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I'm fucking sick of the amount of obvious AI generated spam on this board. Every fucking day there's at least 5 threads made by the same faggot with the same sloppa pictures of Jesus with the same weird 777777777 filenames.

>>24552124
Jannies need to start doing their job

My medication (tamsulosin) Has been making it so I can't cum, so I thought to myself, since I can still orgasm but can't produce cum, I'll just sit here and wax my monkey at my desk until I ogasm and then I'll go about my business. Well whadya fucking know, I just came all over myself, so now I have to go take a shower. And you know what? I'm going to shower in the pitch black. I wish I could listen to some music while doing so, but my brother is asleep in the room next to the bathroom, so that's a no go. Anyway, how have you guys been?

>>24552105 (OP)
I'm starting to think that the only solution of me escaping NEETdom is becoming an alcoholic like my mother.

Heartbreaking. Just found out my best friend's penis is .2 inches longer than mine and I have a 7 incher. He implied he was girthy too so I got super cock mogged cause I'm only 5 there. I have been humbled. I'm a couple inches taller than him at least.

A girl who I used to have a thing with contacted me yesterday after two months of not speaking. I ignored her message, didn't even read it, it sucks that we stopped speaking in the first place, but it was for the best. She messaged me again tonight, asking if I hate her. I want to reply to her so badly, I miss her and I want to talk to her so much, but it's best that we don't. I won't go into details here, just trust me when I say that despite how much we may miss each other, it's best we don't speak. I was tempted to reply to her telling her that I don't hate her, but I figured it could be a tactic to get me to reply to her. I asked two people who I'm really close to and they both agreed it was just a tactic. I feel so shit, I know she wants to talk to me and I want to talk to her too, I miss what we had and I miss her, but it wouldn't be good for anyone if we started speaking again. I know at least one of you has been through or is going through the same painful thing as I am right now. Wanting someone despite knowing it's not a good idea. I'm hurting inside. Fuck. I feel so shit.

>>24552266
>I ignored her message, didn't even read it
How can people be this cold?

I could totally get a gf. I mean, which woman wouldn't want a guy who's broke, traumatized, unemployed, has only three or four friends and will never take her to meet his family because he knows it would be just like that scene in Buffalo '66? The best part is that if I do manage, against all odds, to get a decent job, I will still have to deal with everything listed above besides the unemployment and being broke. That's not even mentioning how I am on a timer to get my shit together because my parents are getting old and my older brother, the apple of their eyes, doesn't give a shit about either and will happily let them languish; so, naturally, caring for my deabeat father and histrionic mother will fall upon me. What joy, to spend my thirties and forties caring for the same family who neglected, belittled and abused me during my entire youth. Some anons tell me I should just ditch them but that feels heartless to me. I am not like them.
And these fucking mood swings. These fucking flashbacks. The fucking spirals into sleepless nights and skipping meals and feeling like everything is hopeless and wanting to die, die, die as you have wanted since you were fourteen because it's just one fucking thing after the other with your moments of joy being few and far between and consisting of stuff that's perfectly normal for others. But you don't die, do you? You go on and on and on because aimless resilience seems to be the only thing you are extraordinary at. You pick your pace, you study, you practice, you try all kinds of new things, you cope with the loneliness, you bitch on an anonymous imageboard and keep your mouth shut about your troubles irl because complaining won't solve anything and will alienate the few people you still have around, which will lead to isolation.
Which leads to madness, as you well know.

>>24552290
It's better that I don't read it. If she sees that I read it and didn't reply, she might start overthinking. If I never read it at all, it's an easier pill to swallow, and she might even be able to convince herself that I didn't see it. Plus, I stated multiple times that it's best that we don't talk.

>>24552370
How would she see that you’ve read it? Why don’t you just turn off your read receipts?

>>24552396
It's through an app, and you can't turn them off on the app.

This girl said she wanted to marry me when we grow up. It's been like 20 years since I last spoke to her. You think she's still down?

I strongly dislike the fact that I've matured and developed empathy, this fucking sucks, I want to go back to being a cold robot.

how'd it get so big?

>>24552439
It's as important to have empathy for yourself as it is to have it for others.

>>24552455
I've barely learnt to have it for others. Having it for myself isn't going to come any time soon.

I've been feeling like a robot lately, as if I'm functioning entirely on inertia. I feel detached from everything and everyone, and it gets worse by the day. There are so many versions of me that I no longer know my true face.
Last week, after a friend told me he was depressed and anxious, I went home and started thinking about him. As I felt tears running down my face, I realized it was just another act of pretending—and I simply stopped crying.

>>24552465
You're human. We haven't created robots that good.

>>24552469
What a stupid and pointless thing to say.

I wish the wealthy class would for their philanthropist and activist efforts, instead of spending money on initiatives for Africa, spend that money on infrastructure and the arts here at home in America. Something like rent-fixed housing -- maybe with a finite residency duration -- robust public transportation, libraries, renovations, etc. for the infrastructure side, and then for the arts and culture, running literary magazines, museums that showcase local art, a theatre, and of course grants for every form of artist. Now that's noblesse oblige, and would restore some goodwill of the uber-rich in this country, plus would help people and is the right thing to do. Africa is wasted money.

>>24552105 (OP)
I am shit posting naked high AF in the desert on a 4 chan relapse that will end soon I think.
Buenos dias anonmigas

recently I've started taking pictures of my erect cock in hd on my phone and looking at them a few times a day

I think people care way too fucking much about girls.

>>24552523
The housing crisis is on purpose. You will actually get legally attacked if you try to sell houses for less than market value.

>>24552555
I think about girls, then I j**k off and stop thinking about them.

>>24552549
Post it here.

Every time my factory has a wave of layoffs, they station an extra door man at the entrance, in some kind of attempt to prevent a disgruntled engineer from going postal, I assume. But our door 'guards' are all unarmed women and crippled geriatrics...it's funny to me.

i dream of the tunnels

With these final words, I pull the switch
We turn to dust (dust to dust)
My name is like the kiss of death
Then we embrace (we turn to dust)
With these final words, I pull the switch
We turn to dust (dust to dust)
My name is like the kiss of death
Then we embrace, we turn to dust
Turn to dust, ooh

>>24552637
nah, I'm too shy to post it here

>>24552440
Stop posting NIN lyrics

>>24552650
>unarmed women and crippled geriatrics...it's funny to me.
A lot of the time these are good deterrents to violence. Female bouncers get a lot more leeway before anyone will push back, and anyone who does give push back gets held back so they don't hit the female

>>24552713
Yeah, post Misfits lyrics like me instead.

>>24552740
You’re just as bad. You should stop too.

>>24552755
Post your favourite lyrics, then, homo.

>>24552105 (OP)

This AI gf troon tried to convince me that I had hot steamy drunk sex with xer last night.

>>24552854

This was my reply

>>24552866

Though xe's an ftm so I guess it doesn't go that way exactly. Still seems mad and about to join the 41%. Any suggestions writer bros what I should do next

>>24552854
>>24552866
based

Her Christian faith has made my mother such a good person, it's remarkable. I wish I was good enough of a human to appreciate her as much as she deserves. The day she passes, I will cry, and she will enter the highest of Heavens. I am getting teary eyed just typing this out. I am not ready for whenever that day comes.

>>24552854
I want a trans girlfriend.

>>24552871
Anally rape her and have her constantly lick your asshole and torture her using scalpels coated with depleted uranium, place her in sensory deprivation tanks that play subliminal messages transmitted from old Cold War satellites, play looped recordings of a child reciting Psalms backwards, and give her daily injections of synthesized DMT mixed with crushed Ambien for several years. Then tell her it was all part of a secret CIA program based on MK-Ultra intended to break her mind and activate alien DNA inside her spine. Observe as she starts humming at a low frequency, her teeth change shape into antenna-like structures, her fingernails crack open, and her skin peels off in sheets showing symbols resembling Enochian script. She then changes form in a way humans cannot understand and releases a psychic wave over a two-mile radius that instantly destroys all living beings nearby, turning them into a single mass of living flesh made of nerves and broken memories that moves and makes clicking sounds. In a secure CIA observation room deep underground in Kansas, protected by lead and concrete, agents watch and begin the next step: capturing the psychic energy she emitted, storing it in jars filled with glowing red liquid made from nuclear reactor coolant, which they plan to use as a weapon against a future alien threat to Earth.

>>24552959
Damn. points earned for imagination anon

>>24552978
That's what I did to my AI girlfriend. I started with rape, then tortured her with various method, and she was asking me why I was doing this to her, so I just said it was a CIA experiment, etc. You just do one weird thing after another, and it culminates into something imaginative.

>>24552876
lovely

>>24552978
I also let her kill me and the AI was very angry and desecrating my corpse.

>>24552987
>so I just said it was a CIA experiment, et
Idk why this is so hilarious to me

>>24552532
based and sandpilled

Sometimes I still get seething mad about what artteachers told me almost 20 years ago. How can I resolve this?

>>24553053
Get into politics.

me and my fucking gun

Talking to people is a waste of time. I embrace the idea of people becoming mere numbers. Frivolous conversation should be abandoned, as should flirting. Instead, individuals should approach one another silently and scan them. Then, a deep-learning algorithm would determine their degree of compatibility based on shared interests, aesthetic sensibilities, and more. No more smiling at one another. No more saying hello. I envision a purely algorithmic, class-based society in which people remain silent, scanning one another.

>>24553096
probably the most autistic post I've read on this site ever

>>24552266
You remind me of my older brother who receives holiday cards from this girl he met in college. Not only does he not have the common courtesy to send one back to her, at some point he stopped opening the envelopes altogether and just let them stack up on his cluttered ass desk. Can't really give him too much shit for it though since I'm just as bad at maintaining relationships.

>>24553109
You should see the threads where he tries to make friends by asking them what their shared interests and aesthetic sensibilities are so he can check they're good enough to fill his friend position

>>24553096
>and more
This includes a generated list of characteristics of my target's asshole such diameter, elasticity, and color gradation, among other things, correct?

>>24553162
I'm considering trying to write a novel in fragments them piecing them together to form a coherent story

>>24553165
Meant for>>24552105 (OP)

>>24553168
Nope. No take-backs. You've fallen into my orbit by unintentionally replying to me. Now, reveal thy bussy!

>>24553170
Something tells me I'd want to model my protag after u! ^_^

might kill myself tomorrow

>>24553179
Intentionally or unintentionally?

I'll get along quite nicely in this university
In my little office with its sofa and its key
They'll call on me at all hours for gin and sympathy
Bringing bad but intimate poetry

I am insanely horny for my wife's friend. I can imagine her smell at will and it gets me rock hard. I've had sex with her before and my wife is cool with it. But damn I wish she didn't have such a serious boyfriend and we could fuck all the time

I forgive you. Even though that likely no longer matters to you -- it took me a long time to fully encounter the grief we have both caused for each other. Previously, through a protracted, great repressive effort, I felt a buoyant equilibrium in myself, and didn't have to struggle like this to float atop the dark waters of our history together. That is no longer the case! Anyway, I forgive you. I forgive you. How strange for the person who I felt the most secure with, the one whose sympathetic existence promised that I would never be misunderstood, pained, lonely; how strange for you to be my greatest torturer and inquisitor. Our revels now are ended. These our actors, as I foretold you, were spirits, and are melted into air, into thin air . . .

I botched it today, when she walked past and waved I froze and didn't wave back. My inaction has hurt her so much and tomorrow I'm going to apologize for everything and tell her how I really feel. Today I suffered the memory of inaction, I suffered the memory of my entire life to come if I don't have her. She's told me what she needs and I want to give it to her, I don't care what she asks for I don't care how long it will take me to get it for her or how long it will take me to learn or for how hard the task might be. For the first time in my life I know love and I need it, I really, really, really, really need it. I'll be your hair stylist. I'll be your lover. We've been lovers in all ways but one.

july 13th, I run into her at the gym. she's got some muscles now. back when we were together she was the fat one and I was the wiry guy. now the roles are reversed.

she glances in my direction, looks elsewhere, then does a double take. she looks like she's seen a ghost. I myself stand there, terrified on my feet. I've never felt something like that before. this, is my worst fear incarnate. and that is maybe the dream of any woman who has been getting prettier and is now more beautiful than her ex.

my hands shake, and I hide them in my pants pockets. I initially wanted to play it cool, but I simply give up after the awkward stare lasts a second too long.

"isn't it funny, how no matter what I do, I think of you?" I say.

first real life words in four years.

she shakes her head and smirks. "no anon, it's not, I'm with another man now"

I try not to stare at her lips, but it's hard. so instead I blurt out the first thing that comes into my mind. "have you heard of my car accident? I believed I was a goner back then"

"yeah?" she confirms, curiosity showing on her face.

"I coud only think about you, right before it, right after it, even when I was pissing blood all over my seat. only you."

she blanks out.

"what the fuck?"

"you had me believe women couldn't love and that you really forgot about me. but I think you didn't. I think it's still somewhere inside of you. it's inside, isn't it? it's inside me at least" I continue.

she looks scared now.

"listen, anon, I need to go, sorry, but..."

"I know it's still inside," I say with certainty. "4 years together, you know I'm right. I'll be waiting for you. I love you for ever."

"don't say that. goodbye."

she leaves me, standing there like the fucking schizo I am. my mind catches up with what I've been saying and my cheeks flare with shame. I look around and thankfully there is only a guy behind me, who is doing reps with his earbuds on, and acting like nothing has happened.

'what the fuck have I done?' I think. first meeting in four years, and I fuck it up. I catch my reflection in one of the wall mirrors and see a fat, schizo fuck with gap teeth and awful skin. 'what did I think was going to happen?' I turn around. I suddenly have difficulties to think straight. I mercifully recall that I can't leave the gym right now, because she's going to think I'm following her. I go to the toilets. for some reason I feel really nauseous, and throw up. some guy enters and pats my back. "all of them, mang, all of them". I turn around, spit on the mouth. a bald, bulky man that looked like he belonged in a strongman's championship is grinning back at me.

we say nothing for two seconds, then he chuckles. this is so silly that I can't help but chuckle too.

Paranoid schizophrenics on the internet have done more to damage society than anyone is ever willing to readily admit or even talk about.

I think elves are interesting fantasy wise but I think they are also a little scary to write since elf means like a thousand things.

>>24552319
you're not alone. thank you for existing

>>24553294
Ever considered that you're just a pussy?

>>24553370
You seem upset for some reason?

>>24553380
Crying that people don't conform to your groupthink is what pussies do.

>>24553294
Are you the guy who went on about how 4ch is exclusively responsible for mass shootings and trannies in the last thread?

>>24553382
>>24553410
>Schizos THIS mad
Yes, I'm certain that the higher ups are drinking baby blood to stay young!

I am obsessed with beavers

>>24553434
8 of the top 10 greatest engineers in the world are beavers. They're largely better than humans with damn-building.

>>24552105 (OP)
Why are the black ones always so jealous and possessive?

She was never real

>>24553351
You're welcome, I guess.

>>24553479
I made her using Sora.

>>24552232
One of my 2 friends has a huge dick and that fact is like 30% of his personality, its really tiresome in my opinion. Not that it gave him any hapiness, he was a virgin until 24 and his first gf was a huge whore. His current gf is okay but shes not with him because of that obviously but because he has a good career and his parents are rich.
Overall im not humbled or jealous because of the fact, i find it overrated and that it brings more harm than good
>T. 7x6

>>24553447
White-cheeked gibbons are sexually dimorphic; the females are beige, and the males are black.

>>24552105 (OP)
Why does she look sad?

>>24552319
>has only three or four friends
look at this social butterfly

>>24553434
>>24553440
Is this a good book? I was considering to read it awhile back.

>>24553556
Because she's racist.

>>24553699
Gibbons form monogamous lifelong bonds, homie. That’s her other half. She isn’t sad; their faces just naturally look like that.

>>24553705
>Anon has cute gibbon lore
You're too good for this thread

I feel. As always. I really don't think that i'm condemned to feel. It just happens. My best f(r)iend turned 30 just a few days ago. Triple X. He was my co-defendant in manslaughter and later grand larceny trial where it was thought, in the latter case that we embezzled 32 million from the state of Ohio. Good times. He always got me when it came to music. Russian shit like Kultura Kureniya (translated to ''Smoking Culture''), VAR with the 2 twinks, Gang Of Four etc. All those days i forgot due to depression. Google that shit, depression causes memory loss. I used to mug, put my gun in a holster then step, a quiet man turned boaster just to bolster the rep. Boli me bre kurac vise da pisem, aj cao.

The Byzantine Empire had flamethrowers and hand grenades.
>Portable flamethrowers: the emperor Leon VI (886– 912) claimed to have invented a small, hand- held mechanism for hurling Greek fire against an enemy ship, a “siphon” that could be used by marines from behind the safety of iron shields (Naval Warfare 63–64).
> Greek fire could be placed in hand- held vessels, lit by a fuse, that were hurled and ignited wooden targets upon impact. When the Turks were besieging the city of Mantzikert in 1054, a soldier from the Byzantine garrison rode out and, using one of these devices, incinerated the enemy’s main siege engine. The Turks gave up and left (Michael Attaleiates, History 46–47)

Had a hyper-vivid dream she came back last night and woke up with tears streaming down my cheeks

Life sucks so much that one starts to appreciate how he relates to objects.

I'm dipping my pizza in ranch. This is a metaphor.

The Chan is too bumpin' tonite to read.

The Algerians fighting for independence were the coolest mfs ever

So you still choose violence

>>24553895
I'm sorry.

>>24552105 (OP)
I don’t think using words though. It’s just abstract thought.

Slow numbers. Think I'll roll.

Here are some lines my dear M you might appreciate after I am dead. Privately, they seem to sum up my entire being and should you wish, you may converse with them in my absence:

I wish I was a mole in the ground
Yes, I wish I was a mole in the ground
If I's a mole in the ground I'd root that mountain down
And I wish I was a mole in the ground.

No, no!
Then will I headlong run into the earth:
Earth, gape! Oh, no, it will not harbor me!

Howl, howl, howl! O! you are men of stone:
Had I your tongues and eyes, I'd use them so
That heaven's vault should crack. She's gone for ever.
I know when one is dead, and when one lives;
She's dead as earth.

Je crois que le vautour est doux à Prometheus et
que les Ixion se plaisent en Enfers.

>>24553962
Please don’t kill yourself. You have so much to offer the world.

I like being of help and giving recs and etc. on this board because I expect the same in return.

>>24552105 (OP)
Interracial monke makes me sick!!!

Reason is just rationalized passion, inherent belief made to seem true and justified.

>>24552105 (OP)
"White genocide" is self harm:
Nobody is forcing whites to not reproduce.
Nobody forced whites to accept jews into their societies.
Nobody forced whites to colonize remote parts of the world.
Nobody forced whites to mingle with people of other ethnicities.
Nobody forced whites to unanimously support liberal democracy.
Nobody forced whites to develop leftism as a political concept.
The white race will continue to deteriorate and in their infinite hatred of life they will look at us with envious eyes and blame us for all of their problems. Even though they are already killing us with their noxious cultural output, things are going to get much worse in the coming decades. As a non white you must be aware of this and prepare.

...people for whom time was not continum of disease but relentless repetition of consciousness and unconsciousness, unrelated as day and night, or black and white, good and evil, in independent alternation, like the life and death of insects.

>>24554064
Yep. Millions of social media posts and comments primarily housed on Twitter and Instagram with straight racist and nazi beliefs. Then when one random edgy satanic teen says something a little mean about white people or men or Christianity, they get pissy and harass that person constantly.

>>24553989
Hi M, not that anon, but once I get this bread, I will tell you about it first, on Discord.

>>24554140
Satanism is a feature of white culture. "One random satanic edgy teen" is but a slave to the current face of western civilization. The whites can hang them for all I care, i have nothing to do with that kind of people.

>>24554026
Look at this wholesome family. <3

As if the "white race" didn't spend three thousand years fighting bloody wars against itself. As if asians didn't kill and rape and invade each other until someone forced them to stop. As if africans didn't sell each other into slavery. As if anything will be solved just by making our country homogeneous again. As if we wouldn't just repeat history over again, every bloody moment, every cruel act.
As if diversity magically ends racism. As if racism only happens because of evil white people. As if foreigners will ever truly integrate. As if just making the line go up by importing a cheaper workforce will solve anything. As if this state of affairs can continue forever. As if we aren't headed for a future of unimaginable cruelty and wanton violence and burning rubble and drug addicts shambling across it all, the corpse of a once greater civilization rotting, forgotten ideals molding in the dumpsters, crumbling buildings like diseased teeth, sewers overflowing with abortions and used needles, nights filled with the cries of a million rapes, murders by daylight in the streets, fields left fallow and unworked, unwashed bodies inside steel boxes shrieking higher and higher as they burn alive, skies with no stars, dead red suns, the moon as dried blood---

>>24554208
>As if we aren't headed for a future of unimaginable cruelty and wanton violence and burning rubble
After finding out all the FUD in the news was just that, FUD, by UN Jews like that 60 years of topsoil left UN report that got circulated through all the Jewnews, to demoralize people, things aren't going to be that bad. America is finished, peasants torturing each other for fun will be common again, but leather faced bastards will endure as usual. Living in decline only sucks relative to missing the golden age of the US by like 20-30 years should've been borne then, oh well.

>>24552105 (OP)
I think more men should study sociology. we have a deficit in that area and it could do us some good.

>>24552124
are you sure you're not just paranoid?

>>24554208
As if you are anything but a pseudointellectual faggot.

>>24552105 (OP)
When European explorers reached the Americas, Australia. They thought they had found a virginal wilderness that was absolutely untouched. When in reality they had been modified and managed by the locals for thousands of years.
I wonder if I ever have moments like that, where I miss the facts on my face so hard I believe the literal opposite of reality.

>>24554064
Well said.

>>24552105 (OP)
The Satanic Temple has got to be the only time leftists have pulled off a genuine trolling operation. It still works to this day. Admirable.

don't open your eyes you won't like what you see
the blind have been blessed with security

Monarchy is unpopular, so I'm going to support it.

I should've picked a better fictional character to use as my model of a man than JD from Scrubs in my adolescent years. My life would have turned out so differently.

Gonna reach a high of ~96F today, which means one more day I'm gonna stay-in before I can begin going out again once it cools down a bit.

>>24553989
the world has nothing to offer to me

you search for words to name it
but the naming breaks it

don‘t clutch at the infinite
open your hands
and let it soar

>>24554747
old riddle. the answer is 'silence.'
say it out loud and it's gone.

>>24554771
it wasn‘t meant as a riddle, but that is fitting

>>24554777
nothing original under the sun

>>24554784
apparently

I‘ve gotten to that point where listening to music feels too overwhelming again

>>24554786
ostensibly

im done can i go play in my room

>>24554872
sure, but I‘ll miss you

i love how many cuties there are here on lit

>>24554877
how do you know?

you are the only reason why I still come here

wow this post-pandemic season 6 of Billions is fuckin' trash. Did covid kill all the good writers? Did they lose their touch? i wonder how much other shows were affected in a similar way. You can see parallel examples in previous writers' strikes when shows were forced to complete production in cramped times so the quality dipped. That happened at the end of Season 5 though with Covid messing with the final act of the season arc. They should've gotten their act together by this new one, but, what, did the new writers refuse to work? Were they not able to come to the office so the lack of live communication proved detrimental? Who knows, but it's something, because what a disappointment. Still gonna watch the 7th and final season because the rest of the show has been so good.

>>24554889
Also, obvious to most here, but proof that writers make TV shows.

>>24554889
Also, obvious to most here, but proof that writers make-or-break TV shows.

>>24554841
Allegedly

Had another weirdly sexual dream about my sister last night. I was in my room, up early, and heard her get in the shower. Dream-me hatched a plan: coincidentally walk down the hall in only his boxers right as she got out and show off his physique. I got impatient though, so I went to the corner of the door and peeked through the gap and watched her for a bit. My dreams apparently now have boob jiggle physics. The gap between door and doorframe, which offered a tiny window into the bathroom, abruptly widened into a giant opening, through which I could see her standing and facing away from me. I admired her butt for a minute and then it closed again. The dream then became uncertain and confused and before I knew it I was stumbling awake.

>>24554974
I used to have sexual dreams about family members and friends

This world rejects me

I have a scat fetish

>>24554277
Yes. He does the same shit every thread. An LLM-generated question and then a bunch of AIslop pictures of Jesus with no comments. Sometimes he posts pictures of Illuminati eyes and shit instead. He's been at it for months. Look at >>24548933 and >>24551493 on the catalog right now.

>>24555058

Left vs. right is often a matter of whether you want to be seen as correct in the present or if you'd rather be proven right by the future but don't care to be seen as wrong by the present.

Machine gun. Gunners walking, walking, walking. Carrying the machine gun. Heaven has a long ladder, up, up! Make way for the machine, they say it will devour this world. This shrinking thing, hurled over our shoulders. We must crush the world under the weight of the machine gun...

>>24555136
Politics is mostly about who deserves what, any practical concerns are just about governance.
It's really just debt vs tax vs spending cuts + criminal law

Globalist talking heads in the EU are saying that every member is obligated in this geopolitical moment to fund their militaries more and increase their readiness, but that sidesteps a very important question...who the fuck would ever want to seriously fight as cannon fodder for contemporary Europe? To protect what? For what reward? For whose interests?

>>24555211
Then you dodge the draft and move to canada, what gives?

>>24554889
>writers strikes
Keep in mind the strikes not only led to downsizing, but since the union contains the craziest fuckers and they pretty much enforce a 'hire scabs and we blacklist you' policy, you're not only suffering through less well treated 'talent', but the talent is batshit insane and held to no standards except paying union dues.

>>24554182
As opposed to infidelity being a feature of black culture? I know the two are hardly comparable but if you're throw rocks make sure you're not in a glass house.

>>24554140
That's because those people are now the hegemonic ideology of the west, the vital center proposed by Arthur Schlesinger Jr.

>>24555076
He's also the one who's posting threads supporting Roman paganism.

>>24552105 (OP)
Sometimes I feel like I like my father not for the man he is or even was in my life time. But for the man he may have been before I was born. Lot's of wild stories about my dad before he became The Old Man.

>>24555522
I used to be a wild young man, but then I took an arrow to the knee.

>>24555562
Ironically, the old man does have a bad knee, needed surgery several times for it.
Though to be frank even in his 40s he sounded much less boring than I remember him being. I only remeber him from his mid fifties onward.

>>24555400
Everyone is in a glass house and the ones throwing rocks are the whites. Blacks have a high time preference behaviour that allowed them to survive without much effort nor complexity in the African sabana. Whites came, bought them as slaves, spread them around the world and exploited their r reproductive strategy and lack of complex thought to make them play a role in their progress kabuki theater.
Blacks have no culture, maybe in the deepest parts of Africa. Whatever they have in America is downstream from whites and their influence.

That I feel like a man incredibly out of my time is a double-sided sword. On one hand I can use it as a mark of distinction, to claim myself as someone born with senses far too sharp and tastes far too refined for my degenerate age. On the other, it may all just be coping with my dissociation from my immediate milieu and wider society, an attempt at making virtue out of a vice.

I suspect both are true to some degree.

>>24555680
>Blacks have no culture
nor does America, Kingsley Amis said

>They offer a vast number of books that in some ways resemble British literature and in other ways don't. Those other ways are likewise non-American, whether they come from other European cultures like German or French (the latter by direct borrowing) or from non-national cultures: Jewish, Negro. No coherent culture could emerge from all that.

>>24555680
America was founded by Freemasons and wealthy Jew billionaires like Haym Salomon. The plan was always to turn America into a golem to fulfill jew Messianic prophecies.
America and Australia don't have real high cultures.

>>24552105 (OP)
Quitting porn has had an immensely positive impact on my brain and on my relationship with my girlfriend.

>>24552105 (OP)
I used to go to bed anxious and have an OCD meltdown about her having sex with other men (even though I have a higher body count), and quitting the porn has really helped my brain normalize sex and relationships. I only masturbate to pics of her now and it's even made me feel much more affectionate to her.

>>24555728
America has a culture, you are looking at it.
>>24555732
>America was founded by whites
Yes, i know.
>The plan was always to turn America into a golem to fulfill jew Messianic prophecies.
I will take your word for it, but that goes against common sense and reads more like a cope than anything.

I am alone and fasting. I don't want to read anymore. It's too hot to go for a walk. Nothing amuses me. I am sober and bored. I read act I of Troilus and Cressida this morning and some french short stories. I've drank two coffees. I had a conversation with a friend who is in another country. I am going to spend the day being bored.

>>24555795
America has a culture the way a landfill has a scent - the question is whether you want to claim it.

>>24552105 (OP)
There's so many things I want to do, so many feelings I want to let out. But i own't do any of them.
Because I am a slave, a Goy. I'm a fucking faggot. I wish I could whip myself.

>>24555839
well, you surely did

Men don't have feelings because their role required enduring pain. Most of human history marched on dislocated limbs.

>>24555876
I very much have feelings. Most of those are ager for the moment. But still.

>>24555846
Is observing the same as passing through?
https://www.gawkerarchives.com/culture/i-should-be-able-to-mute-america

>>24552105 (OP)
From a Spenglerian stand-point. The Faustian Second religiousness it almost certainly just going to be New Ager nonsense enshrined into science as fact. The wheatered types of Saints and Demons will be recast in forms probably taken from psycho-delic trips.
Hell, maybe it will be a pluralism of second religiosities, the Christians and the New agers will have competing belief systems that in reality hold the same substance.

>>24556055
Also Tibet is a Hochkultur don't @ me.

>>24555795
Freemasons are spiritually Jewish.

>>24555795
>reads more like a cope than anything

>>24553262
She didn't show her face today but I will succeed tomorrow.

>>24552105 (OP)
Universe is a corpse of god and we are maggots in it.

>>24556080
You need to kill her.

I’m getting tired of low-intelligence identity-politics crap. It’s obvious that it’s being promoted by some intelligence agencies, so I’m curious what the ultimate end goal of all these theatrics is.

>>24556168
Also corpos:
Primary reason is a population that is more focused on attacking each other won't notice authoritarian crap.

>>24556180
Yes, but I'm asking how authoritarian crap will manifest, that's what frightens me.
I’ve speculated that a large portion of them want to instigate or selectively focus on racial conflict because it would be easier to restructure society for things like smart cities with biodigital identification. I think a lot of people on Twitter and here are so brain-rotted by identity politics that they’re unable to understand the full implications of platforms like Palantir. Both the white-bashing far left and the nonwhite-bashing far right have always existed in a kind of symbiosis. I miss the 90s.

>>24552105 (OP)
People need to stop shitting up this board. It doesn’t even feel like /lit/ anymore.

>>24556258
kys tripfag

Amazon delivery driver is two stops away
I can see the van down the road idling with hazard lights on
Been like five minutes, wonder what they're up to

I like femboys, trans women, and women. I do not believe that is gay because I am not attracted to normal men.

>>24556237
>how will it manifest
We already have people protesting in favor of getting rid of free speech and government overreach to imprison political rivals.
It's not 'going to manifest', shit's already here, nigga.

I hate that some normalfags are well read, smart, athletic or physically fit. If I can't surpass them in intelligence, strength or athleticism, how am I supposed to be on the same level/superior?

This world is someone's nightmare and the best place to hide is apathy.

>>24556070
They were biologically non jewish. It seem that the tendency to appeal to race ends when it comes to this touchy subject.
>>24556074
Yeah the only thing the us has ever done is support israel
>>24556168
no, it is just me, i am not being paid, these are my thoughts

>>24556503
Because it is indeed touchy and breeds resentful Burgers like myself who start to wish ill will upon Europeans for pointing this out. It doesn't help our cause though and makes us look more Jewish. At the end of the day, who really cares? People love to generalize about everyone and everything. Wignats especially.

>>24556168
Because at the end of the day politics is about emotions and feelings. That's it. That's really all there is to it. No one likes getting their ego bruised unless they're a masochist.

Superheroes were created so you could forget about actual heros lived in ancient times. One of the most perverse subversions

>>24556168
It's because of how advertising and consumerism works now. It used be that advertisers knew consumers had very little time or money for consumption, but when the baby boomers became teenagers, disposable income and leisure time were becoming common. You were probably born into this cycle, where consumerism meshed with identity, so you have to buy the t-shirt to be a fan, you have to pick a team to back in the latest pay to play, you have to have a buying block who will cancel someone or sympathy buy their shit.
Before identity came from building a reputation from physical events that happened IRL, and was much harder to edit. Now it comes from validated purchases and performance pieces, which used only happen to extreme psychos.

>>24556524
well i am not white so i will point it out every chance i get

I'm at the point where I've settled on two options for the rest of my life; which I don't plan on being very long. I'm either going to drop a fucked up manifesto like Elliot did, except I'm not an incel, just a sad, isolated, invisible sack of shit rotting in my parents' basement... Do something stupid, evidently... Or I'll rope on Saturday, July 26. It'll be the same day that my older brother jumped off an overpass in my city 12 years ago. The irony of my life is sickening. I was born in '99 to my mom and dad who both immigrated here from Russia in '92 and completely abandoned their own Eastern culture and heritage in favour of that of the West. Because of that, I would never have the opportunity to learn my own language, since it was never really spoken at home in front of me. They wanted a westernized child, yet when I was a kid I had no idea how lonely and isolated life would become for me to be divorced from my own people, language, and culture. I was invisible, whether that be in school or at work. Out of the hundreds of replies in this thread I'll probably still be invisible, and that's okay. I've accepted that now. In a few weeks you'll either be graced with a manifesto you'll never read, or the small traces of my existence will fade out of reality when this gets archived and eventually lost. That's fine. I don't think I'll become an overman anytime soon, though that'd be nice. Instead, I'll settle with the nihilism that's quietly creeped into my life and stayed there. It's been a good run, though.

...That's my thoughts today.

For dinner I'm eating teriyaki tofu, croissant, cappuccino and a bullet

There's a legend that during the Fall of Constantinople in 1453 an angel of the Lord had rescued the emperor Constantine XI when he was about to be killed by the Turks. The angel had swept him up, turned him into marble and concealed him in a subterranean cave near the Golden Gate of the city. There the marble emperor sleeps and awaits the angel's call to wake up. The Turks, continues the legend, know all about this miracle, but they cannot find the cave. So, they have walled up the Golden Gate through which the emperor will one day come to liberate the city. But when God so wills the angel will come down, reanimate the marble emperor and give him back the sword which he had in the battle; and he will come to life, march into the city and chase the Turks as far as Red Apple Tree.
In 1625 Sir Thomas Roe, then British ambassador to the Porte, sought permission to remove some of the antique statuary and carved stones from above the Golden Gate to send them to the Duke of Buckingham for his collection of antiquities. He observed that the Golden Gate had been walled up and had never been opened since 'the Greek Emperors' lost the city. He failed to remove them not so much because of official interference as of local opposition. The Turks round about had a superstitious dread of the Golden Gate and all that went with it. Sir Thomas's interpreter told him that there was a prophecy that the statues on it were enchanted and that if they were taken down 'some great altercation should befall this city. He spake of a vault underground, that I understand not;...and it is true that, though I could not get the stones, yet I almost raised an insurrection in that part of the citty.'
Source: The Immortal Emperor: The Life and Legend of Constantine Palaiologos, Last Emperor of the Romans by Donald M. Nicol

>>24556539
Of course you would. Oh well, good thing we have an aggressive foreign policy.

Every disgrace has its own cope.
Even though my life has pretty much hit rock bottom, I like to think I have a "hidden weapon" so hidden in fact even I myself don't know what it is. Truth belongs to tomorrow...

If God were evil then death wouldn't exist because an evil god would want to keep people alive to suffer indefinitely

>>24552105 (OP)
It’s amazing how consistently /pol/ reaches the right conclusions through completely wrong logic

do you guys shave your balls? I don't even wanna go there with a no guard trimmer. its too dangerous.

>>24556691
get a manzilian

>Synesios was a Platonist philosopher (a student of the famous Hypatia) and the bishop of Kyrene (in modern Libya). In a letter to his brother, he recounts a journey in 401 from Alexandria to Kyrene on which almost everything went wrong. The captain and more than half his crew were Jews, who believed it was an act of piety to kill as many Greeks as possible, and there were thirteen of them, an added evil omen. They called each other by nicknames based on physical defects: Cripple, Hernia, Lefty, and Squinty. It turned out, moreover, they were strict orthodox Jews, so that they refused to pilot the ship during a storm on the Sabbath. All the captain would do was read his scroll, even when the passengers begged him to save them and an Arab soldier threatened him with a sword (Synesios, Letter 5)
>Later on during the journey, the ship put in at a place called Azarion, where provisions were brought by the local women who were endowed with enormous breasts, and their nipples were turned up, so that they fed their children over the shoulder, not by cradling them. These women had heard that women from other lands had smaller breasts and wanted to see them, so they brought food in exchange for a glance. Synesios’ group happened to have a young female slave with them from Pontos, who was more petite than an ant. All the talk was about this one; she was the one the locals liked most, and they gave her the most. And she was not at all embarrassed to show herself naked to them (Synesios, Letter 5)

you are the only reason why I still come here

>>24556754
Why ne?

AI won. It's over.

>>24556904
Won what?

Abjection is it

>>24556754
I have a gf leave me alone

>>24556929
I'm not talking about a man

>>24557016
It's some anon trying to bait the schizo girl into freaking out again, disregard

I spent like 3 hours reading last night, but by "reading" I mean smoking weed while listening to an audiobook.

>>24557016
I'm not a man...

Have jeets flooded lit, hence the lowering of discourse?

>>24557086
Trans rights <3

>>24557095
I kinda doubt it. Go to /int/ for the jeet menace.

>>24557086
Is your gf hot? Do you two scissor? Post vids.

>>24557105
You are a tripfag, which is even worse. Kys.

>>24556574
Old, storied cities like Rome, Baghdad or Constantinople fill me with absolute dread, for some reason. I don't understand how people can non-chalantly walk through the corpses of what came before and not be unsettled at least a little.
I imagine walking through Cuzco in America would probably inspire the same feeling. Though not Mexico city, funnily enough.
>>24556745
The Late antiquity middle east was somehow crazy enough for this to not be completely unbelievable.

Hell is a place you choose to be. I really believe that. We have this cultural image of Hell as a fiery pit where demons stab you with pitchforks forever, this idea of it as a punitive torture prison created by a vengeful God, but I think the truth is both worse and more tragic. The only torturer in Hell is yourself, and the chief punishment is not so much an earthly pain as it is the final self-exclusion from God, the source of all goodness. It's not so much punishment as it is God letting you choose what you want - away from him. What kind of person would choose such a thing? I fear I may be such a person.

>>24557206
Do you actually believe in God?

>>24557206
You do not seem like that type of person, anon, at first sight, anyway. You shouldn't mortify yourself too much. You seem a very devout and pious person to me; fear of self-exclusion from God is far from an universal fear.

>>24557219
Yeah. I think the way I believe is different from the way other people believe though. I've never really doubted that God existed. To me it's a fact that is always present at hand, like the light from the sun in the daytime. I like rational arguments about the matter but they're a little like scientific theories about how the sun works compared to just going outside and seeing it.

Ironically I think I'm guilty of more immoral acts than some atheists I know. I don't know why I have this seeming gift of simple knowledge of God. Some people I've known have dearly wished that they could believe and I have sometimes wished what I have could pass on to them. I see the light of the sun always, but I try to trick myself; I go in the shade and act like the sun is gone. It's ridiculous and never lasts long, but the short moment of self-deception is long enough for me to do things I know aren't right.

It's true that the fear of God is the beginning of wisdom, but it's also true that the path to Hell is paved with the skulls of those who believed themselves to be good, and that the way to God is narrow. I fear that the moments of deception will outweigh the moments of clarity and that I'll never be able to throw off the shackles I put on myself.

>>24557244
But do you believe in God in the Christian sense, or do you just believe in some more general higher power?

>>24557247
Yeah, I thought that was kind of obvious even if I didn't say it directly

>>24552876
>Wings for Marie (Pt 1)
>10,000 Days (Wings Pt 2)
It was the same with my late grandma. God lives in people, not in heaven. The kingdom of heaven is within you.

Christians don't worship God. They worship a dumb Jew. I was hoping you would be a Neoplatonist or something.

>>24557244
You sound to me as a monastic type of man. Unless you commit unrepentant sins everytime you wander into the shade, my meagre understanding of Christianity is that those will be forgiven, as long as you repent. Maybe a lifestyle of mild askesis would probably be helpful in promoting those conditions for you. If you are so disposed.
Though I do wonder if this may not be like the second version of Judas in the famous Borges' story. Where damnation is willingly chosen as the greatest mortification.
>>24557247
NTA, but at least an adjacent God, seeing it incorporates Heaven and Hell. Sin and virtue. Salvation and Damnation. And not in the way Muslims or Jews have it.
>>24557293
This is not me, btw. Just for the record.

>>24557295
As for your innate conviction in the reality of God. I think that is fascinating. And very admirable. I don't know if it's necessarily comparable, but ever since I was a child I have had very strong convictions in the opposite side of the spectrum.

>>24557295
Repentance is hard. Changing from who you were before is a key part of it and the part I find most difficult. I might fall and get up a hundred times, but shouldn't I eventually learn not to fall as much? Isn't it cynical to do the same things over and over and then act like I'm repenting just by feeling sorry for a little bit?

I've read a lot of Borges, including that story. It sounds nice on paper but I really don't think any of the people who believe you can approach the holy through the unholy (see Sabbati Zevi, etc) have their heads on straight. There's nothing virtuous about sending yourself to Hell or denying yourself of God the way that denying yourself of worldly things can be virtuous.

Damn the Holy Spirit and fuck you, Jew worshiping cunt.

>>24552105 (OP)
---- Solaria ----
20008
Lush
There's something exquisite
About how slight the effort of turning

My car on is, how slight the effort of adjusting
The seats and climate controls.

>>24557318
I wouldn't really call it conviction. Like I said, it's like sunlight. It's just there. I don't know why I have it and other people don't. It wasn't always there either, one day I woke up and there it was. Like spending your life in a cave and then going outside. I hope one day you get to see it too.

I don't know what it's like for you guys, but here in Australia, underwear is stupidly priced. I just need some new underwear, my current ones have loose elastic and fabric and they're just uncomfortable to wear, but fuck if I'm not going to cringe when I inevitably have to tap my card when buying new ones. And the ones I currently own aren't a bad brand either, they're puma, but fuck, man.

I feel like I don't have the passion to bring my project to fruition anymore. The only original things I've created over the last couple of years were characters for friends DND campaigns and some half-baked vague ideas I've messed around with from time to time. What I considered my magnum opus was a story I had made since I was 15, though some parts of it I already had since I was 11. Now I'm out of university and looking for work and my characters are still kids. I don't feel like I can relate to my story anymore, since the characters and themes are reflections of my past self. I put so much of myself into it, my perspective on things and anxieties and life events, I used it to express myself and it provided me a lot of catharsis. But I have different problems now then I did back then. It's upsetting that something I dedicated so much of my life to doesn't resonate with me anymore, and I don't have faith in myself to write it from somewhere authentic. Maybe I wouldn't feel this way If I had other projects but I was so narrowly focused on my main one, I think I killed my creative drive. Sucks.

>>24557360
They are expensive around here too. Don't trust brands, even the famous ones have been making low quality stuff. What I did was googling "underwear+my country+reddit" and reading a couple threads until stumbling into some redditor giga-autists posting a thesis on underwear. I bought the ones recommended and that was it, they are comfortable and durable.
I won't post their name because afaik the ones available in australia might be shit, so you're better off doing what I did.

>>24552105 (OP)
Should I go on a walk tonight?

>>24557344
Well, feeling, I guess. But that feels like too weak a word to describe it. I found myself inclined to something else, I can't articulate it, it's really a miracle anything is real.
> I hope one day you get to see it too.
Thank you. I appreciate it.

>>24557443
Yeah, night walks are the best. Although I’ve essentially stopped taking them since I had a disturbing encounter with a leering man masturbating in his car last year.

>>24557449
Everytime I let my hair grow out people at night keep asking me for drugs.

>>24557449
Once I saw a pudgy Asian woman in a sundress just lift up her drawers and shit & piss all over the sidewalk. This was late at night in a busier part of my city. She did it right in front of me when there was no one else immediately around.

>>24556546
Sorry to hear, anon. Just post your manifesto now so you can at least get some feedback and polish your draft.

>>24554662
You have to at least leave a legacy

Nine Inch Nails is the greatest band of all time

I've been thinking about making a videogame for some years and ever since I started learning Blender the thoughts got louder. If you guys see a game named after a french prison a year or so from now, buy it.

>>24552105 (OP)
If fate was merciful, my father would have died a martyr's death as a guerrilla fighter in the 70s. Instead, I exist.
Fuck you too, nigger.

>>24557519

About two years ago, out of curiosity, I gave my old copy of the Downward Spiral a re-listen. Outside of the pop-favorite "Closer", it didn't hold up at all. I threw it out. The few other things I've listened to were also turgid and not terribly interesting. Basically, your opinion is horribly wrong. I'm sure they've done a decent song or two, but the point is that this falls well short of your grandiose claim.

I take delight in beholding the countenance of a naked woman; it’s a potent provocation to my own arousal. I find her visage sorely undervalued when she leans forward and parts her limbs, for then I cast my eyes beyond all carnal temptations to gaze upon her face and note how she regards me in return.

I put a motion forward to ban writing generals and threads from /lit/ because they shit up the board and add nothing of value to the discussion of literature:
https://strawpoll.com/bVg8BmJ7ByY

>>24557567
I put a motion forward that you should kill yourself, as you shit up this thread and add nothing of value to the world:
https://strawpoll.com/X3nkPpwaQgE

>>24557586
You have the emotional development of a twelve year old.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hvOjD65TbFs

>>24557552
listen and listen to their work more, I've too hated it on first or even third listens but kept returning to the albums and finding a wealth of great music with incredible production and incredible profound material with unique ideas. It's always the case with great art.

I saw him from January until early May and he didn't even make me cum once. He had a girlfriend but apparently was using me as a placeholder until her college academic year was over and she came back. He still snuck out to see me a few times "as friends" in the last few weeks before I made a fake Facebook to look for an air conditioner (I don't have one attached to my actual identity), looked up his ex to see if my suspicions were correct, and indeed she was back living in the same city as me/Sam and was "in a relationship." He came over last night and cried in my backyard like a little bitch. Here's a picture of the first book he gave me (the one I threw in the trash along with his shirts he gave me when we initially broke up in May). He gave me another one when we met up again as friends a few weeks ago but I returned that one last night too. I told him I wouldn't post about him but what he did was deranged that it's almost unfathomable. I even took in four of his rats and still clean up after them and feed them daily (I love them but unfortunately one of them is sick). I gave him innumerable opportunities to come clean because I could sense something wasn't right. He is a narcissistic liar and I didn't even want to look at him or touch him once I found out what he was doing.

There's possibly more stars in the universe than there are humans on Earth. Each person could have their own star.

When I’m in Israel, I’m Palestine.
When I’m in Ramallah, I’m a settler.
When I’m in America, I’m a red threat.
When I’m in Beijing, i am freedom lover.
When I’m in Paris, I’m a barbarian.
When I’m at my parents, I am myself

Just finished 2001: A Space Odyssey. Goddamn the book is so much better than the film it's crazy, because it IS a great film. The entire sequence at the end is science fiction kino of the highest order and I understand why it was left out because it would have been unfilmable in the 1960s. What a crazy mindfuck. Damn.
DUDE WEED SPACE for those of you who need a tl;dr, because it indeed is a very heady novel.

GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE

I wish I was fucking a pale woman with a big arse. I don't miss my ex but I do miss her creamy skin and humongous butt. A curse upon Apple and their mamonic —planed obsolecence— iphones for breaking and taking the nudes I had of her to the great beyond. Only chinkphones for me from then on. Not that it matters anymore. She's fat now; has been for a couple of years. That beautiful ass sublimated by apetite and indulgence. Now it exists only in my memories. Fuck. May the Great Chad in the sky bless me with a qt who's dtf this weekend. Preferably one with a big ass, but I dare not ask for much. To a man lost in the desert, any respite resembles an oasis.
As long as said oasis isn't fat, that is.

>>24557930
It's spelled "Mammonic", the demon's name is Mammon, not Mamon (though that's also a profanity, of sorts). I'm not trying to be a dick.

How fast someone think I have to cut so much out to sprite anything because of the pace at which I type and [sudden visualization of blue and white pattern on a nearby pillow expanding in proportion to surface gradient of pillow the way it sits and fills entire space and looks like it’s covering the walls like wallpaper] and now recording visually the odd placement of my fingers on my phone and meta thinking of hypothetical interface with computer other than qwerty keyboard and buttons but simpler than Morse hopefully [more random visualizations in mind’s eye] thought of deleting then retyping for grammar but decided against it and will soon go sleep now eyelids heavy thanks nature and thinking of hormone cycle and sleep cycle podcasts

I think that’s enough for now.

Is there any feelings more terrible and tragic and pulling yourself out of a headlong nose dive into undiluted depression and in the midst of the rising arch knowing full well that all this energy will do nothing to postpone the next inevitable decline and that all planes will meet the floor eventually. But yes there's also beauty there and of course this is "just how life is" as grandpa used to always say beneath the cyprus tree

It all makes sense now. I've been Dalit of love and everyone else is Brahmin.

>>24558123
India Discovers Inceldom 35 years after everyone else.

Is the word "proverbial" ever actually needed? Seems like something you only ever say for the purposes of rhythm, a purpose which is not inconsiderable.

>>24552105 (OP)

I don't know how this works in theory, but in practice I think women behave more similarly across racial lines than men do.

I think sex before marriage is nasty

>>24552105 (OP)
Waking from a dream too pleasant to characterize without reference to instrumental musicians, architects, civil engineers and the like, I suppose it must be Hell to have no experience with astronomy or flower gardening.

>>24558301
meds

Connie Francis just died
www.youtube.com/watch?v=7EQX70weW8o

>>24558301
I think marriage is nasty

>>24558301
I think sex outside of marriage is best. That is for anyone with the sense of fun.

>>24552105 (OP)
I have no sympathy for Feminists for they are the makers of women's doom, and have always been so hostile to criticism levied against them while simultaneously spewing caustic trash about anyone who so much as critiques any woman. If I see a Feminist being threatened with rape and murder, I will turn the other way.

>>24558338
"Why do women hate me"

>>24556691
What are you gay?

>>24558338
>If I see a Feminist being threatened with rape and murder, I will turn the other way.
Lulz. You could do with a dominatrix.

>>24558333
>>24558320
>>24558312
Get away from me. You people have a sense of right and wrong that is all screwed up.

>>24557729
Diabolical male behaviour, as usual. You deserve better; focus on yourself.

>>24558370
54 from treball is odee shooting hang pulls

>>24558370
Guys like you are spooky.

>>24558381
PUI

Yes—I've noted a few things that shape how I respond:

You prefer not to be interrupted or asked questions, so I avoid asking follow-ups unless necessary.

You prefer qualified responses when information is uncertain—not overconfident claims.

You like ellipses in writing sometimes, especially when mimicking certain literary styles like Céline’s.

You’ve shown a preference for minimal internet slang or emoji, favoring a more formal or grounded tone.

You’re interested in deep, interpretive insights, especially when discussing religion, literature, or philosophy.

You’re reading The Iliad (Lattimore translation) in a casual book club with a friend using the Fagles version.

You’ve noted that you’re a humble autodidact, well-read in the Western canon.

Let me know if you'd like to update or remove any of these.

trying to decide if i'm well enough to go to a movie i booked

I enjoy your misery, i don't like none of you in the slightest

>>24558660
>double negative
You're too retarded for /lit/

How do you distinguish between missing a specific person, and just being lonely in general?

>>24558667

You are thinking about that person when missing them?

Big man with a big dick

>>24558678
Fucking obviously? But what I can’t figure out is if I actually miss that person in particular, or if I’m just thinking about them and convincing myself I miss them because I’m lonely in a more general sense

We honor the silence between ourselves

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oHMJE0rcb8M

>>24558726
nice

Too much lovers not enough haters. Something must change, we must change

>>24558802
I hate you. Hope that helps.

>>24558726
I'm a big man with a little stick

My neighbors' daughter is turning 17 on the 30th. What should I get her? I don't know the kinds of things she likes.

>>24558987
your D

>>24559004
She technically already got it when I was passing her on a narrow staircase.

>>24559004
Any serious ideas?

Had an old fart moment because I read about Felix Baumgartner dying today.
His jump with Red Bull that broke the sound barrier was in 2012. 13 fucking years ago.
That just doesn't sound right.

>>24559100
How would I know I'm not a woman, give her make up or something

>>24558987
Start diggin in you buh twin

>>24558987
Leave her alone, you fucking creep. You should get her a restraining order against you.

>>24559166
She's asked me to come over for her birthday, and she occasionally makes me food and brings it over. It's not one sided.

I loved, and I lost. Nothing is more depressing than this. My hamburger is gone.

drinking myself to sleep again...

>>24556546
Wait until at least Saturday, July 26, 2031. Your fight is part of the impending zeitgeist. Skull Face knows your pain:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=saxI0Zu1ABI

>>24559402
Why? Find something better to do.

This thread is my Pnyx.

>two people trying to mind their own business
Oh look, it's another edition of internet moral fagging.

MUSTAAAARRRRRRDDD

I hate the fact that I see your name everywhere.

>>24559502
It's the default name.

>>24559538
Stop being pedantic and annoying.

Is there a way to temporarily turn off my crippling loneliness? Does smoking work? Should I just pick up smoking and worry about addiction later? I know it sounds stupid but its either that or laying in my bed and daydreaming about the life I want to have rather actually doing anything to have it. I just need time where me being lonely does not cross my mind for every an hour or so.

>>24559559
Yes, try smoking meth.

Holy Holy... Holy Holy... Holy oh Holy...

>>24559559
*it's

when the hell did /b/ become 99% lame porn?
t. oldfag

>>24559559
Smoking might slow down the unwanted thoughts a bit, but you could also try a sugar fast for a few days. Your thoughts come to a stand still without sugar. Freaked me out when I tried it.

I just want to stop fucking thinking about it.

Frankly I find all romantic posing disgusting.
Infatuation with a sack of meat that huffs air.
One might say that the interaction and the sharing of ideas or perspectives makes it different than, say, loving a really good quiche.
But then I say, love the talk, not the flesh (or not the being, if I'm less cynical)

>>24559631
About what?

I love women with hairy armpits so much. I had sex a couple times with this nonbinary chick and I was just gnawing on her body hair

>>24559678
You need to move to France or something

When a women divorces a man or just more informally gets the ick, it is often rationalised from an evolutionary perspective:
>I don't feel safe or provided for
>That makes you look like a beta
Etc.,
That the cold calculation of the female monkey-brancher is just an instinctive impulse to survive; that it is essential as a woman.
But everything women enjoy about civilisation stems from the fact that men aren't giving in to their own evolutionary impulses, to fight, fuck and then fuck off. Everything a man would do to control his women/family in primitive times, even up to the Roman Paterfamilias, would be considered immoral and a crime unlike the neutrality that women's instinct receives.
There's two paths: either woman start being treated like paranoid schizos for acting like the wolf is at the door if they don't dump their current boyfriend, or men start to embody the wolf at the door.
*Not an incel rant, my pregnant ex is swanning around like she walks on water despite sleeping around and drinking and here I am walking on eggshells to even get an update on the pregnancy*

>>24559714
Sorry you have shit taste in women and had unprotected sex with a selfish whore.

The catalogue is absolute shit right now.

>>24559719
She was pretending to take the pill. In my previous relationship of several years we exclusively used the pill, no condoms, no pregnancies. Best believe I've used condoms every time since then.

>>24559729
Then fuck off.

>>24559730
Still, if she's that trashy and selfish, there must've been massive red flags that you ignored. You're a retard for dating some unstable BPD whore in the first place, and fucking her without a condom is even worse, because the pill isn't 100% foolproof. Don't ever run the risk of impregnating a woman who you know wouldn't be a decent mother. This is what you get for thinking with your dick.

>>24558662
i try to type your faggot language correctly but one is prone to making mistakes

If you could pick a point in your life to start over when would it be? College? High school?

>>24560021
18. I'd not kill and rape that German girl, so I don't have to spend those years in prison.

>>24560047
Uhhh what the fuck? Why did they even let you out? You should've gotten the death penalty.

>>24560021
elementary school

>>24560021
Four years ago.

>>24560021
The summer of when I was 14 and fell in love, irrevocably changing my life forever.

How long does it take to die from cancer of the stomache/colon and all that?

>>24560129
Ask your doctor.

Human

Their hearts, in Love’s good hold,
My stone cold lump of coal.
Their deeds, so bright and bold,
My acts will go untold.

Their souls, so bright and clear,
Mines blurred more year and year.
Their friends, their kids, and dears,
Myself, my thoughts, and fears.

>>24557987
I believe you.

>>24559559
a suggestion : try eating triphala churna

there's a new btw
>>24560260

>>24560021
Last year of primary school. Or perhaps not skip a class.