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Sobriety is hard and boring and I don't like it. Any other drug-related recommendations?
>inb4 Endless Funny
>>24552098 (OP)It is yourself that is boring, anon. Intoxication helps you ignore this.
>>24552098 (OP)https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Doors_of_Perception
>>24552098 (OP)Confessions of an English Opium Eater
>>24552098 (OP)https://de.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ann%C3%A4herungen._Drogen_und_Rausch
>>24553620No I'm extremely interesting, I need the drugs to deal with the rest of the world
crowley's diary of a drug fiend
I just got clean off heroin and now I'm working in the trades, in the hot sun, for 10 hours a day. My skin wants to crawl off my flesh and walk around the ceiling. I think I might kill myself soon. This is my third time, and I'm nearing 40. My body and health are shot. I don't think I have a fourth in me. I think I'm going to kill myself soon. It takes $80 and a brush with death to get a nod going anymore. I wish I could just stay in that feeling forever. Some of the most beautiful feeling moments in my life were spent nodded out in a 100F car because you couldn't wait to get home and used as soon as you copped. Waking up drenched in sweat, but cold, not sure how long you were out for, blissfully unaware that respiratory system depression and intense summer had been taking turns trying to kill you for the last two hours.
The order, the routine. It almost made all the bad parts worth it.