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Your heart sinks seeing her so distraught. You want to take it back, rewind time like a clock and forget this talk ever happened, cut this memory away from her soul and pretend you said nothing at all...
But it needs to be said, and you need to tell her everything.
"It was wrong of me to withhold this information for any length of time, but would you have thought of me as anything other than a monster if you'd known the moment we'd met? A day? A week? I thought..."
You shake your head sadly as she continues to look away.
"I didn't think. A part of me assumed you might be safer in ignorance. That if and when our obligations might separate us, you wouldn't have to worry about me as much. Smoke found out on his own, and Tanssija, well, when I found out she was cursed to become sensitive to magic, I had to say something to help her. As for Hannu, he's a king."
You look over at him.
"If I didn't tell you myself and you had discovered who I was, would you have sent troops after me? To rescue your sister from a rogue Necromancer?"
"If it was before everything, yes, cause I would want my sister to be safe," He admits a bit nervously, "If it was after... maybe a small group? I would mostly have a lot of questions in that regard though."
"I want to use this magic to better the lives of others. To extract powerful curses placed on people, to die crossing a border and come back to life to rescue a friend, her brother, and their kingdom. To cure people with Dark Sickness. For Smoke and Tanssija, adventuring could see them expire, and I have the means to heal the recently deceased. No puppet strings attached," You explain, "I want to protect and heal those I care for, Dawyn. I am careless about it at times, both in my action and inaction. But..."
You lay down before Dawyn, getting her to once again look at you.
"Dawyn Crisrinn. I, Luscinia Wren, am sorry. For the deception and falsehoods I've spread to sustain it. The fault rests squarely on me."
You drip your head at her, expecting her to say something though nothing comes. You eventually raise your head to find her look down at you. The shock, confusion, and sadness is still there, evident on both her soul and expression. In both you begin to see a pain expression bubble up as her mouth opens and closes a few times. She eventually looks at the wall of the tent, away from you, and finally gets something out though it is barely above a whisper.
"...I could've found a wanted poster, or we could've been stopped by guards and... what then?"
She sniffs and then speaks a little louder, still looking away. She places a claw over her heart.
"Sil- Luscinia, I... I never... I j-just-"
Her free claw comes up to wipe her eyes, resting against her head after as she sits there in silence for what feels like an eternity.
"I think I.... I just need some space right now..." She finally says.
What do you do?