What books should I read to remoralize myself after being subjected to demoralisation psyops for so long?

>>24583170 (OP)
The Bible. Skip to Matthew

>>24583170 (OP)
'Hero-worship,' if you will,—yes, friends; but, first of all, by being ourselves of heroic mind. A whole world of Heroes; a world not of Flunkeys, where no Hero-King can reign: that is what we aim at! We, for our share, will put away all Flunkeyism, Baseness, Unveracity from us; we shall then hope to have Noblenesses and Veracities set over us; never till then. Let Bobus and Company sneer, "That is your Reform!" Yes, Bobus, that is our Reform; and except in that, and what will follow out of that, we have no hope at all. Reform, like Charity, O Bobus, must begin at home. Once well at home, how will it radiate outwards, irrepressible, into all that we touch and handle, speak and work; kindling ever new light, by incalculable contagion, spreading in geometric ratio, far and wide,—doing good only, wheresoever it spreads, and not evil.

By Reform Bills, Anti-Corn-Law Bills, and thousand other bills and methods, we will demand of our Governors, with emphasis, and for the first time not without effect, that they cease to be quacks, or else depart; that they set no quackeries and blockheadisms anywhere to rule over us, that they utter or act no cant to us,—that it will be better if they do not. For we shall now know quacks when we see them; cant, when we hear it, shall be horrible to us! We will say, with the poor Frenchman at the Bar of the Convention, though in wiser style than he, and 'for the space' not 'of an hour' but of a lifetime: "Je demande l'arrestation des coquins et des laches." 'Arrestment of the knaves and dastards:' ah, we know what a work that is; how long it will be before they are all or mostly got 'arrested:'—but here is one; arrest him, in God's name; it is one fewer! We will, in all practicable ways, by word and silence, by act and refusal to act, energetically demand arrestment,—"le demande cette arrestation-la!"—and by degrees infallibly attain it. Infallibly: for light spreads; all human souls, never so bedarkened, love light; light once kindled spreads, till all is luminous;—till the cry, "Arrest your knaves and dastards" rises imperative from millions of hearts, and rings and reigns from sea to sea. Nay, how many of them may we not 'arrest' with our own hands, even now; we! Do not countenance them, thou there: turn away from their lackered sumptuosities, their belauded sophistries, their serpent graciosities, their spoken and acted cant, with a sacred horror, with an Apage Satanas.—Bobus and Company, and all men will gradually join us. We demand arrestment of the knaves and dastards, and begin by arresting our own poor selves out of that fraternity. There is no other reform conceivable. Thou and I, my friend, can, in the most flunkey world, make, each of us, one non-flunkey, one hero, if we like: that will be two heroes to begin with:—Courage! even that is a whole world of heroes to end with, or what we poor Two can do in furtherance thereof!

>>24583179
>Skip to Matthew
Bullshit, OP >>24583170 (OP) you need to read Levicticus through Nehemiah to understand you need to fuck t-girls at BBQs.

>>24583170 (OP)
>What books should I read to remoralize myself after being subjected to demoralisation psyops for so long?
Your enemies' eulogies.

>demoralisation psyops
can you show me one?

>>24583170 (OP)
Unironic answer here: go for imaginative literature for 2+ years, it will work better than any philosophy and open a first breach into any kind of conditioning you may have received. The /lit/ top 100 is a great starting point, if you go before 2016. Poetry also works wonders.
Stay away from philosophy and non fiction, becayse they'll likely make the situation worse: they get sucked into the vortex of what you already (have been induced to) think, and either repurposed to support it or discarded it to refute it.
What you need is life experiences so vivid that the contradiction with what you (have been induced to) believe becomes so blatant and self-evident that you cannot help but change your thoughts. This happens either in your everyday life when you go through trauma (positive and negative: falling in love, death of a relative, etc.) or by building a habit to listen to other people's stories and being empathetic - or the third best option in my opinion, which is good, well thought out imaginative literature. Some people say psychedelics also work, but I've never tried them so I cannot vouch for them.
But I can vouch for the fact that 2+ years of hallucinating stories of strangers on a daily basis (stories of different characters, from writers who lived all over the world) will significantly begin to restructure your brain and help you develop critical thought.
A final advice anon: here, like everywhere else, consistency is key. You need to do this every day, there's no other way to say this. Read every day and dismiss psy-op media (TV, streaming servicies, movies, social media) as much as you can. If the hours you put in reading start being more than the ones you put in other stuff, you'll notice the results. Do it every day.
Trust me, it can be done and it will change your life. I did it and it brought me up from a very dark place. After 2 years I began having to radically re-think the way I looked at the world. After 9 years, I am living a different and better life. I love reading literature and I'll never stop, it made my existence better and it transformed me as a human being in ways I could not have possibly imagined when I started reading.

>>24583382
A clarification: of course novels aren't as strong as trauma. They are not real experiences. But they can get very close if they are well written. So in order to produce the same effect of a real life experience, it will take significantly more time. You can use this time; it's like observing experience slowed down and from afar: you can reflect about it, return upon it, and doesn't hit you as hard. The restructuring it gives you requires longer, but also its results will be long lasting.
Good luck anon.

>>24583382
>>24583387
How many pages do you read a day?

You can't read anything to do this.

Your problem is a mental one. You have thoughts that are negative, you need to control your thoughts. Every time you have a negative thought you have to consciously come back with it, as in your internal dialogue and say the inverse. You need to do this over and over and train your mind.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I24MX3Tua_Q

Watch this guys videos. I know they are super goofy and woo woo, but trust me, they will help.

>>24583170 (OP)
i like reading older tales like Arthurian romances or Charles Dickens

>>24583170 (OP)
the eastern path:
>upadisahasari
>vivekachudamani
>the principal upanishads
the western path:
>the platonic doctrines of albinus
>porphyry's letter to his wife marcella
>the enneads
both are really, the same exact path, just flavoured differently.

>>24583170 (OP)
Protocols of the Elders of Zion

>>24583170 (OP)
no this isn't her no
no way not never

>>24583170 (OP)
Read your Bible and do what it say

>>24583516
proof it

>>24583557
it says to turn the other cheek

>>24583557
do not resist evil, do not judge

>>24583170 (OP)
If the psy-ops worked on you, you were cattle in the first place

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=91gT68xeDMM

>>24583170 (OP)
Frankly, you don't need to "remoralize" yourself. If you stop watch demoralization content for a long enough time, it just wears off. At one time, I felt like I need to brainwash myself with the truth, but that's not how the mind works.

>>24583170 (OP)
I am in dire need of Abi Shapiro bib boobs AI generated pictures.

>>24583552
>anon learns about the wall

>>24583170 (OP)
Abbie Shapiro looks like she just got done schlurpin' a BJC (Big Jewish Cock)

>>24583179
This, but also read Genesis, Exodus, Deuteronomy, Proverbs and Ecclesiastes