I experienced ego death during a trip and now I can't stop feeling immense shame and regret over throwing so much of my life away on being an edgelord and troll for no reason instead of doing literally anything positive or productive with my time. Ponies would be so disappointed in me. I fucked up. I don't feel worthy of Equestria anymore.

>>42385064 (OP)
Don't worry buddy, anypony who posts on /mlp/ is not worthy to go to Equestria by default.

>>42385064 (OP)
It's never too late to start and contribute. You can become worthy. It's ultimately up to you.

>>42385064 (OP)
Hey Anon, it's not too late to improve and be more positive. Ponies will always give you a second chance if you try to be a better person <3

>>42385064 (OP)
Not your personal blog, shartbag

>>42385073
Lemon Hearts is willing to make it worth it, too~
Get to it anon~

>>42385078
fuck your negative input anon

>>42385064 (OP)
You can't change the past you can only change the future. Don't ruminate on it and start now.

>>42385064 (OP)
it doesn't matter what the fuck you do.
you will die, those last moments will stretch to infinity as your perception of time rots, and your fantasy world rots. the you behind it all doesn't die. you can't escape existence.
do whatever the fuck you want. we all join our fallen brothers in perpetual torment forever, so who gives a fuck.