>quitting weed
>day 3
>cravings going away
>massive amounts of rage boiling inside of me, years upon years upon years of suppressed anger bubbling out
Please tell me its NOT going to go away. I want to accelerate. I just absotly rapped the gym today, hit a PR on everything. I almost pulled over next to a pack of Venezuelans and started shouting shit. Mean mugging every beaner that crosses my path. Also, my "freinds", realizing they are all shit, they all held me back, all those fun memories with as a kid mean NOTHING. We sat around and did jack shit.. Maybe some stupid raves in between but that was the drugs that made it fun..
Wait till my sleep gets fixed and I have even more test. Just ordered a bunch of steaks online also. My dad and his dad are ragaholics. Angriest people in the world, my dad doesn't even do drugs or drink or smoke. Sometimes he gets so angry he passes out. Its in my genetics. Being angry is WAY better than being sad and when things are not okay u bascially have to choose between those two... Its not okay that im not a millionaire, ots not okay that I cant bench 3 plates natty and its not okay tht I dont have a harem of natrual blondes!!! Im not okay with being a Joe shmoe!!! A loser like most of you!!
Next time I see a Palestinian flag i will rip it out and shove it in the liberal's eye holes. If I see a Mexican flag i will have an aneurism..
If i dont release i swear to god I will be a problem for anyone that crosses my path!!
>>507432411 (OP)Hey at least it ainโt opioid withdrawal
https://youtu.be/oIiBOauHjpI
>>507432411 (OP)Yeah me too. I just keep smoking weed.
gratz 'non.
I miss enjoying my anger, but I got old and now it just tires me out.
>>507432411 (OP)its not anger its boredom newfag
i tried to 'quit' weed multiple times in everytime i asked myself why the fuck i did that for i gained nothing and everything is 10x more boring and how id feel much better if i smoked
*if I dont relapse
I dotn plan on releasing as im starting nonfao tomorrow to aggression max further
>>507432530Stay an effeminate faggot then
>>507432587
>>507432411 (OP)Let me tell you about meth, you are going to love it.
>>507432704Low test reply, have fun smoking the green jew, im gonna learn technical analysis and start investing my money
>>507432887Tried it, its great if its high quality. Had a stash but I dont know what happens to it. Now all the meth in the street has fet in it, sad..
>>507432909>start investing my moneyI clocked you as a jew when you mentioned Palestine.
>>507432411 (OP)bro is having a manic episode
>>507432411 (OP)Shoot your local mosque/synagogue
Last person I met like this learned what 12 years of boxing training and former golden gloves meant. Tuck your chin boy if you are gonna act tough.
>>507433033When the last time u got in a fight mongol?
>>507433045I hate mudlsimes and cuckhold white men who support them. After isreal buck breaks the middle east then we can answer the jew question but im not retarded enough to think those sand niggers are any better
>>507433124Are u a beaner? If not then I probably won't rage at u. I want to join a gym but im an engineer and cant take the brain damage from sparing.. is there anyway I can just practice at hitting very well and if I come across a trained boxer and get my ass handed then so be it..
>>507433207You didn't pull over, you wrote on 4chan how you almost pulled over, that's all I need to know about you bitch boy
Even with all of your weed withdrawal rage, degenerate
>>50743327635 of your kike brethren are still missing IE dead
>>507433396I dont live in a krushovka. Im not an alcholic mongol like u. I will suffer if I go to jail
>>507433396Also, the latino invasion is the same as the Russian invasion into Ukraine in the 1950s. Forced demographic changes cause nothing but problem. U are the beaners of eruopes..
>>507432411 (OP)I'm masturbating to the thought of you masturbating in front of a mirror.
Is that gay? Or what about me masturbating to the thought of you running into me somewhere and you have a rage boner. Is that gay?
>>507433483Laws didn't stop you from doing drugs, stop lying, it's not about laws, it's about you being a pussy
>>507433432I am Ashkenazi, thos are sarphidic likes, i will gladly sacrifice those shitskins. As far as im concerned they are all mjdlsime down there and hope they kill each other..
>>507433615U haven't denied the fact that u live in a krushovka or r an alcholic..
>>507433574I will prolapse ur anus liberal!!!
>>507433661>I am Ashkenazi,hey now didn't you start by saying that you're
>>507433276why jews lie
>>507432411 (OP)Thatโs a long way to say you are a nigger.
>>507433692I don't give a shit about that
>>507433779Why are u working for minimum wage loser? Without us kikes the world woild be a better place but u will still be doing minimum wage manual labor u loser
>Let us kill all muslims then we'll see about jews
>t. jew
>>507433825Lmao its true!!! Thats State sponsored alcoholism for u folks..
>>507432411 (OP)its probably just your brain readjusting due to the lack of THC in your system. Something similar happened to me when I quit smoking cigarettes, my mood stabilized the longer i abstained.
>>507433859so we'll get you eventually is what you're saying
>>507433864Many nazi officers were half jew. Filter was half jew. Filter doctor was full jew. People who funded Hitler wwre jews. Jews casted communism and communism. Jews created 3rd wave feminism but also we created the entire 1950s nuclear family culture(they even made a TV show about it, mad men..)
>>507432411 (OP)Wtf how is this political
Also the worst part is the insomnia not only do you stay up all night you sweat like fucking crazy
>>507433962I dont want it to stabilize
>>507433966Im done arguing with minimum wagers, why do u think ur opinion matters?
>>507434049Dame i am sweating pretty hard ngl. The insomnia will kill me..
>>507432411 (OP)Test cyp, tren adderall and cocaine are a fucking lovely combo bro. Why be a down loser when you can be up all the time? Keep up them gains. You are on the right path
>>507432530Yeah I had to quit for several mumfs because drug tests. I was constantly ready to hulk out over the smallest stuff and my agoraphobia was even worse than when I was smoking.
tfw I just took my first hit of Quantum Niglet OG and settling down for Fhost Adventures.
>>507432411 (OP)Quit 6 months ago. Focus on the goal, not suppressing your surroundings. You're going to be alright, anon. I am. It's the best thing for you. Good for you, brother.
>>507432411 (OP)I quit 2 weeks ago and it's fucking me up. I was vaping daily. At the 1 week mark I started to get insominia, and I feel insane the last few days. Anxiety, derealization, brain fog. I'm betting I'm just retarded.
> ots not okay that I cant bench 3 plates natty I can
>>507432411 (OP)Why did you say that you were going to rape someone? Wtf is wrong with you
>>507435365How do u get insomnia a week after? That's so weird. How long did it take u to get to 3 plates??
>>507435465U realize u are on 4chan right?
>>507435856>How do u get insomnia a week after?It takes a few days for the cannabinoids to be depleted from fat tissue.
>How long did it take u to get to 3 plates??Many years, but it's a stupid question since anyone can easily do it if they just eat a shit ton. I'm 205lbs/6ft right now and can just barely do 3pl8. At 225lbs I could rep it. Bench is my worst lift btw :^)