>>24515985You have two options
1. Study an academic discipline at a university where there are professors who can give you an “in” to an area of research
2. Start a cult of personality on the internet by claiming that you are “the smartest man in the world” because of your score on a fake IQ test you found in a science fiction magazine and then writing a paper that claims to prove god exists mathematically using pseudo-jargon and a wikipedia level knowledge of the history of philosophy.