>>24532838This is what I'm doing, but my self doubt (warranted or not) is making me strongly consider suicide by jumping off a bridge or just drinking alcohol daily until I'm dead.
Why does God hate me?
God gave me the ambition to be a great writer but none of the mental / emotional prerequisites for it.
I hate this world.
>>24532843Who's ur favorite poet?
What do u think of Pessoa, Whitman, Ashbury, Hart Crane, Frank Stanford?
I like Whitman but he's kinda impossible for me to understand. He was one of the first poets to write about themselves and their own bodies, to my knowledge, but like he also writes about how he "is" other people, as if he's stealing their bodies. Like in The Sleepers, for instance. "I am the actor and the actress, the voter, the politician" etc. What does it mean??