Thread 24851705

if you could unlearn certain things from your mind, what are those, /lit/?

Ironically I'd like to have never read Bukiwski, or listened to punk rock as a kid, or any other ugly, nihilistic stuff. Maybe I'm a contrarian cynic by nature, but none of that stuff helped. I'd have liked to have developed greater ideals as a young person.

>>24851705 (OP)
I would unlearn the french language

>>24851777
my french suck so i would prefer to unlearn english and get better at french.

>>24851774
>I'd have liked to have developed greater ideals as a young person.
such as?

>>24851705 (OP)
>If you are neurotic you are actually very smarty smart smarty-pants!
Overstated psychology wank or actually true?

>>24851801
It's bullshit. I'm depressed and retarded.

>>24851795
I don't know.. truth, beauty, earnesty, etc.

Anything but the irreverent nihilistic foolishness I ran with for so long.

The concept of love as presented in Disney movies and children's cartoons. That has really fucked me up. I get completely devastated to the point of suicide any time a girl rejects me. Every girl I go on dates with (meaning I make it past the first date) I start planning out our life together and she always crushes those dreams.

>>24851705 (OP)
the ability to communicate with people.

>>24852468
I don’t know how the fuck I drank this koolaid for so long, I literally come from a broken home. It’s probably why subconsciously, but it was literally right in front of my face.
I just want to get cosmetic surgery and an easy degree to become a sperm donor. If I hit the lottery I’m making a genome army and raising them in a compound in the third world.

>>24851705 (OP)
Terrible writer. Just a poor sap who gave up.
All the sad teen angst of this age is legitimate, but making up shit like antinatalism or taking up self destructive "hobbies" like cutting drugs is just cringe cult.
You have succumbed to the state faith

>>24851705 (OP)
Depression shrinks your fucking brain, Buk. When I am joyful all of my senses are responsive and my memory is sharp so I have better grasp over things. In depression everything is a fucking mess.

>>24853037
*Cutting or taking drugs
Lol. Sounds like I was just talking about cutting lines of coke.

>>24853117
I just heard about this guy's take on epigenetics
I think we're all on the same page.

>>24851705 (OP)
Fear, anger, shame, etc.
It's possible to ignore these things but it requires mental effort, and it would be better to unlearn them if possible.

>>24851801
Overstated, look at this board.

>>24851818
Someone didn't start with Greeks :)

association between asphyxiation and panic. if dementia patients can forget to eat and end up dying, surely i can just delete this one from my brain.

>>24851705 (OP)
no that's a wrong quote
sadness is not caused by being intelligent, it's caused by the fact you cannot kill retard freestyle without the law getting in the way

>>24851705 (OP)
God, bukowski was such a ridiculous faggot.

>>24851774
Then you'd just be delaying the inevitable. Only ascended sages and the profoundly retarded are free from cynicism

>>24851705 (OP)
Picrel is absolute midwit slop. Intelligence doesn't cause sadness at all. Poor self-control just causes you to focus on things that make you unhappy. Your intelligence just extends the amount of time you can invest into the particular topic.
It's like saying great TV signal causes anxiety. No, nigga, you are just watching prime time TV full of murder mysteries and exaggerated news broadcasts. You fell for a feedback loop.

I made fun of Bukowski when I was 18 but goddamn since that time and now turning 30, he was right about everything
I kneel GODkowski

>>24852468
he's just like me fr fr

>>24851705 (OP)
The hopes and dreams my mind involuntarily compares reality against

>>24851705 (OP)
What love and sex is like

>>24852468
This but expanded to every concept from media
>just le bee urself
>if you have a dream just work hard and you'll make it, it's not 99% predetermined by how rich is your family
>the money you have does not matter if you are le good person, the obnoxious annoying rich person will not get his dick sucked 24/7 because he has money no sirree
>be honest fair etc you will be rewarded
>evil people always get punished in the end
>evil people are just damaged and sad and they had le trauma
>be humble and you will be recognized by merit, if you are greedy you will obtain nothing
>people aren't just talkng chimps and they have a morality
>there is a person for you out there that isn't a goddamn cheating whore, love exists
>women will "love you" for things other than money
>you should not lie, people don't lie 24/7
And all the other lies and bullshit I forgot. This shit is just about keeping the cattle low while the pedo island people go to the top easier
It's such a fucking gay ass faggot world

>>24854989
holy misery. i will pray for you brother.
i bet you consider yourself a "realist".

>>24854997
I consider myself unlucky

>>24854989
Im sorry anon, some of those sayings are ridiculous and some just diluted to the point where the main idea is gone. But being humble was never and shouldn't be based on conditions or outcomes, it does make things 'easier' compared to pride and self delusion.

>>24855008
Being humble and saying the truth will set you back in 100% of cases. Literally every single one of these mediatic pseudo-Christian qualities is a weakness. I ended up realizing that Christian values were literally just Jewish poison for the whole world because all these things are liteally just handicaps. It made sense when there was an afterlife in heaven to look forward to, but now that it's obvious that God doesn't exist and this is just a bunch of monkeys it's just a handicap.
Sadly it's also true that there are people who are born inferior and do not have the wiring to grift and cheat and fuck people over, so when media cancer gets to them they become irrecoverable cattle. I probably wouldn't be able to kill someone no matter how much I hate that person because it's le wrong and I'm domesticated. I hate myself every day for being domesticated cattle like you wouldn't believe, I fucking hate that this rot has metastasized my brain so deeply I'll never take it out, and even if I stopped being a cripple I've fought it too long and it's too late now so I'll just die cattle. But hey I le fucking bee myself and I believe in all the mongoloid virtues above and whenever I had the chance to cheat lie steal and get ahead unfairly I went "no sirree I have morals" and then I got fucked in the ass. Every single time over and over and I still refused to get it because it's genetically a fucking pug. It's so disgusting

>>24854989
>women will "love you" for things other than money
Correct, it's all about face, height, and aggression.

>>24855026
No, women will FUCK tall animalistic niggers in their teens because they aren't even thinking about committing, but they'll love a 5 foot goblin in a Porsche.
Money is the key, money makes you 8' tall, money makes you charismatic and funny, money warps the whore's perception more than reality ever will
It's just how it is. If I weren't attractive I would never have gotten laid but because I wasn't a rich kid in this incestuous shithole I never had a chance for committal