I have slowly.. and very painfully (because irreligion is hard on the enlightened soul) come to the conclusion that religion leads nowhere. Theravada Buddhism being an exception. So what now? And what should I read? Please nothing from after the 19th century.

Buddhism is for gay retards who think sitting around, being idle, and staring at their belly buttons is enlightenment. I don't think a retard like you could even read a Dr Seuss book.

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retard

Go all in on Theravada.