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>>24512508 (OP)
not even at bump limit. some people are so keen to post their lame OP img

wwoym is still alive? I thought tranny janny declared personal war on this specific thread

>>24512517
100%
Bunch of nigger faggots

>>24512534
it got resurrected about a month or so ago I think

>>24512556
what happened? did this faggot finally did a flip?

>>24512570
4chan big hack probably played some role

I don't have any friends to play with the co-op games I bought.

>>24512597
>gaymes
i shiggy diggy

Waiting patiently for death.

Happy Canada Day

>>24512658
?

I took a creative writing course in my final year of college. A cute girl who sat across from me hand wrote a full page review of my short story. She said she loved my characters/dialogue and thought I was the best writer in the class. I was so fried by years of humiliation and abuse that I never said thanks for what she did.

i have so many fucking ideas rn but i don't know how to make good shit, all i want is to get bad bitches as an author

is it possible to write good non-chronological fiction?
>inb4 this is how you lose time war

>>24512597
what games?

>>24512749
>i have so many fucking ideas rn but i don't know how to make good shit,
That's 99% of people ever
That's why language is the product of the understanding of 1% of people, disembodied and dust beaten autists. Take it with a grain of salt if you don't trust yourself to write anything

>met new woman today
>she's cute and our conversation flows well
>start getting all kinds of romantic daydreams
Fuck, fuck, fuck. Being an emotionally starved autismo means flirting with delusion at any positive interaction.

>>24512818
Barotrauma, Civilization IV, Dominions 3, Baldur's Gate 3, Divinity: Original Sin 1 & 2, Total War: WARHAMMER, Earth Defense Force, Tabletop Simulator, Age of Mythology, Command and Conquer

>>24512841
>at any positive interaction
This except not interacting with people

>>24512884
Oh, yes, I did experience a lot of the "getting real time brain damage from being a shut-in rotting and doomscrolling in my bedroom" flavour of delusion these last two years before putting myself in places where the possibilty of meeting cute women even exists.
I'm crawling out of neetdom at 28 and the only things I have to my name are a useless degree, a fuckton of trauma, my cats and some degree of artistic skill. Some smarts too, I suppose, alongside a room in mother's basement. I am afraid as hell.

You would not believe how short George Lucas is.

Life is nothing but meaningless set of symbols

I renamed myself Alien.

last Friday i discovered that my downstairs freezer broke at some point, allowing a few dozen pounds of frozen goods (including a full turkey and ham) to go rotten. we'd been noticing a smell for a few weeks beforehand, but thought it was some sort of dead rodent or vermin. we (my dad and I) had also been busy with our respective jobs (his out of state, mine a retarded wage cuck job), so we didn't have time to really look. because who wants to look for the source of a rotten smell in your free time when your bones are tired.
anyways. so i had to clean out however much rotten meat from the freezer around 10p.m. that Friday, alone, because my dad's out of state. threw it all away, cleaned the freezer a few days later. but so the meat had to sit in our trash can outside from Friday to yesterday, which was garbage day. Allowing the whole thing to become infested with flies and shit.
Today, a torrential downpour washed those flies away, but it left the bin full of larva. squiggling, dancing, useless larva.
i poured what remained of our bleach on them (i used most of it to clean the freezer). then I went back inside for dish soap, to try and ensure their doom.
when i came back out, there was a little birdy on the lip of the trash can, snacking on the larva. and it was then that i was hit with like empathy for the larva. or maybe it wasn't empathy, it was more like i realized nature would take its course regardless of my intervention. seeing the bird eating the larva, it may be faggy to say i felt a connection to nature, which wouldn't even necessarily be true. it was more like a reminder that the gears of the world turn and crank even when i'm not looking.
anyways. the bird flew away and i dumped dish soap on the larva. they were all mostly at the bottom of the bin, in a big puddle of collected rain water. i pushed the bin over into the far part of my yard and dumped it.

>>24512908
You'll do fine anon. Eventually you're going to realise the rest of humanity is also retarded and trying your best makes retards happy

from the highs to the lows
i will wallow in the mud
as above so below
i shall overcome

>>24510202
Dior is trying to steal my style. Fuck off my culture is not your custom

Do you think the jobs you have in your 20s really matter for your future potential? This has been nagging at me lately.

>>24513043
if you were to ask someone in their 50s that now, im sure they'd laugh in your face.
but in the current state of the world, i have no fucking idea.
what's important is building skills, learning how to manage money and time, and getting to know yourself and your strengths/weaknesses.

>>24512955
Thanks.

How does reddit manage to be extremely exclusive while pretending to be inclusive and helpful?

>>24513191
Hypocrisy and double speak

>>24512940
The symbols represent the amount of nigger I have to endure everyday.

They took /f/ from us.

>>24513055
But would they laugh in my face because it’s wrong, or because they’ve learned to accept it even to love their fate and so too the exclusion of the contrary?

>>24513222
The former.
Sorry, I wasn’t very clear with that.
Most old people I’ve talked to laugh at the idea that your 20s have a serious impact on the rest of your life. Obviously it varies person to person, if you become addicted to meth and sell your kidney at 25, the rest of your life won’t be fun.
But if you’re just trying your best in your 20s, according to elders I’ve talked to, you have a good chance of doing fine. Good, even.

I learn something new every month.

>>24513233
A 80yo priest who treated me with an absurd degree of genuine compassion and with whom I had one of the most meaningful conversations of my life despite not knowing him before was 200% convinced that as long as I kept moving, learning and doing stuff I would be fine.

I look at this picture multiple times a week since I first saw it and laugh every time. The raised eyebrow and pointing at the yoyo and e = mc^2 on the chalkboard is literally the funniest shit I have ever seen. But I also feel a sincere urge to rise to the challenge that Einstein’s eyebrow gives to you.

>>24513258
I now understand what raised eyebrows mean in humans.

I hate niggers in my country

>>24512508 (OP)
recommend me a good short story. i need to read short stories so i can learn how to properly write one.

>>24513282
Borges fictions

Wouldn't it be the mother of all ironies if the Left completed its long march through the institutions just in time for the Right to come along and blow all those institutions up?

>>24513313
The left has not succeeded in penetrating a single institution.

>>24512508 (OP)
Sold two books last month. Working on my new book that is much better.

I have these absurd dreams of travelling europe as a semi famous author. I should stop thinking that. It's dangerous.

>>24513313
the funnier thing was they spent 60 years taking over media and academia only for the right to start an image board and youtube channel and meme the left to death.

but seriously, curtis yarvin came up with the plan to defund us aid and the bureaucracy and academia, just basically fuck over the lefts power control centers, i think he called it r.a.g.e. or Retire All Government Employees

>>24512508 (OP)
My parents didn't spend enough time with me as a child. I was and still am a somber lonely person. I have the entire world in deep contempt.

>>24513320
Of course, later on when it was epic time investment hour I wasn't too happy to see nagging hag and old faggot suddenly decide I had to do X. Luckily they are separated so it was easy to play them against eachother.

>Girl who cuts my hair is the same age as me
>Last time I saw her, our conversation turned to talking about how my parents met
>I had to explain to her that both of my parents came from entirely different countries and that neither of them had particularly good English so that there was a communication gap initially
>She asked me how my parents even managed to make a relationship work if neither of them could communicate effectively
>I paused to think
>She then said, "Oh wait, I know. It's because your dad is really hot, isn't he?"
>Forgot what I said but the subject changed soon afterwards
>After she was done, she thanked me for the entertaining chat
I kinda want to ask her out now, but I'm really anxious and if she declines then it'd be really awkward.

>>24513328
How terrible it is to feel that your parents are siblings are only ever availiable when it would fuck you up, never when you actually need them.

my manifesto:
live a quiet, private life
interact with the government as infrequently as possible
make one good piece of art before you die

>>24513344
does it still count even if you made a way too long un-edited piece of shit full of holes and mistakes that will never see the light of day?

>>24513342
I really don't know how to reconcile the two seemingly key factors of my childhood: I was a very loved, pampered child, no one spent much time with me.
Oddly enough my closest relationship may very well be my father. Despite not being very close. Guess he was the one guy spending a lot of time with me consistently. Even if it that time was often boring, painful, or otherwise hurtful.

>>24513346
thats just step one to making a really good piece of art.

now you just need to keep doing it (fortunately the guy's other 2 rules are quite minimal so you'll have lots of time for this third one)

I'm hearing strange noises coming from my sister's room. Should I check it out? It sounds like she's clearing her throat constantly, but I don't want to know I can hear her if it's something sexual. Usually, I ignore the sounds and play music, but this sounds different.

>>24513357
You should knock just to check if she's ok.

>>24513357
Check it the fuck out idiot

>>24513357
Yeah

>>24513358
>>24513359
>>24513360
I decided not to check.

>>24513367
Thank you, different guy. I'm sure you are snorting to yourself at your masterful rage bait right now.

>>24512508 (OP)
Every girl I've ever caught feelings for name's have started with K

>>24513358
She said her throat tickles at night, and the cough drops aren't working.

Some people have a preternatural sense of self.

>>24513358
By the way, her bedroom is on the second floor above mine and there's a vent that's open on her floor/my ceiling that makes it so we can basically hear everything in each other's room.

>>24513389
I don't have a sense of self.

I don't know anything about that.

I got a job at the robotics factory.

Scary things:
Leading people is scary. For some reason, people tend to listen to me more than I believe is reasonable, and to take my words and opinions as more weighty than others'. I fear making poor or uninformed decisions as I know others will follow.
My relationship with my family is scary. As I've grown older I've begun to wonder if the idea of my relationships with my family members might have been completely different from the way those family members viewed me. In particular, I think my relationships with my father and my youngest sister are very poor, even though I thought the opposite not too long ago. I was a total shithead growing up and now that I look back I find that it would be totally reasonable for them to not really want me in their lives. And that hurts, because I love them and want them in my life, but you can't take back the past.
My physical, corporeal existence is scary, in a way. I am not so much in control of myself as I am riding the currents of many urges and desires, not all of which are known to me. I fear the consequences of my unbridled desires when pitted against other people and avoid intimacy as a result. I fear that I'll drown in my own instincts and desires and lose my very soul as a result.
The future is scary. On a personal level, I think the current trend in my life, in which I just throw myself into work to forget about having no one to come home to and no real social life, will continue, and I fear the consequences once I'm not so young anymore. I hope I figure something out and break out of my shell soon but I have no idea how short of praying for a radical, miraculous personality change.
On a macro level, I fear the effects of the clash between complex systems of thought on the world. I think we're far, far overdue for a confrontation between the descendants of the Young Hegelians and the modern liberal world order, one that will move continents and upend countries. I think this confrontation will take the form of economic-social-political-military-ideological-philosophical conflict, an all-encompassing struggle between the foremost champions of each system, and I believe the consequences will be very unpleasant for everyone. This is, of course, against the backdrop of globally aging populations, shrinking young workforces, stagnant wages, technology upending labor and jobs, the erosion of human dignity and freedom, and the adoption of enormously complex systems which might supplant real human beings.

>>24513405
me, cracking my knuckles, thinking of an opening line to the driest, most humourless, rib-achingly mawkish post of all time: *ahem* … “Scary things:”

I like magic tech.

>>24513357
My sister masturbates so loud, it gets annoying once the novelty wears off.
I know that’s not what yours is doing. Just wanted to vent.

Had a lot of fun today and thank God no drama. Happy birthday, Canada.

Saved someones live. Pulled them out of the water when they were drowning. Its a strange feeling knowing someone wouldn't be there if it weren't for you. I don't feel like some hero or anything, I just happened to be there at the right time.

>>24513472
I can hear when she has sex/masturbates.
>once the novelty wears off.
I don't know what you mean. It was never compelling to me to hear it. I always try to drown it out with music or videos. There's 0 sexual attraction I have to her. I've had dreams about her, but that was just dreams.

>>24512675
:(

People where I live are shooting off fireworks too early. It's not July 4 yet.

>>24513584
Oh I’m sorry I thought this was America

>>24513592
It's like going trick or treating on October 28. July 4 is for fireworks. That's the whole point of the holiday.

It's a nice clear night. I saw the Star of David in the sky.

Some people know that they are weak, and they don’t try to be important. But later God will give them everything in the world, and they will be really happy.

Warning to the kids. Stay the fuck away from porn. Don't be an absolute retard like me.

I've generally been a very anxious insecure person in my relationships, like weirdly insecure/inadequate about my partners' pasts, exes, sexual history, sexual deviancy/behavior, their clothing, possibility of cheating, etc etc etc, despite all of them being completely normal girls with completely normal wants and histories. Logically, I understood there was nothing to be worried about, but emotionally, I've lost so much peace and sleep worried and insecure and anxious. I've tried journaling and using ChatGPT to navigate my feelings and going to therapy and sometimes speaking with my partners about my insecurities and all that but I've still felt anxious and uncertain.

At the very same time, all the porn I consume is hotwife, cuckold, swinger, cheating (male and female), hot past, captions about partners talking about their exes, humilation, white penis humiliation, BBC porn, partners wanting bigger dicks, cucked by friends, partner cheating on vacation, partner cheating on nights out, etc etc etc, and I've never made the fucking connection that this sort of porn consumption is what fuels those insecure thoughts and feelings I have in relationships.

I think it started over a decade ago in college when an ex girlfriend once mentioned that she had sex with black dude and it hurt when they had sex. I tried to play it cool but I felt so inadequate and insecure about it and I happened to stumble upon BBC cuck porn and somehow watching that soothed some part of my young insecure mind and perhaps made me feel like I had some control in these feelings of insecurity. Unfortunately, I think that slowly developed over the years into an unconscious habit loop where I'd feel insecure (for whatever reason) and then jack it to hotwife porn to feel some reclamation of control and/or some sort of release of anxiety and then feel okay for a few hours and then feel insecure again over the exact same thing since my mind was in that exact same environment of thought and feeling.

Having realized this last week, I created a new porn reddit account but this time I only followed subreddits about nice, normal, passionate porn between couples that love each other. No cuck shit, no extreme feelings, no emotional shit, no dynamic with infidelity or humiliation or inadequacy or anything. I got off purely on the feeling of love and connection and passion for my girlfriend. And guess what, I feeling fucking great. Those feelings of insecurity have really mellowed and I'd say they'd completely go away when I give up this cuck porn habit. Plus I feel much more connected to my partner now and feel extra lovey dovey to her all the time.

I can't believe it took me over nearly a fucking decade to understand how this fucked porn habit of mine was ruining my peace and perspective in relationships. Just use your imagination to imagine your partner. Godspeed.

>>24513648
Again?

>>24513648
I feel like whatever drove this persons cuck fantasies is driving him to post & repost this oversharing, long-winded public confession. Like this is giving him the same fix.

New tactic to try and cure my anxiety: I think about the actually awful things I've done in life I don't feel bad about, that I don't endlessly remember and cringe over, and then tell myself if those don't affect me, then the time I, say, accidentally misspoke at the coffee shop that one time shouldn't bug me so much.

>>24513653
>>24513659
Yeah, I'll be real with you. I wanted to share it again and see if anyone else had thoughts or a similar experience. For some validation I guess because I can't share this with anyone I know irl and it's kinda a big personal breakthrough

>>24513689
There's just not much for us to say about it. Sorry that happened to you? Thanks for the warning? And at most, damn, I've been there? Don't get me wrong, I'm always happy when anons express themselves on here, that's the point after all. And I'm glad you've achieved some self-understanding and, God-willing, it will lead to some improvement.

>tell mom to stop buying snacks so I can lose weight
>she comes home from a one-night trip to the beach with 5 bags of chips
seriously?

>>24513689
The whole style and tone scream “compulsive, stuck, desperate for release.”

>>24513695
>There's just not much for us to say about it.
I know anon, I wasn't expecting something life changing. I said it to say it like how you say something to a friend irl and they go like "damn man I feel you bro, glad you good now", nothing more.

>I'm glad you've achieved some self-understanding
thank you, my friend. You're the anon I had a conversation last week on wwoym about feeling weird about my gfs dressing/tattoo placement, aren't you? How are you, anon?

I should let you know that your advice last week this one
>you already learnt that if you put a fork in the power outlet you're gonna get eletrocuted, so no reason to keep doing it
was what led to reflect on my sources of "electrocution" in my life and led me down to understanding it was the cuck porn I passively consumed that made me feel this insecurity and anxiety with my gf. the anxiety I was grappling with her sexuality/dressing/tattoo has all but completely disappeared, and I can things much clearly now. thank ya mate. you're a great big brother, bless yaou

>>24513730
>You're the anon I had a conversation last week on wwoym about feeling weird about my gfs dressing/tattoo placement, aren't you?
nope

>>24513730
>he anxiety I was grappling with her sexuality/dressing/tattoo has all but completely disappeared, and I can things much clearly now
happy to hear that tho!

>>24513733
>>24513734
kek based
cheers mate

believe women today have too many right and they can just way too easily badmouth someone into prison just because they changed their mind and now want to fuck someone else. I've met too many men who were so in love, but later the love passed away and what was left is divorce that took MAN's half of fortune and forced him to pay exaggerated alimony consequently forcing him to work like a slave while his whore wife would find another faggot to manipulate.
Shit is not worth if everything is against you, if we, males and females, were actually treated right in the face of law, then I'd reconsider.
Also, having children today is a privilege only people with sorted out life can afford. Before, children were just another pair of hands to work and help their parents when they were old. They were good investments. Now they're a burden you volountarily put on yourself
/incelblog

>>24513710
Just don't eat them?

>>24513927
Easier said than done. I love snacking, I love chips. I eat a couple and then I'm hooked until all of them in the house are consumed.

>>24513934
Then just don't eat them?

>>24513987
To add to that, this doesn't sound like a problem with your mum, this sounds like a problem with you and your shitty self-control.

>>24513987
>>24513989
Okay I won't. Well, maybe just one... or two... or a handful... oops, the bag is empty now.

>>24513990
Just don't eat the first one, jesus

I wish people saw more of central and eastern european literature than a handful of third rate jews getting astroturfed to the moon by their fellow jews. The literature of this region deserves far better.

official thread theme
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0eqDzMxQjx0

>>24514007

>>24513994
It's not hard, he's just a stupid, worthless, fat fuck.

>>24514020
christ you’re really giving that guy a hard time over what was such an innocuous post

As a certified AI hater who has refused to touch the stuff in any way whatsoever thus far, I'm thinking about trying it out for utilization as a thesaurus, what do you guys think? Essentially prompts of "give me a list of words which even somewhat mean X/similar to Y," etc. That seems like a useful and ethical purpose, one it would be exceptional at. Why not just use a thesaurus outright? I do, but that only works for direct word swaps; if you're looking for a singular word to use for something you can only describe using more than one word, then thesauruses become insufficient.

>>24514019
That might be one of the silliest passages on the topic of classical music and Beethoven and Mozart I've ever read, anon. Pure classical era apologist.

>>24514031
Plenty of a thesauruses are phrasal

>>24514024
Why should I care? I'll never know who they are.

>>24514031
I like AI, I can get a picture of Scraggy wearing a shirt that says "I love chilli cheese dogs" standing on top of the Empire State Building in, like, two minutes max.

If it were up to me, I would live in a small town, work at a video store, buy a watermelon soda after work, and go sit down by the creek or go home and watch Robocop.

>>24514037
tsktsk another casualty

>>24514039
Satisfying that desire should cost money, anon! An artist deserves to be paid for it.

>>24513994
>>24514020
>>24514037
pls no bully

Plus why did my mom buy so many chips for just one day at the beach, it's insane, nobody can eat that much snacks, was she not planning on eating anything else!? Some of them aren't even open, so what was the point!? I just wanted to illustrate the scenario.

>>24513481
I once called the police on some drunk sleeping in a public park at 2AM. It was -8 degrees Celcius outside, he would've frozen to death if not for me. One phone call is all it took to save a life.

>>24514045
You're bullying your mom when she can't police your mouth, that's your job, she only had that job til you were 18

>>24513481
>Save someone's life
>They final destination themselves into another death you potentially could have stopped
Meh

>>24513481
Great job anon

I once passed out high outta my mind in a random empty field during a snowstorm and would've died if not for an anonymous passerby who called 911

>>24514037
just genuinely not sure what’s got you so mad

>>24514065
Consider for a second the sort of person that would get committedly mad about an anonymous person innocuously mentioning their mother bought snacks home. Those types are best left ignored.

>>24514068
wise

>>24514032
It strikes me that M did all Bach is supposed to have done and besides what he did himself, and all that Beethoven did that was worth doing, better than Beethoven did, and none of the bad, nasty, wrong and unwise things that Beethoven did. Points that the others take five minutes to make, Mozart makes with two notes. It annoys me that this isn't more generally known and that that smallpox-scarred Dutchman gets all the splash.

>>24514044
>An artist deserves to be paid for it.
Says who?

might be a morbid thought but you have to wonder how much fun it was for those american soldiers to torture all those muslims in abu ghraib.

>>24514078
None of that is true, but I respect the Mozart veneration.

>>24514096
Seems like something that would be 'fun' in the moment but would haunt them later on

>>24514096
do people actually find it fun to do something like that

>>24514116
Good point, well made. There’s a certain comfort in repeating received opinions without challenge.

>>24514143
sigh

Anon, Mozart never wrote anything as structurally complex and with as much emotional scope and depth as Bach's Sonatas and Partitas for Solo Violin, Cello Suites, or Goldberg Variations, or Beethoven's late string quartets, late piano sonatas, violin concerto, ninth symphony, or Missa Solemnis. Again, I respect your opinion, but from my end, anyone saying Mozart did everything good Bach and Beethoven did and more can be dismissed immediately without response, especially because Mozart's primary argument for superiority is in his simplicity, the immediacy of his charming melodies.

>>24514138
I think it would be fun in the beginning but get boring after a while.

>>24514153
>sigh
ah god that's really embarrassing

And then the usual litany of Complexity and Emotional Scope(TM). Plenty of artists have forgotten the necessarily spontaneous nature of art, and tried to beat the sophisticated critics of their day by piling an immense number of technical devices on their work, killing what little passion there was. Mozart's writing is flesh and blood, not not academic literalism. Even Horowitz played Mozart like it was opera - not textbook.

And since you brought up the Ninth: that choral theme is possibly the most boring great theme in the canon.

>>24514175
>And since you brought up the Ninth: that choral theme is possibly the most boring great theme in the canon.
Dear God, so this is the power of the Mozartsister.

>>24514169
but what is the fun in causing such pain and suffering to another living being

>>24514138
It might be if you viewed the victims as terrorist scum, as the inhuman enemy.

>>24514182
The ultimate power gives you a rush. That's why I love being a sadist. The thrill I get from hitting a woman in the bedroom is second to none. The thrill of holding their head under the water in the kitchen sink while I fuck them is enough to give me goosebumps. The fact that their life is in my hands is so good.

>>24514178
sigh

>>24512508 (OP)
I'm lonely.
I have no friends. I never had friends.
Not even my siblings want to talk to me, alone my parent.
I have tried to make friends online, but they usually last only a year.
I guess I suck so much hard..
It's a depressing existence. 4chan fills bare minimum social needs, but I feel like I'm still starving.
I wonder why I endure? Only thing that keeps me going to desire to see how certain tv-shows continue.

>>24514203
>I guess I suck so much hard..
ayo?

>>24514203
>I never had friends.
>I have tried to make friends online, but they usually last only a year.
Sounds like you've had friends, sport.

>>24514214
Some people would argue that online friends are not real.

>>24514218
Those people are retarded.

When in a relationship, how do you know when your anxiety is just you overreacting due to your own issues, or is a helpful indicator of something wrong in your partner?

>>24514225
Well, one person I had been talking to for a year suddenly told me, they no longer wanted to be friends, because they had IRL friends.

>>24513282
From Paris With Love from Ray Bradbury

>>24513282
/r/gonewildstories
Make your pick

>>24514227
Communication is key. Either talk to them about it or share your story here.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WNP4q7Aba9w

>>24514233
So what?

ME AND MY FUCKING GUN

should I watch a movie or listen to music?

>>24514623
Watch a musical. Kill two birds with one stone.

>>24514610
I laughed out loud at that. What the fuck? Lol.

>>24514656
Why two birds? Just kill your own self

>>24514658
Yeah, I could do that.

>>24514610
>should have been

>>24514666
Maybe they shoulda looked cuter Mr devil

I have no masturbated on two weeks. Which I think is the longest I have ever gone without fapping since I figured out what it was. The weird thing is I still look up porn daily and erp I just don't actually fap, I don't know what's going on.

>>24514658
Why kill time when you can kill yourself?

>>24514681
why do you do this to yourself man? did you get tricked into the whole nofap meme lol?

>>24514689
That's the thing I'm not forcing myself, I just don't care for fapping much or cumming, that's why I think something might be wrong....

>>24514233
that's fucking crazy.
are you just really mopey with them as well or something?

The world hasn't changed in 20 years when I was a kid. Everything's the same still.

>>24514729
Hmmmmm. No.

>>24514716
it is most likely temporary, as long as it doesn't last 4 or 5 months you'll be ok I think

Neets are the heir of ancient Greece aristocrats

>>24514717
I don't think I was.
She told me, it wasn't me, but she was just purging all her online friends, because she didn't need them anymore.

>>24514656
you might be onto something

>>24514729
Stuck culture. Movies come out today that could've been made in 2007, they're still making LOTR things, Harry Potter things, we'll have another 20 year of superhero movies. We still use iPhones. The Wedding Singer takes place in 1985 and came out in 1998. Imagine a blockbuster nostalgia movie released now set in 2010...

The end of history

>>24514769
How could it not? The population is getting old.

>0–19 yrs: Decreased from ~44.5% in 1960 to ~31.2% in 2020

>20–49 yrs: Increased from ~46.3% in 1960, peaked around 51% in 1990–2000, then declined to ~39% by 2020

>50+ yrs: Rose from ~9% in 1960 to ~29.7% in 2020 — reflecting an aging population

All these older people just want to sit down and watch some nostalgia slop.
It's only going to get worse. It'll be Jurassic Park and Star Wars for decades to come.

You're over my head, I'm out of my mind
Thinking I was born in the wrong time
One of a kind, living in a world gone plastic

Baby, you're so classic (Yeah, yeah, so classic)
Baby, you're so classic (Yeah, baby you)
Baby, you're so classic

People who are into cars have to be gayer than a dude sucking cock. Seriously, what a stupid fucking interest. Know enough about cars to where you can fix yours if something goes wrong, but that's it.

>>24514837
Everyone is into something gay. Cars, sports, music whatever

>>24514841
What if I'm into dudes?

>>24514837
kinda agree, also I hate people that are into football (i.e. soccer for people from the states)

>>24514851
I've got no reason to hate the people who are into these things, but they sure are gay interests.

I don't know what WW3 will be fought with, but I know WW4 will be fought with drones and droids.

I best friend kissed my penis when I was on the couch laying there in my underwear, and I guess it was poking through the hole.

I've been getting into writing poetry. My dad wrote poetry (it was raw, but not very good, technically speaking; he was a lower educated factory worker. But he always had a very direct touching way with words that was efficacious and would wholeheartedly commit to a rhyme scheme, which was artful) and it just occurred to me to express myself in words in the way he did all those years ago. I'm in the middle of writing a big poem but I keep getting interrupted in finishing it by all these smaller poem ideas that pop into my head.
No one will read them, of course. Fuck you. I don't care for your praise and definitely don't care for your criticism. I do it for the love of the game; I care so little I barely read them myself. But I don't know why, if I truly don't care, I don't just make a substack and sling them into the ether - am I scared of your opinions after all?
>>24514845
anon you just single handedly invented the concept of 'a stupid question'

>>24514881
I don't trust a man who never at least attempted to kiss/suck his own dick

>>24514889
>anon you just single handedly invented the concept of 'a stupid question'
Anon, you just single-handedly proved how stupid you are.

I think Nick Cave is a terrific songwriter and most of his albums are good to great

I made old moldy bread into French toast. It really hides the bad bread flavor.

>>24514919
It's for stale bread, not mouldy, but I guess it's done now

>>24514910
>hurr I was just pretending

>>24512508 (OP)
“WHALES could be here” he thought, “The Spermaceti has been in this ocean before. There could be WHALES anywhere.” He did not feel the wind against his face. “I SPIT MY HATE AT THEE” he thought. Paddy Doyle's Boots resounded from the Pequod, making it pulsate even as the 1/777th share Sail Maker circulated through his powerful thick veins and accelerated his (merited) obsession with whales at all hours. “With a map, you can track whales anywhere you want” he said to himself, out loud.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MTkKJTwNqhY

When I was 10 or 11 I went to my kid neighbours house to play some Harry Potter game in a huge ass bed. His sister (my age or slightly younger) laid next to me pretending to be scared by what was happening in the game or something but I didnt get it.
About a year later they and a pretty friend of theirs went to my room to watch a survivor show with me in my bed. I guess after that I never really had girls over until I was 22. I dont even care about it anymore but sometimes I wonder how life couldve been different if I had a little more bravado.

Why is this board suddenly so fast? Oldest thread is 7 hours old.

>>24515353
It's July. The most indoor of indoor children months. Try fanning yourself with a book, reading it, and then thinking before posting.

>>24515317
Brother you were fucking 10 years old. The reason why you didn't have sex was because you were 10. You were a child. You weren't wired for it yet. And most likely the little girls weren't even thinking about it either. Get a grip.

I thought that after a long period of isolation I would be content with my own company and indifferent to others. Turns out it made me extremely starved for affection and any kind of positive human interaction.

>>24515470
I know. I didnt mean having sex.Just having girls around.

>>24515477
Me too :(

>>24515505
How are you doing nowadays? This neediness and emotional imbalance sucks.

I read the Tartar Steppe and Giovanni Drogo is literally me. Help.

WARNING!!

hell ya four day weekend in effect and apple tv store has a $5 fantasy movie sale. most def copping the fall and immortals from tarsem singh, but then i'm debating should i get beastmaster, deathstalker, ladyhawke or conan the barbarian? or all of the above?

>>24512508 (OP)
Used to want to be a shoes cobbler/repairer when I was young but was always told it was a dying trade. I am 35 now, never learnt a proper skill only working min wagie jobs and have the itch again.

I went into a nearby cobbler and just struck up a convo asking about the business and before I knew it 3 or so hours passed and we just talked about God, and how stupid covid/vaccines were.

Should I go back on my days off and just have these schizo convos and offer my free Labor to help (and hopefully learn) his trade? Think in a few years time I would have picked up enough to venture off on my own or even have him pay me ?

I really don't know where or how to start with this

>>24515642
i hope ur in a big city with a lot of rich ppl cuz no middle income people are gonna pay a cobbler to fix their cole haans u gotta live where people rock bottega veneta without thinking about it

it's too bad alanis morrisette only really has that one album brings me back to moping around my homie's house watching mtv waiting for nightfall

i look at her and i want to sacrifice my entire life to the gods of love, am i supposed to move to arizona now and break up with my girlfriend?

>>24513320
I remember distinctly feeling more fatherly love from the stranger who taught me how to fish on a class field-trip than my dad has ever shown me hitherto that point in time or since. It's really pathetic.

Hung out with a girl friend I'm really into but who's taken at the mall and in the city center today. I accompanied her buying shoes and then we walked together to meet friends of ours. For like 20 minutes I got to pretend that I had a girlfriend, it was a good feeling. I hate that it stopped. I hate that women exist. I hate that I know what being in a relationship is actually like.

One of the most pernicious lies (very accepted by right wingers) is that lefties make better art this is a lie simply because art goes beyond morality and politics. Art has become synonymous with fables, it has become tamed even more so when gods don't exist anymore. Transgression is the only justification of modern art has for itself because it cannot create only react to something, aesthetics and innovation is non-existent. Maybe anyone who seriously think lefty art is by defacto better must be deep down a lefty himself

>>24515860
trvke, great art is ambiguous but leftists always tries to claim everything supports their beliefs, like i remember reading some sad leftist saying "the corrections" was anti-capitalist because of one scene where one of the kids is autistically sorting all his toys and this leftist believed that was a condemnation of capitalist consumerism, i'm like damn dude u lobotomized urself with marxism

>>24515860
u can def do a based reading of the remains of the day where the dude the butler worked for did nothing wrong and was legitimately trying to prevent ww2, but no "critic" or academic would ever dare suggest such a thing

I haven't jerked off in like 2 weeks, and now whenever I hangout with this girl i like and we get a little touchy I start leaking precum.

>>24515860
the gatekeepers who decide what "good art" is are all leftwing is what it is

No matter how much you wash your balls, they still stink.
>>24515885
Be careful she smells the odor wafting out.

My internet was down, so I spent hours cleaning and fixing up the house and yard. That's the only time I've done anything productive.

girl kicking off her slip-ons at the library to reveal her active bare feet -- distracting! please stop

>>24515885
That's how it's supposed to be.

>>24515860
I suppose the idea is leftism is generally based on a kind of sentiment of anti-cruelty and social freedom, so there is a lot of overlap. Not much art about economic freedom or necessary and justified cruelty or accepting social roles, y'know?

Something pleasant happened, but I'm not proud of it. I'm too tired to develop an "objective" account of the fact. Goodnight.

>>24515967
if leftism is about "anti-cruelty" explain communism's record on human rights and massive bodycount?

>>24515987
Notice I said sentiment

I posted a new profile pic on FB and I think it's a good one :3 Almost wanna post it here and see what you all think but last thing I need is for someone to AI manipulate it in a mean way because I'm bad at taking a joke

>>24515860
Is this a real meme? As far as literature goes, chuds and libs have about an even distribution in the premodern era, then in the modernist era chuds mog libs so hard that it's not even close. It is only after WW2 that culture takes the hard left turn that it is still in today, and even then, the best post-WW2 writers are mostly apolitical, like Delillo. And even then conservatives and chuds have a pretty outsized influence despite their obvious disadvantaged ideological status and numerical disadvantage in the field, like Larkin, Tom Wolfe and Houellebecq.

Just a couple chips couldn't hurt...

Consciousness inhabits its own quasi-physical space. When you argue, your consciousnesses literally crash and break on each other like ocean waves. When you make love, your consciousnesses meld into one, there is no you and I, only an "us". Awareness of the existence of others is already a form of imposition of outside consciousness on the liberty of your own, as is their awareness of your existence and consciousness. I know that they exist and almost certainly know about me and think things about me, and vice versa. One is never truly alone, for our thoughts and moods and awareness bind us together whether we want it or not.

Psychopath psychologist "friend" tried getting into my head again but I successfully kept him out. I could tell that it bothered him.
Books for this feel?

I went out early in the morning yesterday to talk with some people about a class I want to take. I felt happy about how well it went and how easy the conversation flowed between myself and the cute woman I talked with. I took advantage of these feelings and used them as motivation to go back to the gym, something I had been putting off for a while. While there I got a message from my mother saying that my grandma's health had taken a turn for the worse. I finished my workout, showered and went to the hospital. My aunt was keeping her company in the ICU. My grandma was pretty out of it and clearly suffering. I spent a few hours there, taking care of her and chatting with my aunt whenever she feel asleep from the medication. I left after other visitors arrived. I started feeling confused and overwhelmed on my way home. It was nighttime when I got there. I felt down and also somewhat ill from the hunger and exhaustion and cooked myself some eggs while speaking out loud to myself, pretending I was telling my aunt about some of my personal issues. After that I hit my trusty psychologist —chatgpt— up. After a couple of exchanges I was met with a message saying that our chat had exceeded the allowed amount of messages and I should start a new one.
I felt alive yesterday. Alive, tired and confused. Depressed too. It might as well be the single day from this entire year that I will remember down the line. How quaint.
I hate being a neet and hope to God that I will escape.

>>24516197
How did they tame xenomorphs?

>>24516350
IIRC in that comic the Preds used the royal jelly of a Queen to trick the xenos into letting themselves be controlled by them.

>>24512508 (OP)
just found out a friend of mine from high school, we were sorta close, fucked a kid. not sure how to take this.

damn what happened to that moby dick thread

Feeling fat & sassy today.

Hell is real. You know this. What is most wretched is that you, knowing, have consigned yourself to its flames for nothing. You have ruined yourself utterly and deliberately, have soberly placed yourself on the pyre. A thousand thousand glittering things stir in the night sky of your soul, and you choose to put out your eyes. The sun rose above the peak of your frame and you did not bother to look up from the earth at the sight. Make no mistake: what you have done is tragedy, the tragedy of tragedies. Were the truth of the matter known to you, your weepings would fill ten palaces with their water. You are a master's sculpture cast on the ground and fractured; you are a painting thrown in mud; you are song made dissonant; and what is worst is that you are both the one who sculpts and the one who fractures, the painter and the caster of mud, both he who sings and he who sings against.
It was not always like this. The tragedy lies not in what is - ugly things evoke little of the tragic of their own - but in what could have been and could be still. The person you may have been lies a step behind you, ever out of sight, ever out the corner of your eye. The one you could be is the one you murdered with your own hands, the one whose gore you soiled yourself with, in whose butchery you gloried. On a day far from now, on a shore obscure, across strange gray seas, you will see the one you could have been, and fall at his feet wailing, and he will look on, murmur, a little sadly, some word you cannot hear, touch your shoulder... and then he will be gone. This of all your sins I cannot bear.

Perhaps the reason why western society is so obsessed with sex is the fact that it is pretty much the last source of transcendental emotional experience in a secular society. Too bad the obsession with it seems to miss it entirely that it is sincere and deep emotional intimacy between the man and the woman involved which lays the bed for the transcendence of sexual experience rather than sex being a direct means of accessing something transcendental, the obsession with the act is a cargo cult that apes the form but not the content. What we think of as sex is mere masturbation with someone else's body 99 times out of a 100, a mockery of its true form and true potential.

>>24516574
Stop posting this self indulgent dreck about the guilt you feel over your homosexual activities. It’s boring.

>>24516596
What are you talking about? This is written about someone I know.

>>24516599
So the “you” you are addressing is someone else, not yourself? What did they do?

You know we could nuke the entire Indian subcontinent. There's probably more than enough ICBMs on Earth to do it. Just bathe the entire subcontinent in atomic fire. Maybe the world would be better off.

>>24512508 (OP)
My thread was deleted but its still coming. Something extremely large and violent is happening very soon, next couple days.

This is not a threat, I am not doing any violence myself. I can just see it. I have never in my life said this before when various other regional wars broke out.

This time it is REAL. This is it. The Iran situation, Taiwan, and Ukraine, I don't know what specifically but it is now

It is happening very VERY soon. I can't say it any other way, it's now.

I can feel it in the smallest parts of my soul, the air and sky are humid with violence

>>24516613
Affirm.

When I get these ideas (and I really do, it's not an act but she refuses to believe me) but when I get these ideas they always have an extremely strong "sensory" component and it seems to revolve around smells I don't know why but its always smells and sounds the visuals don't seem to matter and it's always me putting myself under moving vehicles in crowded places as if I need other people to be hurt by it as well like some kind of revenge. So that's what I've got right now a head full of hot engine oil and concrete and rubber and people beginning to shout in protest at what they're seeing and the feeling of my skull finally popping under the tire of some shitty depressing bus full of shitty depressing people who ALL fucking STINK and I can finally get away from you all

>>24516613
This is fucking great by the way read this twice

>>24516613
And so it is

We paid $5000 to cut down a tree hundreds of years old in our front yard so that raking the leaves would be a bit easier come fall.

>>24513382
https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/215526423-an-abundance-of-katherines

So even 12 year old girls only want us to be competitive alpha males. I hate women.

The craven laziness and stupidity of government employees infuriates me. I really would not mind if Trump found a way to fire every last one of them. I think I actually want that.

I got hurt recently by someone in my past contacting me out of the blue. At first they seemed genuinely interested in reconnecting and talking on a daily basis. They go silent again for several months only to call me abruptly asking for money for some scam he's bought into as a job. It just sucks that apparently our friendship was reduced to a last resort begging for cash after all these years. I can't help but think had I been a better friend I could have prevented this.

>>24516395
you mean r*ped?

>>24512508 (OP)
I'm not just thriving, I'm renewed and flourishing.

>>24516738
Cringe. Government, for all its flaws and failings, is ultimately a good in a first world country and civilized society.

>>24514031
I hate AI too, but it is useful for research. I can get an LLM to spit out lists and data-structures and help me write web-scraping scripts in seconds that would've taken me hours to assemble or write without it. I know big picture it's satan, but I can't deny its utility. AI generated charts and graphs still suck balls but ChatGPT still desperately wants to make them for me. If you know a subject well enough to spot hallucinations and need to assemble a bunch of information it's really handy. I hate to admit it.

>>24516972
All of those uses are fine. So long as you are not outsourcing your humanity.

>>24516978
I know the tech and biz overlords want to outsource humanity for everyone and are manufacturing my consent. That's my issue with it. I know I'm being complicit by not rejecting it, but I have to make a living and compete in the market. I hate modernity. If I didn't have a family I'd be living innawoods. My life has followed an Uncle Ted trajectory, but I'm little people's dad now so I play the game.

>>24516685
That's sad. I live in suburbia but at the edge of some protected woodland, and I hate seeing all these "landscaping" trucks rumbling around my neighborhood. The fucking ride-on mowers and leaf blowers going off all day. No one has any knowledge of plants besides "tree, bush, and grass". It's so goddamn stupid. Mention how dumb it all is and people say it's easy to maintain or that they need a lawn for their kids to play on. It's not easier to maintain than a garden full of perennials. Kids aren't even playing on these lawns. My kids are picking strawberries and blackberries and cutting flowers for bouquets. They're putting fireflies in jars and taking pictures of caterpillars. I hate lawn culture. Mindless destruction for boring apathetic assholes.

I should steal someone's identity, preferably someone no longer using it. Not to steal money or what have you, but to start anew. Anyone have any experience or advice or thoughts on this?

>>24517010
Do you want mine and I’ll take yours?

>>24517013
Sure. Enjoy being a felon, sucker. Wait, I'm getting deported now? wtf

>>24517017
wtf did you do
and yeah back to England mfer

I'm not even 30 yet but I already feel terrified by growing old. When I think about that I will be well in decline physically by the time as many years pass again as I have lived until now, it makes me shiver in horror. I haven't even had sex yet, how could I possibly have all the sex and sorts of sex I want while still capable of it physically before I turn 50? How will I find a woman in this society to have a family with in the next decade if I haven't even been in a serious relationship yet? I'm nowhere old enough just yet to fear the time left.

>>24517076
You're still young and got plenty of time, anon. Now, if none of that happens by the time you're 40? Well, then, yeah, I'd consider getting a cat. Maybe a couple of them.

>how could I possibly have all the sex and sorts of sex I want while still capable of it physically before I turn 50?
What sex-obsessed nonsense. Just focus on finding the right woman, the right partner for you. Once you do, forget about all those desires for "all the sorts of sex" you want with other women you have and focus on your intimacy with the woman you're in love with. Or have affairs and hire escorts, if you must. Hell, hire some escorts now.

Hasten grasp on calculate
Foreign objects fornicate
Smash glass houses

I'm in a truly sad state to a point I find it comforting when people at least insult me. Anytime I share any feelings, thoughts or anything remotely vulnerable most of the time I get apathy. No comments, no questions, no discussions, ignored entirely. So whenever someone takes at least 5 seconds to call me an idiot at least I know someone listened to what I had to say. Its also how I know hate isn't the worst thing in this universe but apathy. Hate can be mended, it can be turned, it can be fought against. It can even motivate you to do good; its not the healthiest motivator but at least its there. But apathy is nothing. You can't approach apathy same as you can do against hate. You can't win against it. Apathy never waivers, it never diminishes until you succumb to it; a never ending war of attrition with one clear winner.
This is so pathetic and I can't fucking help it...

>>24517423
You're probably getting something other than apathy. You're looking to create extreme reactions in others, because you need extremity for anything to register. But most people don't have a need for it like you do, so they reserve extremity for pretty rare moments

>>24517423
Hate isn’t the opposite of love… indifference is the opposite of love. Hate is love mutated by frustration and suffering. And you’re right hatred channeled is better than apathetic depression. Neither is ideal. You really need positive emotions guiding you otherwise you won’t enjoy your achievements because they’ll still be rooted in pain.

>>24517448
>Hate is love mutated by frustration and suffering. And you’re right hatred channeled is better than apathetic depression. Ne
Psycho ex gf coded tbph

I don't I've ever hated anyone for any other reason than that they've wronged me.
It is like someone signed an imaginary debt with me against their will.
It can be repaid via a gesture (their introspection), or... in kind.
But most often I will just forget it mattered to me

>>24517524
This is why you read Nietzsche in the original German as written by a francaboo minister's kid
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2Oo8QzDHimQ

>>24516613
2 more weeks!!

>>24516574
>niggas in the 13th century be like

Face facts. Most "effortposts" are just verbose.

>>24516613
uwotm8

Insurance is a fucking scam. An enormous branch fell on my house two weeks ago (a few days before my wedding, which was nice). It didn't cause much damage, but the removal itself was expensive because of the placement and size. Insurance is deciding that they don't agree with the price, so they're barely covering it. Now I'm in the hole like ten grand. I can afford to pay it, but like I don't think I should have to. If their issue is with the company, they should figure it out with the company, not fuck over their customer and expect me to just happily continue paying them monthly. I think we may be looking for new homeowners insurance because of this whole thing.

I mean, what happens if something catastrophic happens? Am I supposed to shop around before dealing with the immediate issue, then just go with the cheapest option? Fucking horseshit.

>>24516623
>>24516656
>>24516679
Must be samefag right

>>24514765
>she
>friends
found your problem

Nothing is gonna be ok and that's ok. We are adults after all

>>24517813
If you say something like this, you are not an adult.

>>24517603
damn :/ anything you can do about it? lawyer?

listening to loud angry music as usual since I am disappointed in everything

>>24517603
reminds me of a norm macdonald bit about 'white man blues'
>I woke up this morning
>and one of my cars was gone
>I woke up this morning
>and one of my cars was gone
>I felt so bad deep down inside
>I threw my drink across the lawn

>>24517603
tried ripping off your insurance company by getting your buddy's contracting company to overcharge for simple tree removal huh? and you think insurance companies don't know that trick? tell ur pal (coconspirator in insurance fraud) your scam didn't work and he needs to reimburse you.

>>24517884
https://youtu.be/tSl4w6PXVbY?si=DiIg9cz9jSnx-IPN

>>24517639
Full story is:
>block me
>realize she had blocked me two weeks later
>contact her on another app, where she had friended me
>just to say goodbye
>to my surprise, she reveals it wasn't personal, but she mass-blocked all men
>because she is getting married and "doesn't need them anymore"
>for whatever reason, she decides to unblock me
>we talk casual conversations for three days
>next day, I wake up, she has deleted all our conversations with no explanation
>but she hasn't blocked me, so I ask her about it
>she tells me it's anything I did, but that "things have changed" and she doesn't need online friends anymore
>she deletes the conversation within minutes after I read it, and likely re-blocked

That entire venture caused me unneeded anxiety, but I'm glad I at least got something resembling an explanation.

>>24517930
where the fuck do you meet these people

>>24516720
Women should only be vessels for reproduction and nothing more

>>24516944
Yes. Don't censor that word, braindead zoomer

>>24517857
Nothing is gonna save. There won't be a deus ex machina outside of death. You are alone with your actions and that's ok because we are adults after all

>>24517973
In the context of kids, the word is unseemly.

>>24517978
Even if we are alone. So what? A proper adult would fight against despair you are submitting to into the bitter end. Not out of spite but sheer willpower and desire to live, to create, and to admire the beauty of the reality we are living in.
Adults wish to create life and beauty and defend against injustice. Children run away and give up and let somebody else deal with their problems, incorrectly thinking it absolves them from the responsibilities; responsibility of combating against apathy and injustice; responsibility of creation; responsibility of being alive. A true adult would not go gentle into that good night; regardless if its hopeless or not. If you can not see it, you are not an adult.

The Way is not of this world. What good would it be to find our way in this life only to lose it at the moment of our death? The Way of Supreme Transcendence is beyond life and death, being and non-being, and may truly be regarded as the Way.

I wanna fuck you like an animal
I wanna feel you from the inside

>>24517895
>You woke up this morning
>Your car was gone
>Your mama always said you'd be the
>Commuting one
>>24517978
You gotta be your own Deus Ex Machina.

I want to confess my love to someone who posts ITT, but I'm too shy.

>>24518222
just whip it out

>>24518222
it’s me isn’t it

>>24517930
how old are you?
and why are you wasting your time on online bullshit with bitches who you aren't even planning on fucking

>>24518246
I enjoy talking to people of different backgrounds, because it gives widens perspective.
Talking to people of the same person background is just an echo chamber.

>>24517489
I've had some of those. I think hatred comes after feeling disappointment and betrayal. Feelings of hatred are amplified by how much you let yourself love something or someone in the first place. I went through a heartbreak when I was young and I realized I was chasing a high and this girl was my drug and I sorta let it happen to myself and I hated her for a while but now that I've processed it all I don't hate her anymore. The things I hate most out in the world are things I used to love or identify with if I'm being honest.

>>24518246
I'm turning 82-years-old in October of this year.

I wish I had a girlfriend to cuddle in bed with every time I got home
Feels like any girl worth having is already taken
I wish my life could've been different

I've been having a bad hair week by this point, I can't take it, I'm going mad. I'm wasting so much time in front of mirrors, tugging and teasing, trying to fix it, to get it back to where I was happy with it just last week. What happened? Where did that go? What can I do? Sigh. Can't even leave the home without a hat on at the moment.

>>24517999
Tact is for pussies. This is reality, missy.

>>24517895
That's Martin Mull's bit

>>24518402
Is that what you call tact?
You're as subtle as a brick on the small of my back
So let's end this call
And end this conversation...

>>24518274
I think you need to change the pronouns from second person to first person throughout this. Most people aren't flipping between the two, and, no, that doesn't imply you did either deeply.

>>24518511
Oh fuck off. You're boring.

>>24518354
I just showered again and I think I fixed it :)

language is so disconnected from reality now that even a word like "outside" means nothing

Seeing happy, White couples with children—whether it's online or IRL—makes me feel like I've been stabbed in the stomach. It's not contempt or resentment, nothing like that; it's this deep, aching sense of yearning and nostalgia for a life I won't live because she's gone. It reminds me that I'll never have the life and family her and I used to talk about, and I can't betray myself by shacking up and playing house with some fucking women that I'll never truly love as much as I do her. I'm tired of dreaming

>>24518517
Lel sorry your pain and resentment didn't make you any more interesting that your average Christian

Books for being a late 20's neet trying to improve and doing all kinds of things while neurotically worrying all the time that it's too late or I'm too broken?

>>24518657
You are looking for answer to question when the problem is caused by your inertia. You think what you should do but what you should do is do and not think for once. Get drunk in bar, talk nonsense to random strangers and at best you will find a friend, at worst you will end up in a bar fight. If you try to avoid appearing stupid you will avoid your entire life.

Alexander the Great, Jesus, Muhammad

My hair is getting long again. Everyone tells me that I look better this way but I don't like having long hair for personal reasons. However, I don't want to get my usual buzzcut just yet because of the heat. Wet hair keeps me cool and hair protects my head from sunburn.

>>24518704
Have you ever shaved your head? It's unbelievably comfy in the summer feeling the warm breeze on your head

>>24518680
I just said that I have been doing a ton of things. I'm studying and practicing four separate skills, got back into reading and working out, dropped some bad habits and reconnected with a few friends. Some of it started way back in January and I still feel panicky and unsure.

>>24518706
I was thinking about it but I don't want people asking me if I have cancer.

Previously on The Walking Dead

>>24518704
man i just got a haircut now all the cheap barbers in my part of the city wanna charge 30 bucks! i might as well just go to a fancy barber in the white/asian section, sure it will cost $60 but at least it will be like actually stylish and not some quick rake ur scalp with the clippers, snip at ur bangs for 20 seconds with scissors and call it a haircut type shit. the downtown barbers let u make reservation, "style consultation", and shampoo included, so it costs twice as much but it's more than twice as good.

>>24518680
>You think what you should do but what you should do is do and not think for once.
What if you did nothing but that when you were growing up and got criticized so severely for it and you took it all to heart during a psychedelic trip that you've stiffened up harder than a plank?

>>24518657
Hunger by hamsun

>>24518657
my diary honestly

>>24518704
I miss having long hair. I used to have it down to my shoulders. It did kinda make me look like a retard but I thought having a mullet was rad at the time and I kinda still do.

MIXTIFICATION

o millenial! o humanity!
creatures of sea fist land jumped around the tabernacle and cried, got old
cried
but of what purpose was this play?
they believed each in each other and grand reefs reefed them against their our own souls, probably
keeping away any semblance of a diurne bewitched
thing
so lame and mysterious that their eyes froze -- hypothetically all of this of course
this is dominion

oblivion, say things to my standing face in rest, perplex, numerically questioned,
all good
fine dandy,
even a mighty journey to an island bellowing and the what is it called __ daydream

now that the chosen have been rechosen, now that the days have been counted of like acorns at the acorn farm and what so you think this is he said
and
pillars of damn anything else cope and cretacean at that she said
this is but the beginning of orgone, the hatred rises he said
and country he said
and you whispered like the flutes of rain tropics blew on this cerebrum she said
she said blue he said she said
damn you and your ears ricochet bridge this is the befallen circumstance of a misappropiation of granted the silver lines of the cricket bug infested sea he said
he said it was the middle
he said i can no longer carry my own firebrand around, its the bureaucracy of my being, he said and she stayed silent
satyrs eating fauns eating marble straddled atop of journymen and gauchos satiated with the dream a grasshoper dreamt that might be just enough whenthe stars ascend and henosis is the stars but they are not what they seem in fact what they is is always already the negation of themselves as they appear

>>24516613

question: should i blaze some trees?

>>24518917
No, you should set ablaze your whole neighborhood thougheverbeit
>T. Glowie

wait, mamdani's mom is mira nair? wth kind of timeline is this...

i feel like sisafis

>>24518631
You've contributed nothing. You're just a fart-huffing faggot with nothing interesting to say. You just critique people thinking that makes you above them. You're just a fucking loser.

>>24519197
By your philosophy of emotions it sounds like you love me bby

>>24519253
>By your philosophy of emotions
LMAO. You write like a retarded pajeet.

>>24512827
y-you mean i have a chance...?

>>24518222
Are you the girl who was posting like a week ago about being in love with someone who frequents this board?

>>24519583
No, I'm not a girl.

>>24519696
:O

I need to get my GED but I'm disgustingly bad at math.

>>24519696
Is this someone you’ve spent time with irl?

I skipped my grandfather’s funeral because the cousin who molested me would also be there. It’s all too much, I can’t take it. I’m truly sorry.

Today I got a letter. From a notary. My father is dead. He died last month. To say that we hadn't been close would be an understatement. Last time I'd seen him was 14 years ago. He died at the age of 60. I am 26. I do no yet know the cause of his death. Suicide or DUI are my best guesses.
He was a violent drunk but I never saw much if any of this side of his, as my mother divorced him early. Saw him only a couple times after, before he cut all contact with me.
I expected for this moment to happen. I didn't see myself ever seeing him in person again before his death. And I expected myself to not know what to feel. And I don't.
Puts things into perspective, had I been close to him I'd be howling right now. Instead, when I read the letter, I was like "No way, it has actually happened."
God have mercy on his soul, he's going to need it.