>>126980975experience more of it and you will feel more at ease. when one your grandparents or parents die, make sure to see the corpse, touch it, try hugging the corpse to see what it feels like, what emotions it triggers if any. ask the people who were with them the exact moment they died to tell you exactly how it went down.
if they live for a really long time they often end up like a disturbing caricature of themselves (especially with dementia) and you will learn to see death as more of a blessing than a curse