M*sturbate
by Alcholic Teen Pop sensation Jim E. Brown
https://youtu.be/aq3PH1Xal2c?si=YCatAT7S2WyOu0pC

>>24485535
nobody forces you to be here

Why can’t I stop missing someone who treated me so terribly

>>24485575
female detected

official thread theme
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Czl0f1eldM8&list=OLAK5uy_l7LO50FVvklhC_o-IvZFz1T6RtwJvxVLU&index=12

Please Lord give me the strength to rebuke temptation! I have fallen so many times!

>>24485471
you will never have sex, have a nice day!

>>24484270
>Crazy to think Canada and Europe are going to be the world's future economic powerhouses.
lol what

Do you believe in UFOs and aliens, /lit/?
https://youtu.be/zZLqFjG4HSo

NatGeo documentary,
>A whistleblower provides explosive testimony, military personnel describe strange sightings, and the U.S. government must consider a new approach.

>>24484966
>Do you realize how much big dick energy that gives?
But it doesn't? Everybody does it, it's normal and not at all amazing. If you want to radiate big dick energy then you'd have to do something like cut up a whole sheep and cook it every time you get a guest.

>>24484869
Your responsibility is not to make "history-defining decisions" it's to approach the center. When you swim through the sea of stars and find a particular body's gravity take hold of you, your only responsibility is to swim through it's center and figure out what originating from that body you needed to learn. The longer you sit around agonizing over not having any decisions to make the fewer decisions you will make, you need to experience the world outside of your head.

>>24485344
Have you thought this has nothing to do with competition? Not only that but those houses confirm my point even further that each house should be an extension of it's owner

>>24485237
Probably about 3 months ago? While I've never kept check I've probably gone a whole year without ejaculating before.

>>24485629
So?

>>24485680
I already do. That's how I know you virgin.

/lit/s user base has gotten the gayest it's ever been lately.

>>24485933
It’s because you’re here.

>>24485946
objectively false. I'm one of the few remaining elite readers.

>>24485958
No, you were the first dumb faggot who brought the wave

>>24485960
newfag projection

>>24485958
can confirm this guy is straight

>>24483532
Whenever you're pouring your next drink, I'll be there on the other side of the world, pouring a cold one with you.

A sexy Latina waitress was flirting and touching me today.

lmao get a load of this:

https://www.nytimes.com/2025/06/21/us/white-supremacist-university-of-florida-paper.html

What does this board think of James Wood, the critic?

>>24483853
I'm writing a poem. It's long by poem standards. I feel like while some of what I've written needs improving and some is unexplainably dogshit, a lot of it is extremely good. But because of the political contents I don't want anyone to actually read it. I'm worried people will think it's shit morally, which is arguably worse than people thinking it's shit literarily. But most of all I fear people will link it to me somehow. So I know how you feel. I'm literally anon but still worry. What's worse is that this cowardice is one of the topics of the poem, so I'm even a metacoward.
Also, I cannot read "I suppose" normally anymore.
>>24483818
And yet, qui bono? Your sacrifice has received its Abellite reward
>>24485575
You crave the pursuer role.
>>24484869
You're a retard. 99% of people are unimportant by definition. Live a life - a good life, a Christian life, or if you insist a hedonistic life; but live your life. It is meant to be lived. The cosmological insignificance, insofar as it is real (its not, we are precious in Christ) is, if anything, more of a reason to take pleasure in your toil and in your leisure. Pragmatically, do what makes you happy, because it makes you happy.
>>24485439
Unfortunately relatable but consider this. It's not too late. She's shown interest. It'd be stupid not to try to pursue at this point.

>>24483445 (OP)
People are oddly eager to see order where there is none and complete chaos where there is order.

>>24486089
>You crave the pursuer role
No. I hate that feeling.

>>24486091
I wonder if this is just a character fault of the at the moment dominant peoples of the world. A cultivated garden will look to them a virgin and barren waste, ripe for plunder. And then they will look upon a rock and excitedly cry someone must have made it.

>>24486073
>white supremacist
I can't read it, but is he really a white supremacist?
I wrote essays in my liberal university 10 years ago arguing against affirmative action, for incest, etc. and got As (and the professor was black). The point is if you can argue your point well. Sounds like the university is doing what it's supposed to.

>>24486096
Maybe my character fault is that I know little and speak much. I need to examine the types more closely. Better. I wish I could draw.

>>24486097
it's the nyt so they're probably being dishonest but they say he chimped out on twitter and revealed his power level after winning the award, not sure if true, not a twitter user

>>24486093
Then logically speaking you crave to be pursued - the affection that they aren't giving you and were giving before.

I felt like it would be wrong to live together if we weren't married so when my girlfriend pressured me to move in with her because she hated her family we got married. She's a nice girl but I've since met a young woman who makes me feel like I can't breathe every time I see her and she feels the same way. Seems I've trapped myself in quite the predicament, pretty sure I should be looking to marry that girl. I thought I knew what love was but I only knew what it was intellectually.

I beat women on the regular.

My aunt suggested that I go to church to meet a girl. I haven't been to church since my confirmation years ago. Is this sound advice?

>>24486154
There's a lot of young girls at my church.

>>24486161
Have you talked to any of them?

>>24486165
I talk to this cute Filipino girl at my church who is like 5 foot tall.

>>24486177
Nice. Did you just strike up a conversation with her after mass?

I don't want a girlfriend. I'm happy with just me.

>>24486085
Great. Whenever I come across a review of his for a book I'm reading or interested in or have read before, I almost always give it a read.

>>24486127
Damn. Hope you figure it out and end up with the best life.

>>24486184
She approaches me after mass.

>>24486122
I know. But what am I supposed to do about it?

I was just reading A Midsummer Nights Dream set in ancient Athens. Because its midsummer.
Perfect picture

Why do you believe in?

I'm starting to think you never really liked me, you just thought I was really hot or cute. Let's go our separate ways then. Have a nice life.

>>24486249
Why are you starting to think that?

Fucked up my life hard while locked up in my house for a year or two. Came out for a few days to handle some procedures. Almost got fucked over by heatstrokes twice. I'll try to unfuck my shit but I don't know how well it'll go, or how long I can keep up my motivation.

>>24486211
In general, just get over it. There is a simple formula for this: attraction = stupidity / time.
The more stupid shit you do, like dwelling on your ex or even pursuing him again, the more you reignite your own affection. So do stuff to take your mind of him because if they really were that bad to you, still being attracted to them is STUPID. PANTSU ON HEAD RARTED. Trust that you had rational reasons to rejecting him that axiomatically, pragmatically and praxeologically outweighed the benefits. And don't dwell on it any more than that. The debate's over, the science is settled. The main teaching of cognitive-behavioral theory is that you need to be able to attack the errant thoughts veracity head-on to break the spiral.
Now the more time passes, the more your remaining stupidity gets filtered out - this is the normal long term memoric process of the brain at work. It might never reach zero because you cannot change the past, but with an everexpanding denominator the fraction trends to being infinitely small.
Put yourself out there romantically in ways and settings that do not in any way shape or form have a modicum of a chance of relating to them; failing that, pursue your own nonromantic and unrelated interests to distract yourself. Either way, trust the process.
Note that this advice only works if you are honest in your self-assessment that you do not crave the pursuer role; if you lied, you cannot and will not wait out the timer.
>>24486249
Regret to inform you that attraction is inherently in part superficial because attraction is biological, with all that entails; and physical beauty matters particularly for men. The genuine physical desire does not necessarily negate the genuine emotional connection; they go in tandem like faith and works.

>Trump says U.S. has attacked Iranian nuclear sites

Welp, here we go. See ya'll anons on the other side.

I feel like people who say that a war is going to happen also secretly desire it even if the context is negative. Like a weird fetish.

>>24486290
It's just a desire to be taken away from boring normality.

>>24486276
I feel like I can’t do this.

Going from feudalism to liberalism was just an exchange of leadership from the aristocracy of the blood to the aristocracy of gold. Nothing else of importance changed.

wth i go for a run for a half hour without my phone and ww3 pops off

It never happens.

I'm a parmenidean, nothing ever happens

>>24486346
This is your brain on generalizations and broad stroke analogies.

>>24486346
well chuds tell me aristocracies are based so what's the problem?

She's sitting there waiting for the game to start, but she's dying to find a cock to fuck.

Where are the straight guys?

>>24486396
We're over women--it's all about gnosis now.

dude my neighborhood is eerily silents it's usually like constant noise on the weekend

>feel calm for most of the day
>eat lunch
>30 minutes pass
>massive rush of hormones hits me
>voice in my head screaming AAAAA IM HORNY AS FUCK MAN I NEED TO BOUNCE ON DICK I NEED TO GET PRONE BONED WHILE HUGGING A PILLOW AAAAAAAAAAAAAA HRRRNNHGHGFNGNFHGNG
>30 minutes later
>libido drops to zero again
Explain this shit.

>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lVIf3NXf-_g

song for our time

>>24486433
Someone spiked your lunch with a love potion.

>>24486436
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5x3_MLPnRFU

It’s just fucked up that you hurt me so much and don’t even feel bad about it. I doubt you even think about it, but I think about it all the time.

>>24486407
Illuminated hand—you’re just a prophecy short of being an oracle.

ngl ww3 didn't really live up to the hype i guess it's kind of like when netflix makes a sequel to a classic 30 years later

Lumbinī was not the name I'd dreamt you'd had.
Nor did I 'er foresee I'd uncork my heart and silently pour out it's libations in your moniker's honor.

On another note watching Sumire Mizukawa - Wife Fucked by Father-in-Law is the only instructional video you’d ever need on effective lovemaking.

https://youtu.be/hrDVpIJYhgg

I'm beginning to understand what Jung meant when he said that he has no need to believe in God. I can see his hand terraforming the landscape of our lives to shrink the distance between me and you. The first time I saw you I felt an unbelievable gravity and a believable deja-vu.

>>24486488
Bro it's just getting started.

The keyboard smash is generally an absurd expression of rage. In transmitting no words it transmits the information that no words can adequately convey the feelings of the keyboard smasher, analogous to a scream or shout. It becomes a symbol despite it's purpose being anti-symbol in nature. With a scream or expression of similar meaning, it attempts to "shut down" or "override" the symbols that make up the entire realm of existence with an individual anger, but it fails to do so in becoming a symbol in itself.

Nothing can escape the entire condition of human existence, that is, the contemplation of everything that exists within the context of everything else. It is not possible to perceive an object in itself but merely to perceive a symbol who's meaning is wholly interior to the individual. There is no objective, consensus baseline reality as, by nature, one cannot "see into" another's consciousness as, to view it, you must still be in your own.

A kind of enlightenment or liberation does not occur by breaking or transcending these symbols but by accepting that their existence is the totality and living with full awareness one is effectively in a puppet show controlled and controlling everything else, playing their role to the fullest. Any attempt to "break out" of the role dictated to the individual by symbols is merely their role, not true liberation.

This is an off the dome rant, when I started off writing about keyboard smashing I didn't really intend it to become this, and it's probably all complete bullshit to you anyway because I'm VERY bad at expressing what I'm thinking.

>>24486497
not reading ur ai slop dude

>>24486497
its*, whose*

And yeah I have zero idea what you're saying here, sorry.

>>24486501
>ai slop
>very clearly not ai whatsoever

ive unfortunately used AI far too much and this is very clearly not AI generated it's too disjointed and schizo

AI could write the same message the guy who made this did but it would word it cleaner whereas he forgets that's hes not ended a sentence when he starts a new schizorant section

>>24483552
Suppose the answer is “yes”.
What would you do differently?

I made it to the Future...

Will my drug addiction and recorded felonies keep me from being drafted? Sorry regular anons. I'll keep your gfs and daughters safe and warm.

>>24486547
I think about this often lately. It's even more functionally dystopian than I imagined.

>>24486488
Reality is no one has the will power to wage a war of that dimension now

>>24486562
Thank god for estrogen in the water. Keeps me looking young and the girls looking good for longer too :)

>>24486567
>Keeps me looking young and the girls looking good for longer too :)
it does the exact opposite and results in premature puberty and PCOS, making them blow up like balloons and have acne and mustaches. you also don't look "younger", you look like you didn't finish puberty due to hormonal disruption and your testicles are atrophied

>>24486602
$50 we go on discord video chat rn you say I'm ~5 years younger than I actually am. However, side effects are I can't grow any chest or facial hair.

get get get lit lit lit

Homo here who has never had the desire to penetrate any one male or female.

Why do straight males like piv so much and always want to dominate? Even in sports, what’s wrong with second place? I like you guys a lot, and I just want to understand you.

If you feel doomerish about society do you enjoy reading dark, sad and violent books or do you enjoy reading somewhat happy, hopeful or escapist books more?

Oh boy! Here I go making bad decisions again!

you took my coffee and substituted toxic poison defaulting a metabolic malnourishment.

all my attributes which were high quality qua decompression, safety, including bodily autonomy are now inverse and reversed at a bracket dependency based on hearsay domain stock. you took my point deformed it to your property mole, and called not being able to wake up with dependency a broad range of activity cup. where this connotes not equal to my response prior. i'm also suffering dontal and organic harm or disease.
you hyperbolated outcome.

and now you have shown little to no authentic prior wisdom while still staking this claim, only connoting that you smash smite political dissent in a guise of atrocity, medical murder, connoting no imparted receipt of my transaction as if you stoke responsible claim. it is rather that you nuke-a-cup while pooping my argument, and call it cancer. it is not your argument, vehicle. you're only right that you're a fascist dictator control. you owe me a global homo, there isn't a means to a method where I lie. you intend to deceive. you promote unamerican sageable offense, which does not follow the law demoting with shit liable claim of posterity onto american political, constitutional with bill wise protection from prejudice, 'against prejudice, antiprejudice' free and fair while you stomp the rights of others with incendiary hara and call it nuke-a-fair government with fecal libel as if you own the land, the property which I call my home. you-hoo dictator quality. and it ruins the qualities you perceive.

i have no mouth because of your stake a cup

Ahab just didn't try hard enough.

>>24486616
1) it's natural. The penis is meant to go in the vagina during sex.
2) the vast majority of straight men and women like it to one degree or another
3) I suspect that for guys a lot of the enjoyment in sex comes from making the girl feel good using your penis. It's a confidence-boosting thing.
4) I find it hard to believe you've never felt the desire to do this ever. Even the most submissive turboqueer gay bottom has thought about it once or twice.

Women were so hot in the sixties.

>>24483445 (OP)
While painting and sculpture are almost entirely dead as far as it goes to living artists who aim for spectacular effects, at the same time that "installations", most of them pretty lame, have become fashionable, I can't say I dislike the latter at least as an idea: This came to mind as I went from outdoors to indoors and back about 25 times from about 9Am to just after 11, appreciating not only the contrast between the conditions outside and indoors (Lower 90s at 80%, compared to lower 70s at 40%) but also how weirdly enjoyable the difference in liighti9ng and fragrance is.

>>24486666
Nice Quads

If only you could have been there, then you could be happy.

I wish I at least knew why you did it.

>>24486674
She was hot

>>24486677
What the fuck are you talking about??

>>24486678
I'm a man, I got tempted, she was hot, I did it, I'm sorry

>>24486681
You did what?

>>24486682
it

>>24486685
Okay but what is “it”? Be specific.

Eyeliner all around the eye is hot

>>24486687
I hurt you, I'm sorry

>>24486688
>mfw

>>24486689
What did you do that was hurtful?

>>24486691
I've gotta go, sorry

>>24486693
You’re obviously trolling. Fuck you.

My ex girlfriend broke up with me because she said I made pervert sounds like Beavis and Butt-Head laugh

>>24486696
I was joking, yes. I apologize.

>>24486702
Fuck off. You aren’t funny.

>>24486246
God but He doesnt believe me.

Are you really that sadistic?

Thoughts of anxiety and desires to kill myself are returning. Is my medicine no longer working? Should I up the dose? It has side effects, and won't my tolerance just adjust to that new dose and everything will repeat? Hopefully it's only temporary. I don't wanna die... yet.

>>24485286
Read/watch George Carlin’s “A Place for Your Stuff”
Also I’m still figuring out what my essence is

>>24486737
Talk to your shrink

I love summer storms, just wish K was here with me

>>24486783
It’s storming here too, and I’m also missing someone.

>>24483445 (OP)
Just popped into this thread to say fuck niggers
Much adieu my newfag frens

>>24486811
epic

Life was better in the 8th century.

NEW >>24486861

Obama failed to bring hope and change, trump failed to make america great again. Its over. politics will just be boring neocons and neoliberals. Nothing will ever change.

Now if china fails to overcome america i will have seen the light of fukuyama san

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TN42nLpQvM8

From a secular point of view, witch burning was cruel but overall a net positive for European civilization

>>24486932
>Obama failed to bring hope and change, trump failed to make america great again
What did you expect? A political revolution with every administration? The very mechanism of currently existing Western democratic states makes such things difficult. Even in more presidentialist states like US, power is stratified into bureaucratic self-preserving mechanisms.

The medicine that I've started taking makes it, so I can't produce cum anymore. I can only shoot blanks unless I stop taking the medicine.

>>24487658
? kinda sounds awesome. no need for other birth control

>>24483552
>be me
>get recommendation from my doctor for a psychiatrist that specializes in adult Autism/adhd
>1,000 euro for initial assessments
>250 euro for every consultation after
>slaps me on maximum dose of SSRI's and Ritalin
>"dw anon this combo works 100% of the time for everybody"
>constantly wretching and anxious because of ritalin
>SSRI's do nothing for anxiety, make me more apathetic
>can't get a word in during consultations, psych spends majority of time bragging
>not even sure if half the stories he tells are true
>over course of 2 years, his behavior becomes more insane and erratic
>one day send email to renew my prescription
>no reply

Turns out he got his medical license revoked and probably got into/was trying to avoid legal disputes over his poor practice. By the end of this experience I was a broken mess of a human. 0/10 would not get diagnosed with the 'tism again