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>There is no laws, How could there be any laws in the universe and what could even possibly make them conceivable
I do not surely know the "how", but anyone can observe the very fact that the particles in your body do not just decide to 'forget' about the forces that hold them together or just phase through your apartment floor.
The earliest philosophers looked at the stars, how they moved in their spheres predictably and without failure. They reasoned that there exist unbreaking laws which governed every physical thing, which they eventually described through mathematics. These "profane" investigations inadvertantly pointed metaphysicians towards "truths", even ones which undermine the very principles we started with at the beginning of our investigations. Nihilism is a chief example.
A truly lawless world is one without coherent form. A metaphysician might say it is the mind which gives order and coherence. But the mind itself must exist within order (whether that be physical or metaphysical according to your preference) to impose order towards the outside world. To imply the opposite would almost be to equate the mind with God, when Mainländer himself says God has died.
>Everything is emotional and poetical and subjective
I agree. But a person shouldn't confuse domains of experience. Newton was someone who understood well that cultivating different "modes of thinking" while keeping them seperate makes it possible for them to inform each other