>>507285387There's a limit to how many babies you can murder until you ack yourself.
Unless you are a Jew, empathy will eventually fuck you up, cause humanity evolved to feel compassion in order for society to function.
Only "just killings" like self-defense are justified in your subconscious.
I met a USA army dude once when I was in rehab in the USA.
He kept bragging about how many confirmed kills he had but he was batshit insane.
He couldn't deal with real life once he got back.
He was begging to get redeployed but they wouldn't let him cause he was batshit.
I bet he eventually acked himself, there's no way to go back to living a normal life after this.