Anonymous
ID: 8Uz9dplC
6/14/2025, 8:05:50 AM No.507312113
The lockdown mania combined with discovering /pol/ and other alternative outlets and learning the truth has crippled me.
Always was an outcast but when I finished high school and went down the self-improvement road I said "let's play anyway" and hoped that someday with enough sacrifice I'd a least find peace or fulfilment to make life bearable. Weight loss, strenuous exercise, grunt jobs, martial arts, cold showers and austerity beyond normal, all self-imposed for years combined with surrogate and academic education on all practical subjects was my path to becoming what can only be referred to as Nietzsche's Overman. The cunts that made fun of me in high school now wanted me. The faggots that used to try to gang up on me now steered clear. I spent 2 days in college during which men and women swarmed to me before the lockdowns began.
The veil has been lifted. Reached the conclusion that I am a tax-cattle serf in a prison nation where everything human and masculine is either illegal or prohibitely expensive. I can't hunt, I can't own firearms, I can't drive a motorcycle at full speed. Can't be a man. My only options are to drink, smoke, do drugs and gamble. You can see both in media and in your life that people are becoming ever more faggotized, retarded and insane. I camnt even be bothered to speak anymore.
I'm fine with being alone. Fine with nobody remembering or caring about any important conversation. I'm fine with life being cruel and unfair. I'm fine with at 24 never having had a social circle, a woman, or any milestone. I said it'd get better. It's fine. Life doesn't guarantee "Happiness".
All I wanted was more to life than gynocratic slavery or suicide by cop.
Always was an outcast but when I finished high school and went down the self-improvement road I said "let's play anyway" and hoped that someday with enough sacrifice I'd a least find peace or fulfilment to make life bearable. Weight loss, strenuous exercise, grunt jobs, martial arts, cold showers and austerity beyond normal, all self-imposed for years combined with surrogate and academic education on all practical subjects was my path to becoming what can only be referred to as Nietzsche's Overman. The cunts that made fun of me in high school now wanted me. The faggots that used to try to gang up on me now steered clear. I spent 2 days in college during which men and women swarmed to me before the lockdowns began.
The veil has been lifted. Reached the conclusion that I am a tax-cattle serf in a prison nation where everything human and masculine is either illegal or prohibitely expensive. I can't hunt, I can't own firearms, I can't drive a motorcycle at full speed. Can't be a man. My only options are to drink, smoke, do drugs and gamble. You can see both in media and in your life that people are becoming ever more faggotized, retarded and insane. I camnt even be bothered to speak anymore.
I'm fine with being alone. Fine with nobody remembering or caring about any important conversation. I'm fine with life being cruel and unfair. I'm fine with at 24 never having had a social circle, a woman, or any milestone. I said it'd get better. It's fine. Life doesn't guarantee "Happiness".
All I wanted was more to life than gynocratic slavery or suicide by cop.
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